Hakai
[chapter 5-feelings revealed²]

After coming from the hospital and making sure kiyo-kun is okay and yes I made sure he got proper treatment from that damn doctor, I went straight home and I wanted to find out,what was the feeling I felt when I was with kiyo-kun.

a feeling I constantly feel, but I don't know what it is, whether I deserve this feeling, and others.

After taking a shower and cleaning my clothes, I put on another shirt, and I opened my laptop and searched the internet.

Eeee, her key word for a while ah that, "feeling deg-degan when with someone".

that really? hmmm like that.

Quite a lot, yes, I was looking at the top article only, good when reading this article.

And after I read and study with my mind well. forget, the contents of the article discuss about, the characteristics of people who fall in love, just contact me immediately shocked and close the website.

What is this, really? I'm in love?firwst time?

no, that's impossible, is this me? what am I talking about?

Ah ah this is not true, surely this is not true at all.

Why did my mind try to deny that I was in love with kiyo-kun, but my body and my heart, tried to convince me that it was true.

Ahh I tried asking my friends on the line group.

who knows if anyone knows about this

'guys, can I ask you about something?'

Is everything offline?

Uh someone retaliated.

'wah just this time I saw ao nee-san ask, please ask whatever origin I can answer?'

'that's it, I made a new friend earlier at the cafe, he told me, when he was with a man he felt excited, and he also asked what that feeling was?I don't know about that, so do you want to help answer that question?'

'is that it?hmm, think about it for a second'

After that he did not continue his words earlier, I waited and waited.

'ah ao-nee san, I think it's a feeling of like or falling in love'

'e-e-huh really? Aren't you wrong?'

'ehm I think so, why is it:?'

'ah no-no, thank you'

I turned off my phone, and I started jumping into the bed.

I don't want to think about it any further, I'm sure I'm in love with her, so I change her plan to 'how to conquer kiyo-kun's heart?'

Why am I so serious about doing something this time? Attractively

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Aoda-san went home after visiting me to eat together, and after I checked she went home.

It was such a shock for me that the ruler of Kinki was famous for his cruelty, but what I saw was that he was the same as a normal 14-year-old girl.

I am happy to enjoy my time with him.

Why do I think like everyone else? Come onl.

Rather than continue to think about such strange things earlier, I would rather go straight to sleep and hand this task over to myself later on

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