WHORING FOR BEING FORCED
LOVE SAIFUL

Kamilia looked for that figure. Still not finding it, but the day is getting darker.

"Mommy, find who?" ask Rinai.

"Not looking for anyone" Kamilia replied.

Kamilia continued her journey, her mother was shocked by Kamilia's arrival. He doesn't recognize Rinai. His mother only knew that Kamilia had children, but never met.

"Mila, what are you doing home?" tanya Ayunina –his mother.

"There's nothing" Kamilia replied.

His mother was aware of the state of his daughter. He understood that there was something Kamilia was hiding. Ayunina looked at her silent daughter without much talk.

After Rinai fell asleep, Ayunina approached Kamilia. Kamilia's glaring view has explained that the problem faced by Kamilia is so severe.

"What's wrong?" Ayunina asked again. "Don't tell me there's nothing" his mother said.

"Nrank …." Kamilia sentence hanging.

"What's wrong with your husband?" ask Ayunina.

"It seems like he has lost his love for me" Kamilia explained.

Ayunina simply fell silent, waiting for Kamilia to continue her story. Kamilia let out a long breath. Shown in his mind the betrayal of Garganif. His eyes stifled the feeling that was clumping in his chest.

"Mother is the best place when your heart is not doing well" Ayunina said.

Kamilia was crying, a tremendous pain was being felt. He did not stop thinking so quickly Garganif's attitude changed.

"He was having an affair with his friend, Mak," Kamilia said. He was silent again for a long time, choosing the right words to explain to his mother.

"Who?" ask mother.

"Paulina, her friend since High School, her life used to be spent by the three of them." Kamilia explained while glaring. "Paulina, Garganif and Rico, her husband Paulina."

"Guam Paulina?" ask Ayunina.

"She's dead" Paulina explained.

"Ooh."

"Now they are like nostalgic, spending time that they once regretted. Garganif forgot there was me now. He completely forgot, but Rinai was quite a reminder. My struggle with him is not easy." Kamilia said full of sadness.

"Maybe they're just nostalgic, not cheating." Ayunina.

Kamilia was silent, she hoped that too. However, right now Kamilia only felt pain in her heart. Still in his mind, Garganif clasped Paulina's hand.

Often getting disappointed, Kamilia's feelings are very sensitive. He could not see a betrayal. His heart was easily broken. If Garganif had betrayed him. Kamilia with all her might would defend Rinai. Rinai is the only entertainer for him.

**

The morning drizzled as did Kamilia's heart. He went to a place where he used to complain about his disappointment with nature.

He left after leaving Rinai to his mother. Sitting alone in an overcast embrace. The tree where he stood now knew him well. He likes the smell of his place. They never railed, because every happiness he tasted was not always perlina.

All the pain he received was buried deeply. He must be strong, meaning the wound at the corner of his heart that has been bruised. Heart wound of a Kartika who now changed his name to kamilia. He chose to pull over at a dark angle.

"Don't go!" Words are whispered to Kamilia every night. That sentence is no longer valid. In fact, he left behind a bloody wound again.

Kamilia wiped away her tears that were now racing down. He cried in silence, even the sky was sad. Until dusk Kamilia sat down, lamenting the fate that never sided with her.

"Kartika!"

Kamilia sharpened her hearing. It feels strange that someone mentioned his name in such a quiet place. The woman looked at the road leading to where she was.

"Kang Saiful." Kamilia's lips twitched mentioning that name.

The man did not move closer, he kept his distance from Kamilia. Just from his gaze seemed to twinkle longing there. Kamilia lowered her head, shame suddenly filling her chest.

"You came here, Kartika?" ask Saiful.

"Yes" answered Kamilia.

As usual, there were no words they could speak. They were silent with thousands of words in each other's minds.

In his heart Saiful was eager to express words that had never been conveyed to Kamilia. Even though he knew this was just a waste. At least Kamilia knew what was in her heart first.

"Me!" Kamilia and Saiful said together. Kamilia blushed, she felt ashamed of her thoughts the same as Saiful.

"Please, you go first!" get Saiful.

"No, Kang. Speak up!" reject Kamilia.

**

"I used to have the feeling of waking up in order to forget you, Tika," Saiful said.

Kamilia only smiled faintly. Surely he knows, but all is now of no use. However, Kamilia continued to listen.

Saiful was sitting on a boulder, this time he would tell her his entire heart. No matter Kamilia already had a husband, she heard it like that. The man did not intend to take Kamilia from her husband. Just wanted Kamilia to know.

"I've taken pains to catch up with you to the city" Saiful said.

For a moment Kamilia was stunned. He did not expect at all that Saiful had ever caught up with him.

"La then," said Kamilia stuttering. "Did Saiful know she was once a night butterfly?" his inner.

"That was a long time ago, before you turned into a model," Saiful said.

The shame was further jolting Kamilia. Is it true that Saiful knew his trail in the moments before becoming a model. Kamilia would not have been able to cover her face, had it happened.

"Every night I look up the address Harso gave me to look for you. Harso gave me the address after being forced with some red sheets. I don't know where he knows where you work. I came in one night, I secretly saw you working. I cried imagining your feelings. I tried to ask how I could take you. Turns out your ransom was very expensive. I'm sorry, Kartika! I can't help you. I tried to raise money to redeem you but now I hear you're married" Saiful said.

Hearing Saiful Kamilia's words held back her cries. Her eyes held back the tears that were pressing out. Saiful also harbored the same sadness. His red face restrained all the feelings raging in his heart.

Tears were flowing down Kamilia's cheeks as well. It was like Saiful came to him, and wiped those tears. The man's heart was broken to see his puja crying.

**

Meanwhile Garganif and Paulina are confused looking for Rinai trying to ask fellow visitors. The answer is just a head. In desperation they sat on the park bench. Thinking where Rinai went.

Garganif looked around. He was attracted by the round thing on it. Camera CCTV. Ah ... He's like he got a lottery. Hurry up and go to the information center.

"Arga .. Where are you going?"

"Let's come!" exclaim Garganif. Paulina half-runs after Garganif. Garganif grabbed Paulina's hand. Paulina's heart pounding gets so sweet treatment from Garganif. Flowers were growing in his heart.

"Sir, my son is missing. Can you see the CCTV footage?" ask Garganif to the information officer.

"Can, sir," the officer replied.

Garganif saw the screen that monitored the park where he was sitting earlier. Nothing strange, Rinai still seemed to play. Suddenly a woman was walking. Calling Rinai, then quickly taking her away.

Garganif stiffened, he knew who the woman was. Never thought of him.

"Kamilia .. You know I'm here?"