
...
"That's not yet"
"Hahaha cie Dara, hoping to be invited to be yes"
"Well bad Dika already made a child gadia baper"
"Yes, yes"
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After meeting Arinda and Danil. Now Dara is at the park waiting for someone to come.
"Sorry for a long time"
"Yes, not for long. What's up?"
"Just talk to you"
"Yes"
"Drink first"
"Thank you"
"And I think you know who I really am"
"I mean"
"I've known a little bit about me all this time. You know Selly too. I've been an orphan for 7 years. More precisely since I was in the third grade of Junior High. Hahaha it turns out that my age is older than yours unnoticed"
"Yes"
"My life was originally like any other family. Loving parents, living well, and happy. Finally a new neighbor came near my house. He's a middle-aged man left behind by his wife and son"
"Then"
"That's when the destruction of my life began"
"What's wrong?"
"When it was the first Sunday of March, my father went to Surabaya, I had a show at school and Selly played at his friend's house not far from home. Mother was alone in the house that afternoon. In the afternoon I came home from school, the door was closed and faintly I heard the sound of crying from within. Because I was panicking, I rushed inside and I followed the sound of crying. The sound came from my parents' room. I'm afraid something happens to my mother directly I open the door of the room. And I was surprised by what I saw in the room"
Huft
The heavy breathing Dika did as if describing what would be told was a very heavy and painful thing. And Dara tried to understand it gave a little strength by rubbing the man's back. After feeling quite calm, Dika returned to continue the story.
"Gue saw the mother curled up on the bed with a blanket covering her body. And beside the bed was my old neighbor. I was angry to see the condition of the mother with bad thoughts I immediately pulled the person out of the house. And it coincided with Selly and dad coming home. They were shocked to see me pulling that guy out of the house"
"Jeez"
"After the mother calmed down and the story, it turned out to be true my guess. Mother was raped by that same man. Dad was in shock and eventually had to go to the hospital for a heart attack. The man was taken to the same police station and arrested"
"Your father?"
"Tomorrow, my mother came to see my father in the hospital. Mommy apologizes, it is not your fault, but you feel dirty as a wife. Father drop condition and.huft.father died"
"Innallahi"
"Mother depression, daily crying and tantrums. Even he was afraid to see me, mother just wanted to be approached by Selly. Selly who was only 8 years old at that time had to help me take care of my mother"
Huft
"Gue was still in school at the time because he was nearing the graduation exam. And after I graduated, I got angry again. You know, that guy turned out to be free from prison. I don't know what's going on in court until that bastard gets out. But some say, he was paid bail by his brother in order to be free"
"Gosh"
"And the mother who saw the person there again around the house finally became more depressed. And I found mommy.huh hanging herself in the room"
"What?"
"Yes, mother committed suicide. I'm angry, I'm angry with myself who can't take care of you"
"Not that"
"Ra, maybe the thing I'm going to tell you is making you scared or even disgusted with me"
"Why?"
"What.." the shock was clearly not hidden by Dara
Like lightning striking on a clear day, everything feels surprising to Dara.
"Yes, Ra. I am a murderer. I killed the man who hurt you. I killed someone who was evil with my mother"
Dika's voice trembled, as if she was enduring a very painful pain.
"Before doing that, I've put Selly first in the orphanage. I don't want Selly to live alone without anyone taking care especially with the condition of Selly who is still a child. You know, Ra,... Sally was a normal kid. But when I left her at the change, Selly had an accident that left her eyes blind until now"
"Then, you?"
"Gue turned himself in to the police station. And I was in prison for 5 years because I was 15. So I was punished with the law of minors"
"Yes"
"Gue promises Selly, after my business is over I'll pick him up. And I kept my promise. I only have Selly, Ra. He's all I have, after I just found out also that mother was never approved by the family of the father. Which finally after father died all father's property was taken the same family. I'm not understanding and not aware because the focus on caring for the mother of time makes it easier for them to take everything"
"Evil"
"That's why now I'm trying so hard to work for the cost of Selly's surgery, which the doctor says can be cured with corneal donor surgery. I was also lucky with my boss in the workshop who wanted me to work there. Danil's my friend used to be home-complexed, Ra. So he knows what my life story is. Danil also knows me as Ronald"
"Pantes aja"
"Why?"
"You guys look so close"
"Yes, he helped me find a job, he was also the one who regularly saw me in prison. He was also the one who took care of Selly during the accident. And he also helped me find a rented house after I got out of jail"
"Good friend"
"Yes, I'm grateful I still have a good friend like him. And you must be scared of me now, huh?"
"Why should you be afraid"
"Because I'm a murderer and an ex-con"
"I'm honestly surprised by the fact of all this. But, I believe you did it for your mother's sake, to defend your mother's honor. I even salute you, yes even though the way you are so wrong and not worth an example. But I salute you for taking the hardest risk to defend your mother, the person you love"
"I can change my life, I want to change my life. Exchanges his sense of pocket moved to me, swapping all the burdens of his life moved to me. Mother is the best person, never angry, always patient, and most understand how I like to fight stubbornly first. Mother who always wanted me to worship. Always ingetin I do good with people, most diligent ingetin I do not smoke let alone do negative things. But I'm breaking one thing, I'm a killer"
"But you're doing it for your mother" too"
"Yes, but my sin is great, Ra"
"buddy"
"Yes, that's what I did when I went to jail. And now if you want to stay away it's okay. You also don't want to be friends with my ex-con kayak"
"Iihh that's it. When I can't be friends with you, it's evil"
"No, Ra"
"Yes I like to be friends with anyone. If I want to be friends with you how dong?"
"Huh? You're not afraid of me"
"Son, what am I afraid of? Afraid of being hurt by you? I'm sure you protect me from evil things. Aye right?"
"Yes, thank you"
"Make what?"
"Well, you want to be my friend and accept me"
"Everybody has a past. Not everyone has a good past. And my job, I can only appreciate every process that you have passed. Not judging you for your mistakes. I also if there is a position you will do the same thing, or even I may not necessarily be like you. So, as long as you want to try to be better in the future, yes I also want to help you"
"Thank you, and you should also promise me. You should always be fine, if there's anything to say to me. Including your father"
"Humm yes"
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