Love on the verge of suffering
CDD # Episode 121

After Zifa took care of all the permits back home, the woman and Ghava returned with Beni picking her up.

 "Where are we going to go home?" tanya Zifa surprised Ghava's daydreams. Well since then he was daydreaming, thinking about his relationship with the woman who is currently next to him.

"Back home, Fa, I've prepared you guys for the house when we get married" Ghava replied, showing Beni his home address as the driver.

Deg, Zifa seems to feel that Ghava has indeed been very good. 'Sorry Ghava, you are indeed very good, but I must use you to carry out my mission-my mission" said Zifa with a gaze thrown out the window, look at all the people out there.

Zifa read a message sent by Alwi in which the man said that Lyra did not bring Zara and her two children to Jakarta, it was because Zara refused it, and also the two twins Zara did not want to go with Lyra.

Alwi also said that currently Zara and her children are in her home. Well, Alwi feels his home is safer for Zara and her children, after hearing stories from Lyra, who has started to worry about their safety.

"Why Fa?" ghava asked when he saw that Zifa was not happy when Ghava said he would take her home.

"No, Ifa's feeling is not okay Ifa is thinking a lot, and somehow Ifa is waiting for a time boom that will explode" said Zifa, his eyes were still focused on the crowded streets with people and vehicles.

Ghava silently did not reply to Zifa's anxiety, he might also feel the same way of feeling the same heartbreak, if his feelings said that the relationship would not go so easily. "Tell me what the Fa should be, but I can never die you Fa, I can never leave you," Ghava said the louder the men reminded Zifa.

"We move from this place of the Fa, we just get married and live in another place" said Ghava, staring intently at Zifa. and now the woman who was sitting with her eyes thrown out the window immediately turned to Ghava. Zifa shook her head slowly.

"Why don't you love me?" ghava asked with a look of compassion.

"I know your family Mas, I became a lover You already feel like having enemies everywhere not to mention that I and you are really married maybe not me who is the target of your people but also my family which is Brother Zara and my two spears" Zifa replied firmly.

This is not the purpose of Zifa approaching Ghava. Getting married and living happily, certainly not the goal. Zifa only wants to take shelter behind Ghava's power until he gets justice, after which he will live a new life without any shadows from the murderous family. And also Ghava, Zifa will let go, without being bound by any one.

"It is precisely the Fa that if you become my wife, your position will be stronger, and I can protect you so that they cannot harm you," lirih Ghava and the man grabbed the hand of the woman who was currently beside him.

Zifa just kept silent no one wanted to say, "I don't know Ghava, I'm currently in the midst of confusion. I'm retreating and I can't, and I'm getting harder, too" said Zifa.

"I have a great secret with your family, and I don't know what God means to make me more attached to your family" replied Zifa, his lips seemed to want to tell you that you and I were just a stopover that would not find a clear estuary.

"What about your mother who died in my family's house?" Or is it about your sister Zara who's pregnant because of one of our families?" Ghava had remembered all the problems Zifa had told Kemal.

At that moment, Zifa looked at Ghava sharply. "Where do you know all that? Were you intentionally spying on us and wanting to make amends for what your family members did. Just like Kemal used to be?" zifa asked with a trembling voice.

Ghava smiled wryly. "I just remembered that Kemal three years ago had borrowed two billion of my money, because I was suspicious and surprised what that amount of money was for. I asked and Kemal told me everything that happened to you and your brother, even Kemal had sent you a picture, but I forgot that I ever knew you. Maybe that's the reason why when I see you as familiar, maybe from the photo that Kemal sent. And it is true what you say the world is very narrow. You're just gonna meet me again." Ghava chuckles with everything that happens in his life like God's scenario only surrounding Zifa and her family.

"So the money was from Mas Ghava?" asked Zifa unexpectedly, the woman's two billion money given by Kemal was purely from the man turned out from his brother.

"Know I Kemal even had time to lie with Mamih to get the money. He lied that he was involved in an accident and caused one small child to die, and to account for yes he had to spend some money if he did not want his case to be brought into the realm of law. Nekad is indeed this Kemal, and it indicates that he loves you very much anyway. Maybe that's why he's mad at me because I got your heart." Ghava kissed Zifa's hand again.

Zifa felt pinched by Kemal's struggle, but also Zifa never asked to want it. Kemal wanted to help with the money.

'Because when the money is from Kemal and Ghava, I don't get the money from the mother's death money from the mother's employer?' inner Zifa laughed a little.

"Then Mas Ghava already knew me and what if I was just looking for justice that I should have gotten from the parents of Mas and Abas, the brother of Mas Ghava himself. Is Mas Ghava going to stand on my side as a seeker of justice or instead stand on the side of the Mas family, as a child of them," asked Zifa more seriously.

"I will stand on the side that I think is right" Ghava replied, staring at Zifa seriously.

"What do you think is it really me or the Mas family?" ask Zifa again. "Sure Mas also already know my story from Kemal right?"

Zifa grew curious about Ghava's answer.

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