Love on the verge of suffering
Adjusting Without Them

Zara who felt unfamiliar in the place now lived was silent and only pecked when many friends gathered when dinner arrived.

"Zara, what do you want to eat?" ask Mother Anna gently, well for a while because Zara who is in the recognition stage, and also Zara who is in her heart is still sensitive is still in need of assistance from the caretaker, and because Zara who only wants to be approached by Mother Anna as her mother, for anything is still always in the company of Anna's mother.

"Where's ifa?" asked Zara with an empty look.

"Zifa school darling. For a while Zara stayed here with friends and there was a mother here too. Zifa is there at school, because Zifa has to go to school to be a smart child" Anna's mother said, hoping that Zifa would listen to what she said. "Zara ate yah, mom would bribe? Zara used to eat like in bribe Mom no?" ask Mother Anna so that Zara will interact, especially remembering the memory in her brain, and to provoke all her memories she can remember, and also not remember with Zifa continues.

Zara nodded weakly, but in her bath she was still empty. It was evident where he looked at friends of the same fate, but it was clear that Zara's gaze was blank. Mother Anna took a meal for Zara and fed her painstakingly, while Zara was once invited to communicate even though Zara was unfocused, and there was still much confusion in her brain.

After the dinner Zara was taught to get acquainted with her friends, again Zara still did not want to do much, she was still focused on Zifa. Even Anna's mother has been asked about Zifa several times. Maybe if Anna's mother can't wait to get angry and yell at Zara. But Anna's mother who has been trained with this kind of thing always gives advice that Zifa is in school, Zifa, not infrequently also mother Annaa fishing light memory Zara especially what many in Zara with her mother, and Zifa.

Well, it turns out that the memory that managed to divert a little Zara asked Zifa continuously, each will discuss Zara's habits with her mother, Zara no longer can Zifa.

Where Zifa is also somewhere else in the middle of feeling the same. Since Zara was deposited in the foundation, and Kemal who had also returned to Jakarta, and also would go to other countries, Zifa felt very lonely. Just living alone in a house that is quite spacious when only in solitary. Zifa's eyes scanned every room he had in the room yesterday that he was still living with his brother, it was very quiet. There were no friends to share the story, as if Zifa was indeed in this world only living alone.

"Sister, is there Brother Zara again what? Is carin's sister Ifa or not? Ifa here kanget whining sister. now no one bothers Zifa with whining that sometimes makes Ifa dizzy. The whimper that sometimes makes Zifa yell at big brother. Forgive Ifa yah Kaka, now Ifa just know how much it means sister in life Ifa, but when there is no sister Ifa many times make brother sad." Zifa pensively in her room could not close her eyes even for a moment. He thought flying somewhere. Though the plan Zifa in the morning wanted to find a school for himself, but until eleven o'clock drowsiness had not come to embrace him.

"Mother, what has Zifa done for Ifa and Kaka Zara is it right? Is Mom not angry with Zifa, because she has left her brother in the foundation with people who previously did not know Ifa?Mother handirlah dream of Ifa, for a moment, Ifa wants to share ceita with mother, Ifa wants to hug Mother, so that Ifa does not feel alone again on this earth. Ifa had to go through this, Ifa was too scared, no one could understand Ifa but Mother. Help Ifa find this justice, Mother." Zifa sobbed in the middle of the night where only the sound of the night beast could be heard.

"Ifa promise Mother, Ifa promise this is a cry of loss for Mother, sorry If from the cry of Ifa, the mother is actually in the grave there is pain, but Ifa really feels longing, but ifa really feels longing, feeling the need for a backrest, a terrible miss for Mom. Mother was the light for Zifa and Kaka Zara, but she left us. We're now looking for clues to get out of this valley of darkness, Mother. We need a bright light like mom used to. Give strength to Zifa so that your son will have justice for Mother" said Zifa. The more the night he just the more can not be closed his eyes.

Tonight Zifa couldn't be shut up she thought of flying into service thinking about something that hadn't even happened yet.

The girl stared at the darkness of the night from behind the window. Looking at the dark sky that stretched over there, a sprinkling of stars adorned the sky. So it looks very beautiful, but not as beautiful as Zifa's heart. "The words of those stars that shine the most are the images of people we love. What is a mother who is transformed as a star. If true. Hi Ma, how are you? Zifa kangen." Zifa's hand waved towards the brightest star, and a smile was drawn knots on her sad face.

The same thing Zara felt. The prospective mother woke up from her sleep when she believed that Mother Anna had fallen asleep in the arms of her dream nature. Zara stood behind the window staring at the dark sky with a sprinkling of beautiful stars.

In his heart he waited for Zifa, why school, but did not go home. Fear overwhelmed his heart. Samar flashed a shadow of his mother's eyes before death picked him up. Her mother's eyes were screaming for Zara to help her. The eyes kept staring at Zara until they were closed forever. A clear thread flowed from the corner of his mother's eye.

"Mother...."

"Zifa...."

In the middle of a silent night Zara cried, roaring as strange memories came to her. The last look of his mother's eyes before death suddenly approached Zara's memory.

Mother Anna immediately got up, and hugged Zara, who was frightened by sitting down, her hands hugged her knees and leaned against the wall.

Mother Anna hugged and provided warmth, so that Zara would calm down and might be able to tell what happened until Zara cried in fear like this.