Back To the Beginning
Mysterious Girl

today I was exhausted by crying after the disagreement this morning, mid-afternoon until night I just lay in bed with the rest of the tears that dried up at the end of my eyes.. waiting for Indra to come home hope he gives an explanation.

time passed so quickly, already two days Indra did not go home..not usually he was like this, is this time really the end of everything? "heemm.. well it seems like I should know myself and get out of his life" then I clean up my things. while putting my clothes in my suitcase, my steps stopped when Indra's heavy voice sounded "have finished packing? let no one be left behind!!" sounds a little snapping.

I smiled "it's done, makasii yaa" I said as I removed the beautiful necklace Gift from Indra for a year we were together, I stepped up steadily and put the necklace on the dresser and walked over to pull my suitcase and some of my bags out of the apartment, accept your fate you have no value in his eyes *like a madman I talk to myself.

this time I choose not to bring anything that Indra has given including my favorite white car, I do not want to like debt if I still take it, I decided to take an online taxi to my house... half an hour's journey I got here, time to go back to the beginning of my inner self-energizing.

there will be no more crying because this time you promise to be happy even without it. I still have to think about what work I can do at this age, aahh I need a job for my life and Bima.

a few days after my departure from his life Indra still did not look for me, and I was resigned. I accepted and began to rearrange my future, Indra, today I was in one of the buildings where I had to attend a job interview, I applied for one of the companies engaged in the field of wedding organizers... although I have an S1 Business diploma, I doubt it will be accepted because I am no longer young.

today I am very nervous considering that I have been married for a long time since I resigned from my job and chose to be a housewife, let alone to meet clients... faced with the person who was reviewing me it felt like my tongue was not able to answer all the questions.

"ahhhhhh sorry" I was nervous and embarrassed.

"it just so happens that we are looking for a competent person in the public relations department, are you willing?"

"sorry before I think I can not be said to be competent in this field, to be honest this is new to me but if given the opportunity and for guidance and help from my father and friends... I really want to learn" I replied carefully hoping that no wrong words would come out of my mouth.

"well let's try, tomorrow mbak bianda can start to go to work, hopefully at home, and I Rega" he said as he extended his hand.

"biana sir, thank you" I shook her hand back, strange.

I came home happy, wanting to be tomorrow soon and start working.