Love on the verge of suffering
The Depressed Life

Today Kemal will go abroad to continue his life, according to what his parents choose, he will return like the old child who can not fight the wishes of his parents. How long will Kemal be in the country? I don't know because Kemal also does not know until when he will live in the country of his grandparents.

"Mal, loe if it's here later you hold my company well, I want to go home to Indonesia to develop my business in the country whose potential for development is much more possible," ghava said, that was the last conversation between Ghava and Kemal discussed.

"Well, I do this because I have the same debt loe, if I do not have the same debt loe ogah I cape-cape so loe subordinate," replied Kemal with no idea diinya. Where people out there want to find a good job while Kemal selling expensive get a good and easy job.

After saying goodbye, Kemal also left for the airport atar by Abas, Mamih who was there arisan at home could not drive Kemal to the airport actually did not matter Kemal left using a driver but mamih again refused and decided Abas who drove Kemal.

Well, inevitably eventually Kemal again accepted what became the ruling mamih, he dantar by the brother who had not reprimanded each other for a long time. Even for a few minutes in the car the brother and sister were not engaged in chatter with each other. Somehow Kemal also seemed to have a grudge against Abas, because he thought that Abas was the one who raped Zara and also killed his mother, so Kemal accused unilaterally that Abas did everything. Of course involving his Mamihnya as his protector.

Although this was only Kemal's conjecture but Kemal was already very sure of his guess. "You're why Mal, I'm noticing now as if you're getting away from me" asked Abas, who still felt innocent.

Kemal who was staring at the street immediately looked away at him as soon as his brother reprimanded him. "It's okay, it's Kemal who has always felt that Brother changed, it seems like there are so many secrets that you hide from Kemal, so Kemal himself feels a stranger in front of you," reply Kemal with cold.

"Abang doesn't know what you mean, but if you feel like that Brother feels guilty, forgive Brother. Honestly Brother does not want the kits like it is not just sodara, Brother wants us to return to the way we used to where you and Brother exchanged stories and so on. It's not like sitting in one car now you seem to mind." Either Abas quipped or indeed that was felt by him, but Kemal saw from the way Abas spoke it seemed like his brother was also not okay mentally.

As a person who has studied psychology long enough, of course, knows the attitude of everyone who is plagued by problems and emotions that sometimes go up and down and people who are indeed happy and can control their emotions.

"Actually Kemal only felt like this brother was saving a problem so heavy that he forgot maybe that in the neighborhood there was Kemal, Brother's sister who needed attention," kemal said he was more and more fishing so that Abas was more cornered and felt guilty maybe he would talk to himself what makes him like this because he was comfortable and of course felt his sister as concerned it was the same brother, until finally Abas told me unconsciously

"I'm sorry Brother, Brother is indeed being a lot of thoughts, sorry Brother who continues to sajah can not make you close to Brother even you are also affected by everything that Brother does." Abas's eyes remained focused on the streets, but Kemal's mind was sure not to be here.

"Can you tell me what makes you moody like this?" tanya Kemal, very hopeful that his brother would tell him all the burdens that befall him.

Kemal smiled obliquely indicating that he was increasingly not liking what Abas was doing. "It's okay Brother, if Brother is not ready to tell you Kemal will wait until Brother is ready, and about Brother if you want to tell the story Brother can contact Kemal, whenever surely Kemal will be a friend confided Abang.

"Thank you, one day when the time is right, I'll tell you everything. Right now you need calm first" Abas replied with a meaningless smile.

Kemal was getting less acquainted with his brother. It was like talking to someone else. "What secrets are you hiding, why is he like a stranger to me" Kemal said. Though they used to be a brother and sister who are familiar and warm but why now Kemal like seeing a stranger.

"Sister Lyra how are you Bang, now Kemal also rarely meet with sister-in-law?" asked Kemal, he tried fishing in other ways. Maybe you get important information.

"There is, but like Brother and Lyra are going to split up, we're not in line. There were frequent fights in our area, which even hurt each other's hearts."

Kemal was shocked to hear Abas' words. "Is there no way of peace? You've been married for over ten years. So far I've seen you all right why can you decide on a divorce? Darling loh Bang the journey of your story that has been passed. Try to soften a little maybe there's still a way to go." Kemal tried to advise Abas who knew he could hear what Kemal had to say.

"The problem is that Mamih also asked us to separate, Mamih wanted me to marry again, while Lyra did not want if she was on honey one-on-one so that we would not hurt each other again by parting." Abas explained the real situation.

It provoked Kemal's emotions. "Loe can not be Bang, once a long time not too obedient with Mamih, loe is married, has become the head of the family, has become the head of the family, long ago I pity Lyra must be her life tethered to have a husband that is nothing arranged by her parents. Make decisions according to what you want, not as you want. Come Bang, do not be too willing to be arranged continuously, start daring to determine the future Brother." Kemal became anxious himself with Abas. I don't know what he gave so he always obeyed his mother.

"It is not that easy as Mal, if you rebel, Mamih will be more difficult to understand, how to protect them, loved ones in this way. Brother relented, Brother's life is no longer in its direction then what reason for brother to fight to determine the path of life Brother." The heavy voice of Abas was clearly visible.

Kemal increasingly did not understand what was really going on between his brother and his mother. "Why Brother looks frustrated, what really happened between Brother," Kemal's mind while watching Abas carefully. While Abas who knew that Kemal noticed himself was silent, and pretended not to know.