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Some days Dara tried to avoid Dika. The girl no longer replied to the message Dika sent, and did not respond to a phone call from Dika. After the incident a few days ago where Dika saw the wound on his face and the man looks angry. Plus Arinda told Dika when they met at the cafe where Dara worked. Arinda said that if Dara was beaten by her father not only face but also Dara's body. Be that night Dika drove Dara home to her doorstep and met her father.
The two men of different ages looked at each other with their respective auras of anger. Bakan Dara was afraid, the girl was afraid among the men who had an aura of anger that felt terrible. Dara could see Dika clenching her hands and the man's face flushed red as if holding in anger. Dara doesn't know what they're thinking.
"How dare you take a boy home, you cheap girl"
"He's my friend dad"
"No good girl would dare to bring her boy friend home this late"
"He just wants to take me home"
"Oh, cheap"
"I'm sorry, but what you said was right" this time Dika spoke up
"Be quiet, and you should know he's not my son"
"Dad"
"Silence, I don't have a cheesy child like you"
"Om, can om behave and say good to princess om"
"I told you he's not my son. You're someone else who knows nothing"
"But I know, if it turns out in this world there is a depraved father like you"
"Bad you"
Bugh
The punch on Dika's left cheek made the young man fall on the floor of the terrace of Dara's house. Dara quickly helped Dika to get back on his feet.
"Dad, daddy's outrageous"
"Don't you dare treat me. You're just a stranger who doesn't know anything, so you don't deserve to talk like that to me"
"Then, what's appropriate? What are the most appropriate words for a father who has steadfastly tortured his own son"
"You-you"
Plaques
The slap that the father threw for Dika even hit Dara's cheek. Dara hinders the father who wants to hit Dika again finally must feel the slap of the father on his cheek.
"You-and"
"With enough, already" Dara tried to stop Dika who wanted to avenge her father's blow.
The man could not accept seeing Dara being hurt in front of his own eyes. It hurts to see a woman hurt like that. Dika, who always tries to protect women, must now see how a man, even a father, hurt his daughter in front of his eyes. It hurts so much.
After Dara tried to break up the two men, she forced Dika to go home immediately. He doesn't want Dika to have problems with his father. Moreover, later it will result in him being increasingly hated or even tortured by his father.
Dara went straight into the house after making Dika leave with his motorbike. And convince Dika that he will be fine.
However, when he had just formed the doorknob of the room the father's voice made him stop and look at the father.
"He paid how much did you dare to fight me?"
"Oh, or you pay him to use your body, until he's willing to defend you like that"
"Dad!"
"What's? Right my speech? Because there's no way he's gonna defend you like that if there's no pay"
"That's me in Dad's eyes? Is that as low as me? Even I've tried to be a good father's daughter, trying to follow all my will. But, should you say so"
"Yes you are that low. You are just like your despicable father"
"I mean dad?" the look of a surprised face could not be hidden from Dara
"I always say that you are not my son. It's not just my words that hate you. But you are not my daughter"
"What do you mean, dad?"
"You're the son of my wife's affair with her ex-boyfriend"
Tests
A single tear fell on Dara's cheek upon hearing her father's words. New facts that Dara knows about her life and her father's hatred all this time.
"My wife was affected by the seduction of her ex-boyfriend's man. Until they dare to cheat behind my back. Their relationship went too far until my wife got pregnant with you while I was away on foreign service"
"That's a lie, isn't it?" I still don't believe all of those facts
"Do what I lie. I kindly accepted you because of my wife's last request before leaving after sending you. If the man hadn't died in an accident I might have handed you over to him"
"So..."
"Yes, so you're not my son. And you are an illegitimate child of my wife's infidelity"
Hixes
Dara could not speak anymore. His legs were limp, his body falling down as if his life was half gone. The father who did not feel sorry for him immediately entered his room without caring about Dara's pain because of all the facts he said earlier.
With a limp step Dara entered his room. The girl sat on the floor near the bed with tears that had washed her face. How broken his heart was to hear all these facts. Plus he turned out to be an orphan. Now he knows why his father hated him so much. And he still called the man father.
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After the fact about her that Dara just found out and after the incident Dika with her father. Dara chose to stay away from the man. He was ashamed and afraid. Ashamed because he turned out to be just an illegitimate child, and afraid that Dika would deal again with his father. Dara also did not want if Dika was involved too far in his sad life problems.
More and more Dara tries to avoid Dika. The more days he also felt depressed. The father's words kept spinning in his head. Even Dara had thought of ending her life. Dara always cries under the water in the bathroom at night. Dara who has been taking sleeping pills for a few days to help herself sleep peacefully. Dara who had not seen her smile for a few days.
Even Arinda to Mba Dewi was also confused about Dara's change of attitude. Dara who no longer responds to the joke after the joke given by the Cloud. Even he will come out of the back door of the cafe when he knows Dika pick him up in front of the cafe.
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Dara was confused with herself. It was as if there was no longer a purpose in life that he held. His life feels empty in an instant, feels destroyed even though his life has not been good. The thoughts of giving up feel more pleasant for his current state.
These days, my father is not home either. His father was on duty out of town. The condition is quite favorable for Dara who is confused about what to behave when she knows if the man is not her biological father.
"So it's true that I'm not a father's son"
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"What's the matter exactly?"