WHORING FOR BEING FORCED
RINAI'S NAME

Garganif did not immediately answer. He recalled the time Rico struggled to get the blessing of Paulina's parents. He saw how they both maintained his love.

"They ran away from the parents" replied Garganif.

Kamilia let Garganif go silent. Tracing sheet by sheet his memories first. Garganif told me about Rico and Paulina. The man forced Kamilia to lean her head against his chest. Kamilia according. Life should be like a flower garden. Diversities of coloring in it. Sometimes it is white, purple or blue. Sometimes it is as black as soot.

**

Rico, Paulina and Garganif. Their work has begun since they were dressed in white-grey uniforms. Until each has an academic degree. Until finally they had to be forced to pull away from the frenzy of young blood, because of one mistake.

"Arga, I'm pregnant" said Paulina at dusk. Garganif who got Arga's favorite call from two of his closest friends was shocked.

"Braggly!" garganif.

Paulina. He who does not get the blessing of parents feels tired to continue persuading. His parents still did not approve. She chooses a shortcut, getting pregnant first so Rico can marry her.

They turned out wrong. Paulina's parents kicked her daughter out. They accept no one, except his own daughter –Paulina. Sounds cruel, but it's like that. A guy like Rico has no choice. Eventually they married without Paulina's parents' blessing.

Kamilia inched to correct her seat. Garganif still holds it. The night was getting late, the dew had already soaked the windows of the room. Blurring the scenery outside that was completely covered. Garganif is back.

Life may be hard for some people. However, there are others who feel life is very hard. How much they endure pain in order to win. No matter how tired. This ability to control pain is what is demanded.

Paulina no longer had any cheerfulness. No more laughter and jokes. Rico felt guilty. It all looks like a wound. They are like strangers. Two hearts that once promised, wavering in the reality of life. Paulina went through her pregnancy with a disguised grief.

**

A sense of regret crept into Paulina's heart. He wanted to go back, but his family did not want to take him back. The family wants Paulina back alone. Without a husband without children.

"Arga, what should I do?" paulina asked Garganif.

"Okay, how's Rico?"

"I haven't told you that I want to go back" Paulina said.

"You should have said he was, he was the father of the child you bear" Garganif suggested.

"I'm afraid he won't accept, he loves me so much" Paulina said.

Garganif imagined Rico would be disappointed because his sacrifice had been wasted Paulina. Paulina who has felt the luxury since infancy is not ordinary simple life. Love blinded him and he regretted it. It turned out that the love he glorified was not as beautiful as reality.

"I want to give you this baby."

Paulina's statement shocked Garganif. So severe was Paulina's disappointment about living up to such recklessness. Garganif could say nothing more. The man's mind was in chaos. Garganif felt sorry for Rico –his best friend.

"I have to tell you how Rico is?" ask Garganif.

Paulina was silent, she never imagined life was so hard to choose. He could not bear to suffer, he was also afraid of constantly fighting the old man. His young age still wants to be spoiled. However, reality forced him to choose one.

**

Rico came to Garganif's. He complained about what he really knew. Rico's face was tangled, for the first time Garganif saw the tears shed on that tyrannical face.

"I have to how?" ask Rico.

Garganif shook his head. He was confused as to how. Even though Paulina had told him before. There was no solution at all in his brain.

Rico felt defeated in conquering life. There was nothing she could do to hold Paulina to stay by his side. Garganif moreover, the man was unable to say anything.

In his death Rico went home on a motorcycle. His erratic mind made him not concentrate on driving. When passing through a sharp bend, he was too wide to take a right direction. Suddenly from the front came a truck.

Braaak!

Collisions are inevitable. Garganif who had not left the terrace was shocked to hear the sound. The corner was not far from his house. The man ran towards the sound. There are a lot of people crowded there. Garganif hysterically saw the helmet he knew lying on the side of the road.

"Rico .. Rico!" Garganif broke through the group of people surrounding the victim. He saw Rico covered in blood. His head was hit hard. Blood is pouring out nonstop.

"Rico .. Rico, don't go Rico! We will not always be together! Rico ... wake up!" screamed Garganif hysterically.

But Rico still left because of heavy bleeding in his head. Paulina was shocked to find out that. It was not that kind of farewell she wanted. Too late, all those regrets didn't make Rico come back.

Paulina cries at Rico's funeral. The baby contracted and was then taken to hospital. Garganif faithfully accompany. Fortunately Paulina did not give birth, if the baby was born prematurely. It's gonna be harder to take care of it.

Garganif felt his head break thinking about it. That night Garganif went to Aunt Melly's brothel for entertainment. Calm down for a moment from the chaos of thought because of Paulina.

His encounter with Kamilia brought enlightenment to his life. He fell in love with that woman. Heartbreak from rejection. However, Garganif tried to convince Kamilia. The man really loved Kamilia.

**

"Then ... next how?" Kamilia asked.

"I don't know" replied Garganif.

"What's the baby's name?" ask Kamilia again.

"Are there any ideas, honey?" Garganif asked back. The man kissed his wife. Kamilia moaned spoiled.

They ended up in a long kiss. Kamilia let her husband indulge her. However, she distracts Garganif when her husband starts to misbehave.

"I like Rinai's name, eh she's a girl, right?" ask Kamilia.

"Yes, she is as beautiful as you are" replied Garganif.

"Why .. why am I, like her mother, Paulina is beautiful."

"Yes .. Dear. Would you like to be her mother?" ask Garganif.

"What's? Why me?" Kamilia. The woman stood up.

"Observations got broken glass!" exclaim Garganif.

The man pulled Kamilia into his arms. Garganif's body was pushed up and fell with Kamilia's body on it. Garganif laughed, Kamilia hit her husband's chest. He was embarrassed, Garganif continued to laugh. Kamilia pouted, the man was speechless seeing Kamilia sulking. He grabbed his wife's head. Kiss her gently and bring her into her warm embrace. For a moment Kamilia was lulled, but then she broke out spoiled. Garganif kept holding her. Even tighter while whispering words of love in his ear.

"Honey, let Rinai be a part of our lives" whispered Garganif.

Kamilia nodded, the woman agreed with her husband's plan. Kamilia had also fallen in love with the tiny baby. Even though he hates her.

The phone call shocked both of them. Paulina's name is on Garganif's phone screen. The man accepted it, Kamilia saw it.

"Arga .. my baby ... my baby!" Paulina was crying hysterically on the other end of the phone.