THE SILENCE OF THE ILLUSORY WORLD
Episode 03 Divorce

My relationship with Lanar is getting closer, every day Lanar always accompany me for a walk.

Don't ask me where Alex's brother has been, he's cold, nerdy, and has bad taste. (we have a bad relationship with each other)

I rarely even spoke a single word to him.

He hated me and even told me to disappear forever, just that I tried to act like it never happened.

About the divorce of our parents, he already knew it, he was also used to the quarrel of our parents.

That's how I chose to always be with Lanar, enjoying my days with her. Like going to the mall together, to the park, to the gramedia and to the sea world together.

Sometimes I also always accompany Brother Lanar in his office when he is busy working.

When I got to know Lanar even closer, I started that day always skipped school because I was comfortable with her.

My grades were completely shattered right then and there, to the point of getting a direct call by the principal to talk to my parents.

I could only keep quiet looking at the chatter of mother and principal..

When I came home I was beaten by my mother's rattan, usually I would just stick out my hands and count how many times my mistakes. (after which nothing happened)

But once he accidentally hit me with a fitting flower lying on the table, making me have to be taken to the hospital for bleeding.

I was beaten for stealing when that day I really never stole my whole life, my mother said that a bad boy like me would never be able to tell the truth.

He thinks I stole his 345jt because he saw me getting naughty, which is why he accused me of stealing.

Why would a child like me hold that much money??

To escape from this dark life that was like a dream?!

After a few months in the hospital I returned to school, I really felt very strange and empty with the classroom in my school.

But after a few days after returning from the hospital, my mother apologized to me because the one who took the money was not me. Alex admits his own mistakes.

(i know the culprit brother alex from the beginning chose silence without struggling, but thankfully he still wanted to admit his mistakes made)

Being bored and not very fond of school, mother chose to hire a private teacher so that the lessons that were missed can I learn again.

I've been tutored private, but I still sometimes troublemaking to the point that my private teacher loses his temper and resigns.

I've been in private lessons a few times and the results have stayed the same.

I always come to my sister's office by bringing bento for her as well as my lesson grades, so that she can see how my development at school.

He checked them one by one, and then I didn't know what he was thinking.I was told to re-learn them until I understood.

Until graduation day arrived, I got the perfect grade and got the best 2nd rank in school, because of my hard work and full support from Lanar.

That day father, mother and sister Lanar came, but I..! I completely forgot who my parents were!

I ran over to hug Lanar's sister, who was enthusiastic when both of my parents were standing right next to Lanar with their happy smiles.

They were both shocked and tried to warn me, but I felt completely forgotten about them, and as they constantly scolded me and urged me. I had bleeding in my nose and instantly fainted right in Lanar's arms.

(maybe due to the effects of sunlight)

I woke up already in the hospital.So Lanar kept me company all day and tried to comfort me.

Until the moment I got out of the hospital, I found out that my father had brought the woman (stepmother) home.

I was shocked and did not accept with it all even made a fuss by breaking porcelain furniture in my home, it made my father angry because the price was so expensive.

Because the mother was not at home with the presence of her ex-husband's new lover, she finally chose to go to America with Alex's sister.

Before that, I asked a question.

“ want to join mom what dad!? ”

A really ambiguous question for me.

I refused the mother's invitation because I was traumatized by the behavior of the mother who was like a demon who could not control anger.

I was given one day, I thought either if I stayed with my mother there would be how many more wounds on my body, or maybe I would die on her hands if I went with her to America.

I also had time to meet Brother Lanar in the office to discuss this matter, as well as stay there.

I think that father always loosened my life, not with a very strict mother regulating my life.

I also thought that if I stayed with my father I would definitely live freely like a bird.

So I chose to stay with my dad.

Before you leave, we and our family come to the event every month to honor our ancestors.

That's how I parted ways with them, when this was my last meeting with him.

But Alex didn't even say a single sentence to me.

Just stared briefly and left after doing the ancestor salute.