I'm Not Your Surga's Angel
55. Go to the pesantren

A Week Later,,

Athar and Mina drive Aisha to a boarding school that is quite far from home. Aisha will probably stay in the pesantren until she graduates.

Athar drives a car, while Mina with Aisha is even engrossed in chatting in the backseat.

"Aisha.if later you need what.kamu call umi yes, continue if you are disturbed by your dorm friends, you immediately tell the same ustadzah, he said, anyway, do not let you be treated not well yes," said Mina who had earlier invited Aisha to chat because this is the last seconds she can be with Aisha.

"Yes mi.umi and Abi don't worry, I can take care of myself, and thank you, have become parents to Aisha, Aisha is grateful to have Umi and Abi in Aisha's life," said Aisha with her eyes glazed over.

"Dear baby.umi is also lucky to have you," said Mina who sincerely loved the newly grown teenager.

Athar who was driving along smiled at the familiarity of Mina and Aisha from the rearview mirror of his car. He felt happy because Mina became a loving figure in Athar's life.

A few hours later, we arrived at the boarding house.

As she was leaving Aisha there, Mina felt sadness that she would not be able to meet Aisha every day anymore. But on the one hand he also felt proud because Aisha was very excited to go to the hotel.

"Take good self, dear." said Mina while kissing Aisha's forehead. Although the age of Mina with Aisha is only a difference of approximately 11 years, but Mina already considers Aisha like her biological child especially because Mina does not yet have her baby.

"Yes umi." answered Aisha who also shed her tears.

Even when Athar and Mina moved home in the afternoon, Aisha was still staring at their car. She shed her tears because only this time she was far from the people she loved.

Now Aisha is trying to enter a new environment, she hopes that this pesantren environment can make her comfortable to learn.

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Meanwhile Mina in the car still looks gloomy with the fact that Aisha has been living in a boarding house.

"Darling.kok you are even sad, this is your will too dear, this is for the sake of kindness as well," Athar said glancing at Mina who was daydreaming towards the car glass. Mina had only been quiet since they left earlier.

"Finally you often daydream, what's the matter, what do you think, anyway" asked Athar who was very attentive to Mina. Athar often finds Mina daydreaming for herself to make Athar wonder what happened to his wife.

"I don't pa pa kok mas," Mina replied showing her smile that she forced when it was very visible from her face that she kept something a burden that made her daydream every day.

"Let's tell dong dear, when you don't tell me what, you're my wife Mina, if there's anything or there's a burden of mind you can tell me dear, dear story, let's carry the problem together," Athar said with a soft look at Mina.

"No mas, I don't pa pa.." said Mina again, but she just didn't want to tell Athar anything.

"Don't you still think the word said mother yesterday.meaning you always daydream about it?" ask Athar who can already guess the reason behind Mina's daydream.

Mina was silent as if Athar's answer was true. Indeed, at the end of this he always thought about the words of the mother who wants to be fond of grandchildren. And Mina knew exactly that Athar must also want a child even though he said nothing.

"Jawab darling.You think of your mother's words right?" ask Athar again.

"Mas.why do I not deserve to be your Surga's angel as you often dream, until now I can not give offspring to you, I feel useless mas, mas, I know very well that your mother and father must want a grandchild, as well as you who want children even though you do not say what mas," said Mina who finally revealed the reason why she often daydreamed.

"Darling.so you still think about it? I told you, don't think about it anymore! after all why you feel guilty, this is the way of life that God has given us, and God may still want to guide us to be good parents-to-be before he leaves the fetus in your womb, so don't beat yourself up again huh," said Athar who now stroked Mina's head.

He stops the car only to calm Mina's heart first.

"You are honest with me, you want offspring right.if you want that, I sincerely kok mas if indeed you want to marry again," said Mina surprised Athar.

"Astaghfirullah dear ..you said what the hell, I never thought at all in that direction, anyways I have said that I do not matter if we have not been blessed with offspring, besides, the age of our marriage has not reached a year, dear" explained Athar reassuring Mina that this is not his fault.

"But mas..

"Udah.kamu don't think about it again yes, I'm sure father and mother will not blame you because they are also a broad understanding of the science of religion, so do not worry again yes," athar said cutting off Mina's conversation.