Classroom Of The Elite 2nd Year - Full Volume
Vol 4 CHAPTER 1: A QUIET DAY, SUDDENLY...
MONOLOGUE KARUIZAWA KEI
In the end, even after I entered this school. Nothing has changed. No, maybe it's because I didn't intend to change anything in the first place. For better or for worse, it was the same as back then. The reason is very simple. I understand myself better than anyone else. Well, that's an advantage and
my weakness, I know it all.
I don't know a boy and there's no girl like me. Although I clearly understood that I was not thinking of changing. But it doesn't matter. Because I've long since stopped feeling that it hurts. Because I want this myself.
When I came out of the bathroom that was in the student room, I saw myself in the mirror while water droplets flowed on my skin. How many, how many times, do I want to break this mirror into pieces? Whenever I see past wounds in it, I think of the past
it's gruesome. Suddenly feeling dizzy and nauseous, I immediately put my hand in the sink and vomited there.
Wh why? Why do I see with eyes like that? Wh why? Why should I suffer like this? Wh why? wh why? wh why? I repeated the same question to myself over and over again. Those words no longer carried any meaning. The past will not change. I can't change anyone or anything in the past.
God is so cruel to me. My personality was ruined by nightmares back then, I also lost my youth, friends and myself. I need to fix that mistake now. No matter how much they hate me, it is still better than suffering again. Thas right. I don't need 'young time'. I don't need 'friends'. The most important thing is that I protect myself. I'll do whatever I have to make sure. I. am a prick. Weak creatures that are incapable
survive alone.
CHAPTER 1 QUIET DAY, SUDDENLY...
Three days had passed since the examination on the uninhabited island. On the luxury yachts provided by our school, there is no record of any happening and calm. For those disciples who were beginners in their youth, having to live life on such an island, most would definitely lose their senses.
On the last day, we boys were more or less like wild animals and active carnivorous animals. As we look at the women who are wasting their time, we boys together start to expect the destined experience with the girls. It's a luxury yacht where you can lose yourself in the dream world and forget all the bad things. Even if one were to fall in love here, it was not at all strange.
In addition, I have heard several stories of students dating each other on this cruise and new couples being born every day. Unfortunately, such a meeting was impossible for me and I continued to spend time alone in solitude. My situation is the same as it was before the exam on the uninhabited island. No. gabe.
Maybe the environment around me has changed? Even though it went against my will, I was still forced to change my true path after entering this school. Initially, I chose to attend this school for very specific reasons. "Contact with the outside is prohibited until graduation". The school rules are the reason I came in. Right now, "certain people" are trying to contact me from the outside.
Chabashira-sensei was the one who told me about this. Furthermore, he blackmailed me to help him bring the class to Class A by threatening to forcefully expel me if I did not
obeyed. It would be a stupid story on one hand, but since it did not have the strength to resist, I was forced to follow it. I had no way of ascertaining the truth of his words, so I decided to play it safe by assuming it was true.
But I won't be blackmailed by him forever. For now, I will gather the necessary information and depending on the circumstances, I will have to make the first move. The sweet devil whispered to the back of my head.
"conquer them before they conquer you". That's all I have to do. But that kind of hard thought was only for a moment, I immediately returned to my usually passive way of thinking.
‘If only I had the power to hit the axis of the earth from the balance’ thought I. If I can do that, there's no need to worry about trivial things like this. Saying that, I daydream about living in the Dragon Ball world. The students at first felt uneasy after the exam ended by thinking of something more to come. But nothing happened.
The cruise is calm, peaceful and pleasant. It was almost as if a summer holiday had befallen us. Naturally, the students turned to a festive atmosphere. During this two-week trip it seemed like the last week was nothing but a luxurious and sustainable holiday for the students.
The students were very relaxed since the exam on the island had just ended. And that's not a bad thing. The fact that students were able to remain calm during the exam itself was the reason why we were able to get good results.
"Hmm? You been in your room all day?". My fellow male student, Hirata Yousuke
it was the man who called me.
