THE SILENCE OF THE ILLUSORY WORLD
Episode 34 #Lapas Teens

- pov

" Nara is frustrated that life is rich gini kept sak "my words to lanar that day who was watching the sunset together.

" sister..? " Tanya Lanar looked at me in shock with her cute face.

" why? " i asked with a tired face.

" E-not "

" Nar "

" Hmm "my snort on lanar.

" Well if we live in Japan let it be a refreshing mind.all brothers also have an important meeting there "clear lanar to me.

Hearing Lanar say that I just stared at her for a moment and looked back to the front, then I nodded without smiling.

We finally came back and had dinner at the Direrestauran while talking about going to Japan.

" How about if you continue the High School in Japan, you also must miss it, right? with your birthplace "he insisted on me.

" ... "

" I'll go with you, but "

" What? " Tanya lanar's.

" How can I trust you? " i asked lanar.

" Because we are a family of "lanar no-nonsense stammered and stammered immediately sepontaneously saying that with a smile plus his confident face.

Seeing Lanar I became convinced and believed her. Finished eating I returned home with in between by lanar.

This is the second time Lanar entered my house, she boldly invited my father to speak with her eyes.

After a few minutes of quiet waiting at the minn kee and lee park who were waiting with serious faces, lanar finally entered the room with a smile.

But I realized that Lanar's eyes were reddened, it seemed like she had finished crying..

At that time I packed things, I was not forbidden at all, even minn kee did not twitch in the slightest.

Before leaving Indonesia, the next day is Sunday..

Today this week I went to visit jiwon eating, clearly visible crucifix stuck on the ground grave.

I just fell silent as if numb to cry, a few hours passed I kept silent in front of his grave.

Daydreaming I don't know what to think, as if I don't care about the lanar who was standing behind me while paddling me because the rain suddenly fell so hard. Like the time of his death that day. So painful..

Which makes me surprised my brother Lanar still remains faithful to accompany me there while covering me with his black umbrella.

Until the sun came back to shine on my place and then I left and further away from the place of his tomb jiwon.

Not daring to look back, and getting further and further away.

**

I was a bring-up and smiling hobbyist, suddenly so rarely smiled after training that day. But now I'm not even reluctant at all to smile,

it's like it's not the real me.

Not to forget I also visited Elouna to say goodbye while apologizing to her..

- pov

" Good night sir, I want to visit prisoner no 302 on behalf of elouna" lanar said, holding my shoulder.

" Good night, too, Mr. Lanar, please let me take you to miss elouna's place "

We were escorted by the police, and there elouna was sitting by the hall wall..

lanar pushed me slowly..

" You guys just talk first, I wait outside" said lanar directly away.

"... " I just kept my head down without daring to look at Elouna.

" Why stand up? here sits "firmly elouna smilingly patting the long chair next to her.

Hearing that I walked and sat next to him while continuing to look down.

" How many months have we not seen nar. "question elouna smiled faintly looking at the dark ceiling.

" Don't know "my words turned to look at Elouna's face.

We are silent again, because no one wants to open our voices. I choose to talk first.

" I'm sorry.I'm not acting as chairman, I should be able to control myself.. "

" Why is that talking? this is your own choice, you have chosen this. means you already know the risks of this everything "answer elouna rubbed my hand.

" I'm the one who should be apologizing, nar, I know you are just carried away by their emotions, but instead I did not prevent you " said elouna who still kept a thin smile.

" It's all my fault.I can't protect you as jiwon, even though I'm your right hand nar. " continued elouna explained to me.

" But I'm the m€mbvnvh them. I should have been the "

" This sttss is the most fitting punishment for me, after coming out you may punish me again "reply elouna made a cry.

Why he bluntly hid all the mistakes I made so as not to feel guilty in full..