THE SILENCE OF THE ILLUSORY WORLD
FLASHBACKS

All I remember is that the man said something long enough and asked me to smile one last time..

(Well remembered words)

". Soochan... Promise me.. For ever you will cry when you hear and speak my name.. You have to keep smiling in any situation even if it hurts you... I don't want you to cry, you're my very strong girl.. Never hate yourself! and forgive yourself, try to accept all the facts and I will always be in your heart.. Whenever and even though we will be different places.. Please forgive jiwon for having to leave nara.. Sorry for making Nara feel broken to pieces because of jiwon's death.. You must be able to forgive everything so that you can forget jiwon, jiwon not want to lose dear Nara, dear Nara, sorry for making Nara suffer because of the presence of jiwon sorry because jiwon has vented her to Nara all this suffering, jiwon is very very loving and loving Nara.. Thank you for bringing jiwon into peace and happiness, jiwon will always remember the memories with Nara.. Ohh yeah.. I want to see your smile for the last time, okay?? promise me not to cry again soochan .. Sayonara... Aishiteru "'s ".

I really can't hear his words about happiness, peace and suffering, it's he who has made the storyline of Nara's life into the color of the rainbow.

It was December 22 that I thought would be the end of my life, but it turned out that suffering would not last..

I held back my cries, and tried to smile sincerely and sincerely before her, the last time before she actually left, she said to me, and well.. Jiwon never reopened her eyes that I wanted to see.

I cried hysterically staring at the sky for not being able to see Jiwon's pale face, there all who were fighting with each other were made to stop because of my crying.

Elouna could only be silent to see me, had felt disappointed, I who did not want to stay silent staring at the enemy who was relaxed above looking at the scenery that he thought was very beautiful.I looked at jiwon back, I looked at jiwon again, because the rain water d*rah on my face fell onto jiwon's face.waiting for a moment and making sure she returned, but nihil jiwon really did not open her eyes, she said, I who was completely confused and already at the peak of anger kissed jiwon's hand and fucked her on the ground with the outside of my clothes that were used as a cushion for her.

I stood up and shouted, letting out all my anger and frustration.*be to all those who are blocking my way to meet the enemy, before really getting to the front of the school, I did not b*nuh b*jat who holds the p!sau.

As if controlled by lust I blinded everything, and ran while shouting at the enemy.

Arriving at the school outdoor, I had a short fight with the two guards, and mend*rong the bastard b* son of a bitch until t*rjumped to the ground.

The day that I thought would be very fun and will not be forgotten, it actually happened, but changed the plot into a story.

“ NIGHT EVENTS BERD*R*H ”

Which will not be forgotten for all the members of L.Y.O elouna, eunbi, me as well as others.

I was unconscious and had woken up in the hospital that day with the blinding sunlight and also the sound of birds chirping, waking up from everything, I woke up shocked by the information that was pulled from my hand.

In front of me there are eunbi and also minn.

I gasped for breath looking around for jiwon and elouna, then told the details of everything that was like a dream to eunbi with a face of disbelief and a cry that was not good.

But eunbi and minn just looked coldly at me. that day eunbi said that elouna entered l*pas teenagers for surrendering to the police, and said jiwon had been buried.

I really can't believe if it's real, I cry regretting it all.

Not wanting to linger eunbi said a few words and left me alone in silence that morning.

Povs.

" Are you awake? "

“ U-unni! ”

" J-jwon! "

" Where are they! "

" Where's what? why are you asking me that? "

" Why does eonni see me as rich?? "

" You're really asking, aren't you.Where are my two dear ones!? " reply eunbi with a cold face that has never been shown.

(flashback)

At that moment I explained everything with a breath of breath..

" You don't regret it Nara? "

" Because you are jiwon m*ti, and elouna entered the youth field to replace you "

" If I could repeat it, I wish you were m*ti Nara, I'm so happy "

His words were cut off, he gave a childhood photo of jiwon with jiwon's handwriting behind his back, and he hurried away from me.

Minn who saw that could only gently rub my head and come away with eunbi.

That day I who expected a warm and tranquil hug, actually got my third nightmare.

I wanted to apologize and hug eunbi but never got around, and until now I have never met her again.

(i could only cry looking in all directions and keep hugging the photo)

" I'm sorry "

{ Already reminded yes! this is pure fiction that is partly based on the author's life story, not everything is purely true happened }