"There's no reason for me to go out, after all I don't have someone to spend it on
time with him"
"That's not true, Sudou and Horikita are still around," Indeed, Sudou and Horikita are the ones I can technically categorize as "friends". But only because you belong as
"friends"
it's still a level and if you're below that level, the treatment between friends will still be different. Sometimes when people walk, they will only take you away from 10 events. I
it is such a person who is there only to be invited once in 10 events.
"I think Ayanokouji-kun will be able to make more friends if you're a little more active"
lucky and happy like Hirata, he would never understand the suffering of a loner like me.
"The way Ayanokouji-kun talks is good, you just need a trigger to chat" he continued to tell. I don't need such cruel kindness. I don't need words
from girls like
"Eeh. You look like you could be popular". Because if I reply with "Stay away from me" they'll just say "That's a bit of a hassle". It's because I can't make friends or have a boyfriend so I'm forced to spend time alone like this. Hirata then told me,
"I plan to go with Karuizawa-san at 12:30 for lunch together. Will you come with us, I'm sure it'll be nice if you're with us"
"Is it just Karuizawa?" I asked him.
"Not really, there are 3 other women who will be with us. Don't you like it?"
If I had to admit the truth, I'd have wanted to talk a little bit with Karuizawa for a while. But.no need to be stolen. Other than the other women who came with us, it would be difficult to start a conversation with him and I would definitely not have any appetite for lunch.
"I just have to get through it, I don't think I'll ever be friends with Karuizawa's group,"
With the completion of our first semester, the relationship between classmates was already set in stone. There was no way I could build a new relationship with someone else at this point. I can already imagine Karuizawa's dislike of me. Hirata sat down near me, having realized that I did not want to start a new relationship with anyone else.
"I can understand why you're being reluctant, but I want you to rely on me" Hirata finally told me. Hirata is ready to help anytime and anywhere with a pleasant face
that's. Fortunately I rejected his offer by shaking my head.
"Just 10 minutes before lunch, I think you should leave me now"
"There's no need to rush, besides that I feel comfortable with you like this now" Hirata quickly replied.
At first glance you might think that I am just trying to sound strong or make excuses, but I am actually quite satisfied with my current situation. Of course, when I first came here, I thought that I could make 100 friends and enter with such determination.
But that spirit quickly subsided. Although I can be friends with 3 Idiots, Horikita, Kushida and Sakura. More than that, my social school life is not so bad, I can be sure of that. But a man named Hirata can't leave a classmate wallowing in loneliness like this. He told me,
"Then how about we have lunch together.just the two of us, can you be happy with that?"
he proceeded to ask me Only the two of us now, with Hirata looking at me sharply. It seems like he will continue to urge me until the end.
"I'm fine with that, but you need to consider Karuizawa's feelings"
"Alright, I can eat with Karuizawa-san whenever I want, but with you Ayanokouji-kun, I
had a little chance to eat together" Hirata replied.
Someone like Hirata couldn't notice the fact that he was basically asking someone else for lunch. I quickly thought maybe he was implied "like that". Despite his unnatural popularity, Hirata has always been able to maintain his rationality as a man.
"I don't want Karuizawa to hate me later" I told her in an attempt to reject her offer
politely. Looks like it will work by drawing Hirata's conscience. "No problem, Karuizawa-san is not the type to be angry at you for something like that"
No-no. Karuizawa must be the same type of woman I had in mind. Even if she pretended to be silent in front of Hirata, she was definitely the dominant type when dealing with other girls. Maybe he hasn't revealed his true side to Hirata yet? i figured. He almost looks like a good teacher who is happy to help troubled students.
"I guess I'll cancel lunch with Karuizawa-san after all this" She quickly pulled out her phone and contacted Karuizawa. I tried to stop him but Hirata used his hand to cover my eyes and stop me.
"Do you have something you want to eat?" he asked me. I had to listen
Hirata cancels lunch date with Karuizawa.
Be consistent..
