WHORING FOR BEING FORCED
ENVY

Kamilia had never expected that Paulina would say that. In the past, she herself handed Rinai over to him. Now, after seeing Rinai so adorable arises the desire to have it.

"This can't happen, I have to keep them away" Kamilia thought.

Kamilia looked at Garganif, the man also glanced at him. Then, he said to Paulina, "You don't spoil our lives now."

"Not a pecker, I just want Rinai" Paulina said.

"Your words hurt my heart a lot" Kamilia told Paulina. "Before, you gave Rinai without guilt. Why do you feel sorry now?" ask Kamilia.

The conversation was getting hot, but Grandpa Vishnu and Rinai came over. They just look at each other, understand the code that Garganif gave. Do not let Grandpa Vishnu know that Rinai is actually his grandson.

In Kamilia's heart was very worried, if Paulina insisted on taking Rinai. His world must have fallen, so far Rinai was the only hope. She felt desperate after many miscarriages.

"Mommy, Grandpa is funny" said Rinai.

"Why, Honey?" ask Kamilia.

"Capture a dragonfly can't be" Rinai said.

"Good, Grandpa can! Haha." Grandpa Vishnu laughed out loud.

"Tante wants to come to my house, won't he?" ask Rinai to Paulina.

"Tante Paulina is busy, dear," said Kamilia quickly. He did not want Paulina to know where they lived.

Paulina who had already opened her mouth to answer, undoed her intentions. His heart ached, jealousy burning his chest. How now he has no right to the child he once contained.

"Grandfather, let's go home first, yeah!" Garganif.

Grandpa Vishnu nodded sadly. He felt lost, now his life felt empty. He felt lonely in his heart. Even if his attitude was not as hard as a stone, his grandson was present to warm his days.

"Father ..I miss my son," said Paulina. Shortly after they left. His gaze stared blankly at the path where Rinai was passing. His instinct as a person makes him want to always hold his child.

"There are no longs! You can love Rinai, she's been considered my own granddaughter!"

"But, Papah –"

"Aaah .. Come on, Papah wants a break. Cape played with Rinai" replied Grandpa Vishnu.

Paulina was silent, not daring to refute what her father said. Always like that, he was according to all his will, even though life was ruined.

**

"I don't understand Paulina's mind!" kamilia said at night. Of course after Rinai fell asleep due to exhaustion.

"We don't have to get too close" Garganif said.

"How not to be close, Grandpa Vishnu always called to meet Rinai!" exclaimed Kamilia exasperated. His heart begins to fear they will take Rinai away from him.

"Sttt …." Garganif put an index finger on his lips. Kamilia fell silent, she glanced at Rinai who was fast asleep.

The two of them momentarily drifted into each other's minds. Kamilia is optimistic and believes that everything happens for the best reason. Never knew what fate would come next.

Instead, Garganif recalled the good times with Rico and Paulina. In the past, he also put his heart to the woman. Paulina preferred Rico. For the sake of a long-standing friendship, Garganif relented.

When I met Paulina again. The feeling that once existed is back. Garganif felt stupid with this sudden feeling. Secretly the man glanced at the woman beside him.

Kamilia looked towards him. His eyes were blank, as if he knew Garganif's heart. The man rubbed his wife's hair. Take him into his arms.

"Why, Honey?" asked Garganif, the man felt guilty for thinking about his past.

Kamilia remained silent, her tears slowly flowing. He could not imagine his life without Rinai. Garganif knew what Kamilia was feeling. The man was getting closer to Kamilia. She was also afraid of losing her little girl.

"Here we go, tomorrow we talk to Paulina" Garganif said.

His mind drifted everywhere. For some reason it rose in his heart a feeling of dislike towards Paulina. Kamilia felt that Paulina was not a good friend to her.

**

Paulina looked at the drizzle from the window of her room. He remembered about his time with Rico and Garganif. He used to wail when Rico came home.

"Don't go."

Rico is still going. Leaving himself in the memories with her. He regretted having wasted Rico. No more such love found him now.

Paulina remembers Garganif. In the past, the man had a love as great as Rico. But only himself knows. Rico himself was not even aware. Garganif sincerely loves Paulina. The romance that cornered the woman to exhaustion.

Until finally Garganif was very angry with her pregnancy. The biggest carelessness he ever did. Bringing Paulina to reality, life is so hard. The ease he always gets goes as he gets out of his house.

Garganif is now happy with Kamilia and Rinai. The sense of rhythm appeared. He wanted himself to be in Kamilia's position now. What a wicked wish it was. Moreover, looking at Kamilia as if wanting to separate herself from Rinai his evil intentions flared up even more.

"I'll do anything for Rinai to come back." Paulina's intentions in my heart.

**

Kamilia asked when she saw Garganif going to see Paulina. Her premonition as a woman warned, there was danger behind their meeting.

"He asked to meet to discuss Rinai" Garganif replied.

"Others to discuss? Everything is clear" asked Kamilia.

"Come on, he asked to meet" Garganif said.

"Don't let your heart melt with tears!"

"No, dear," Garganif said as he embraced Kamilia. "I'm going, baby!"

Garganif left Kamilia's heart unsettled. I don't know why there was another taste sneaking into his heart. Excessive suspicion. Kamilia tried to shake off his thoughts.

"Why not from the past if they are indeed interested in each other," Kamilia thought.

Kamilia ignored the feelings growing from her heart. As usual he will pick up Rinai who has already started school. Habits that make him closer to his adopted child.

The rain that was getting familiar with the Capital started to fall. The wet streets blurred Kamilia's view onto the streets. Many times the woman saw the clock on her wrist.

"It looks like it's going to be too late" he said. "Prophey, Son!"

Kamilia cursed herself who was late in picking up Rinai. Of course Rinai would be restless waiting for her. His mind that had not been in trouble since the morning was the cause.

When looking towards the opposite road, his eyes were drawn to the familiar car.

"Why did Garganif's car go down this road? Isn't Garganif going to Paulina's?" ask in the heart. His heart was worried because it was not only Garganif who was in the car.

"Who's the girl next to Arga?" thought.

Arriving at Rinai's school, the woman hustles to hunt down her child's class. The atmosphere was already quiet, there were only the unfinished school guards locking the classroom doors.

"Sir, where is my son?" kamilia asked the school guard.

"Where is that, ma'am?"

"Rinai, Sir. Which I used to deliver," Kamilia replied.

"Ooh that pretty boy. Just got picked up by his father" replied the school guard.

Kamilia returned to the car. His heart is getting messed up. Why didn't Garganif say he picked up Rinai and the woman in the car was believed to be Paulina.

"Is that Paulina? He has crossed his limits!" kamilia shouted while hitting the steering wheel.