Mahadaras
episode 21's. 2

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To be honest, Dara misses Dika. He misses when the man cares for him, and how the man speaks. Dara was amazed by the way Dika thought. Although you could say Dika is a man who dropped out of school and made the man was not highly educated. But for Dara, Dika actually has more knowledge than him.

At first Dara did not believe that Dika really dropped out of school. Because Dara felt the attitude and nature of Dika, let alone the way the man spoke like someone who was highly educated. But, because of that Dara believes, if the uneducated does not mean to be a lowly human being. Low education can turn out to be high if the attitude and nature are good. And it can make others respect it too.

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Today Dara still has not met Dika. He was still afraid to contact Dika, especially with the attitude of the man who also stayed away from him. Dara was also made confused with everything. On the one hand he wanted to apologize to Dika, on the other hand he was still not ready to meet with Dika.

Dara was eager to meet the man. But he was also confused where to start. Especially with him who has no experience at all about men.

While he was confused, he was suddenly startled by a voice.

"Hayoo thinks about Dika again?"

"Ih Arinda ngaggetin only"

"Why else, Ra?"

"What do I do now, Nda?"

"What the hell is it? You haven't contacted Dika?"

"Not yet, I'm still afraid"

"Fear why?"

"Yes, I'm afraid that Dika won't apologize to me"

"Ra, I'm sure Dika isn't that kind of person"

"But, he hasn't called me in days, Ra" either"

"Hahaha, so yesterday who stayed away first? Kok is now so upset anyway pas shunned too"

"Aaa Arinda"

"Hahahaha yes sorry. But, I think Dika ngelakuin that because he appreciates your decision, Ra"

"Yes, I was wrong to be selfish"

"It's okay, Ra. I'm sure Dika can understand what you mean. That's why you have to be clear with Dika"

"Yes, when I'm ready, I'll apologize and clear everything"

"Yes, Ra. I'm the same with Dika. He wants to help you, eh you are enemies like this"

"Iiihh Arinda, that's not what it means"

"Yes yes. But I agree, Ra, the same Dika who wants to hit your father. Yes, your father is outrageous and increasingly outrageous with you"

"Yes, Nda. But I don't want Dika's attitude even make him deal with father too far. I don't want Dika until why"

"The one who worries"

"Udah ah I want to go back to class. On ledekin keep the same with you"

Since then, the two girls have been spending their break at the back of the school. Perhaps more precisely Dara who was looking for calm there.

After a few days Dara spoke and took advice from his friend's sabahat. Dara's thoughts about Dika were a little open. He admitted that his decision yesterday was selfish. Of course it hurt Dika who was well-intentioned to him. Dara never doubted Dika's kindness to her all this time. Dara knew that the man was sincere with her.

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Dara had arrived at the cafe 30 minutes before work hours began. His feelings were still agitated, his mind was still not calm thinking about Dika. Plus his father's words that night still ring in the ear.

"Since when have you been friends with a thug like that?"

"He's Dara's friend's dad. He's not a thug"

"Then if not thugs, what? Brandal men who dare to hug the father, what is appropriate mention other than thugs, huh. You son of a bitch"

"Enough dad. He's nice, he's good to Dara"

"Well you said. You who now dare to fight father must be because of him. Or you're paid dearly for him"

"Dad, why do you always say that. Is it because I'm not father's son?"

"Yes, because for me the child hopes it will never be better than the biological child. And you are different from my son Rinjani. You're just a bastard never expected"

His father's words were not once painful. In fact, his father always said painfully to Dara. But, that hurt feeling was still Dara felt. Because after all, Dara is still an ordinary girl. Who sometimes feel tired continuously look good in front of many people. In fact, he was full of inner wounds and physical injuries that he had.

"What's up, Ra?"

"Eh mba Goddess. Mba Goddess wants to go home?"

"Yes, I entered this morning because I want to have family business later tonight"

"Oh that"

"What's wrong? You think you have more thoughts?"

"Father mba"

"Is a bastard like I can't be happy, mba?"

Yes, Mba Dewi did know the story about Dara who turned out to be the child of the affair of her mother and ex-boyfriend. The first time Dara told me, Mba Dewi was certainly very surprised. He did not expect the pain of the girl's life to be endless. The goddess felt more and more compassion for Dara. Moreover, he already considers Dara like his sister.

"Hey, I can't say that. Everyone has a right to be happy, baby"

"But why am I so hard to be happy"

"Here hug... Nothing yes, maybe indeed your path again complicated first for something extraordinary later. Happiness is not difficult, baby, but we are the only ones who become humans sometimes too pursue complicated happiness without us knowing it. And yes, a lot of simple happiness"

"I just want you to love me, mba"

"Yes, be patient. Mba sure really, there will be a time when your father will be aware of his wrong actions during this time with you. So you can't give up on being a good kid, a sweet one either"

"Yes mba, I hope I can survive ya"

"Hey, should dong. You should be able to yes... Now smile dong"

"Thank you mba. Mba Dewi is very good with me" that smile was painted from Dara's cute face

"Well, he's both mba's sweet sister"

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Today, the cafe is not too crowded. So Dara's not too tired for work today. Although actually Dara more hope today he is busy to help him a little to divert the thoughts that make him a headache. And made him forget a little about Dika.

"Why aren't you excited today?"

"The clouds, it's okay"

"What because of that man?"

"Not really"

"When he hurts you, say the same to me"

"Yes, thank you"

Dara's gaze stopped on the figure of a man sitting on his motorcycle across the cafe. Dara knew enough who the man was despite the lack of light in the place where the man was. His mind was again confused about the man. But Dara again remembered the words mba Dewi this afternoon before the woman said goodbye.

"Well, who's your name, what are you?"

"Yes, her name is Dika. Not mba"

"Not yet, why?"

"I'm still scared"

"Well, did he bite?"

"Iihh not so mba"

"Well, are you afraid of why?"

"Fear he won't apologize to me"

"Keep if you're procrastinating longer, is there any guarantee he's not getting misunderstood and still want to forgive you?"

"Iihh mba Dewi really make me more afraid anyway"

"Well yes, with you procrastinate to love him an explanation of what it is not to make him misunderstand you. And make her bad thoughts just as you are a feeling of hate. You're not scared?"

"Fear, mba"

"You have more of the same feelings as him?"

"I mean Goddess?"

"Yes, a feeling of affection is possible"

"I don't know, but I've never been close to a man before"

"But you're comfortable with him?"

"Yes, honestly I'm comfortable with him again. I was amazed at the way he looked at life, amazed at the way he spoke"

"Well, do you want to lose someone who can make you comfortable?"

"Not really mba"

"Don't know why yes, although mba see Dika tuh rich son of a delinquent but mba sure that he is a good man. From his gaze he's the same you're kind of sincere. Although I don't see him often. But from a few times he's picked you up yet can see he's paying attention to you, Ra"

"Yes mba, Dika is very good"

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His conversation with the goddess was the one that made Dara think she had to apologize to Dika immediately before the man was getting misunderstood on her.

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"I love him so much"