It's Not My fault, Sir!
Chapter 75. Sculled
Elfa looked at Juan Mahardika. There are still gravels being held. The raised hand wanted to throw the pebble because it was upset, "Garoku Garwoku, want El to use a pebble!"
"That's a hell of a thing." Juan Mahardika sat beside Elfa, looking at Elfa who was crying.
Juan sat opposite Elfa who threw a pebble towards the river water. He put both of Elfa's hands together and clasped tightly, "I don't want to talk seriously."
Elfa fell silent and looked at Juan Mahardika's face with an indecipherable look. Nor pull the hand as usual always refused with a bad speech.
"Sir JM apologizes for everything that Akak did first, Akak is very sorry, Please forgive Akak!"
Elfa remained silent and did not answer a word. Mouth as if mute to hear a man who used to be arrogant and look arrogant. Now this is asking for forgiveness with deep regret and seen in the spotlight his eyes look honest and there are no lies.
"I don't know what happened after that time, Akak couldn't act at all until now. Akak's heirloom can only wake up again after meeting El."
Elfa was shocked and widened her eyes, not expecting the hypnotherapy that used to be done was successful. Yesterday was just a guess and hardly believed in his own ability. Because it used to still often get news if after the incident it was still having fun.
"At first I was angry and confused, but now I'm very grateful after that."
"Why grateful?"
"Because Akak can no longer enjoy the beauty of women, I used to be frustrated now I'm very grateful."
Elfa smiled at what she was doing at the time, despite the words turning back to herself. Should never have said he would wake up after meeting. However, all has happened and can not be changed anymore.
"Akak did not understand what happened after Akak was asleep at that time, even Akak did not know when El came out of the room."
Elfa could not help but laugh again after Juan Mahardika told a still confused story that happened with the heirloom of greatness. Elfa immediately laughed out loud while turning her face away.
"Eee why did El laugh so, meaning El knew what happened back then?"
Efa continued to laugh out loud while nodding. There was pity and feeling guilty, but it could not help but laugh. Though it used to be just a fad and did not expect to make it that far.
"Come dong's story, I want to know what really happened!"
"Well, but don't be angry?"
"Of course, Jusru Akak feels grateful and grateful."
First Elfa tells about the science of hynotherapy that was studied in college first. The learned science is often used to help depressed patients who seek treatment at Aljuzeka hospital. Using that knowledge to hypnotize the heirloom that was still visible without being covered with a blanket.
It's just spontaneous when you do that. Just because heartache had taken away honor by force. What was worse was not feeling guilty at all.
I didn't think hypnosis worked so well. Because at that time the hypnotherapist was asleep. Usually do that to patients in a conscious state only asked to close their eyes.
Elfa also told me to make a little mistake that turned on herself. At that time said until he met her the therapy was just released. Now it just realizes all there is a relationship with what was done first.
"Thank you, Alhamdulillah. I'm so grateful to love El now."
Elfa is silent when Juan Mahardika returns to express love. The doubt suddenly came back unnoticed. Still can not convince the heart even though many times understand maybe all the divine paths and destiny.
"El still hesitates."
"What makes El hesitate, let Akak try even harder to make Akak worthy of El?"
"Many, one of them because of my past."
Juan Mahardika took a deep breath and exhaled with divination. Back to hold two hands Elfa who had missed. He slowly kissed the back of his hand lovingly.
"It's just the past, Akak can't change that dark past, but believe in this love. I will not repeat again, remember said Pakde Sarto, the best guilty servant is the one who can realize the mistake and repent will not repeat again."
"Consideration sincerely or for the sake of El?"
"Initially for the sake of El, but after studying with Pakde Sarto, Akak began to change himself because it was solely for the sake of the Creator. Pakde Sarto once said do everything sincerely and only because of Allah, surely Allah will grant all our hopes."
Elfa became reminded of the advice of Almarhumah Ani Grandma when she was Junior High. In this world, the most difficult science is the science of science. Easy to say, but very difficult to apply in life.
"Ampuni Akak yes, El. Please forgive Akak!"
"Frankly, El was still heartbroken at the thought."
"I didn't know it was so painful, Akak did that by supplementing the drug with a dose of three times the effect because Akak never failed three times."
"Helo, it's not wrong, El. Master!" shouted Elfa.
"Yes, now I realize that it's not El's fault. Has El not been able to forgive Akak?"
Elfa shook her head in doubt. However, it must be honest and in accordance with what is felt at this time. There was still heartache and anger in the deepest corner of his heart.
"What must I do so that I may be forgiven by El, If sinning to the Creator must repent and ask forgiveness from Him. It's Akak sinned on El, Akak won't give up until El forgives Akak."
Elfa shook her head, not knowing the answer asked by Juan Mahardika. There has been no sense of sincerity and willingness until now. It was still difficult to apply the true science in his heart.
"I will replace every second of El's heartache with sincere love, please give time and opportunity to be able to realize that."
"How is it?"
"The way we got married."
What does this have to do with marriage?"
"Because if we marry every second we will be together, Akak will make El happy and will forget the heartache little by little. sacrifice property, wealth, time, time, even the body of Akak is ready. "
Elfa was still speechless and pensive at the request of Papi Alfarizi and Mami Mitha. I never thought about marriage. In fact, after a past event occurred intend not to want to marry forever.
Not being answered by Elfa, Juan Mahardika came down from the rock and crouched down below, "Garwoku, will you merry me?"
