Back To the Beginning
Judgment Time
The night before I just returned to the apartment, entering the room I saw Indra asleep in bed still wearing his shirt and shoes... makes me smile she's still like my big baby slacker as I take my shoes off her feet, then I went to the kitchen and cooked I knew Indra must have not eaten yet he chose to come home for dinner with me and refused his friend's invitation to just eat or drink, significant changes that occurred during the year We were together. I am very grateful that a classy Casanova kakap this already insyaf hehehe laughed in my daydreams broke when Indra's naughty hands hugged me from behind "hayooo daydreaming what ?" ask "ga hehe is awake? ntar again Mateng nih, you take a bath first yes smell of acem" I said while covering his nose made him laugh, finally he relented and then took a shower. half an hour after we finished our bath and dinner and my basic who never had patience then asked him "ndra hear the Diradja family want to have a big event huha? is it Amel's mother? or are you married?" Indra took off the spoon in his hand, then drank and was silent for a while "heard from where? the gossip" Indra replied hesitantly, "ga deliberately heard the mothers gossip earlier, you yes ndra? by when? I'm happy with the hehe" I said smiling forcefully holding my tightness, Indra quietly rose from his seat took the car keys and immediately left, leaving me when I am emotional or not feeling well, again I can not withstand the tightness and immediately cry.
since the incident last night Indra has not returned, I saw it was 11 pm will he not come home? aahh it is possible that I was guilty in this case, later when he came home I will apologize, shortly asleep long I woke up feeling there is someone beside me.. That senses are looking at me in silence, I smile "cock just came home? ndra I'm sorry" I regret, Indra did not answer he approached "honey.." he said but I smell alcohol from his mouth, Indra drink? wh why? it's been a long time since he last promised never to touch the drink again, Indra is getting closer leaving just a few inches of our distance, hugging me then raised me to change our position so that now I am on it, began to kiss again his hands were not only silent began to feel my back and run down, down, I started unbuttoning my pajamas, opening one by one the cloths that covered my body, violently reversing our position so that now he is above me began to undress and then began to ravish me as usual rough Indra he could not be gentle when doing it as if in a hurry and after it was done he always falling asleep next to me without hugging Come kissing makes me feel like a cheap, paid woman, makes me always sad.
I cried again, always whenever I was treated like this my heart could not resist the tightness. Like tonight I could not sleep even after my eyes were puffy because it continued to bully,.
"how could I be cm miss Bima, maybe it's time I plg to mama's house" I replied sekhenya. "oohh when to go home? I inter alia, so I can meet Bima. We buy toys also for Bima" Indra's statement this time really makes me dilemma, sometimes he looks not care about me and this time he cares about my son... was he still drunk the rest of the night? *batin.
