Hakai
[chapter 30-past]

one of the maths teachers was teaching casually.

he was a pretty good teacher, and he didn't really blame the mischief of disciples like other teachers.

you must be asking why I said that such a teacher is good?

no hypocrite.

simple right?

I prefer people who are not hypocrites like that.

they say that they are good people, they say that bad people should be removed.

butwhat?

they closed their eyes to the bullying I was going through.

just because ilya and futamatsu have connections to fire them.

it was indeed commonplace because they had a family they had to feed.

but if so, you do not need to say that the bad people are evil and must be removed from the existence of the world, even though they themselves are among the 'evil' who are willing to sacrifice anything for the sake of his family.

not like a hero who is willing to throw anything to save everything.

I'm not a bad person or a good person.

I will follow the justice I have created and I will hold my own.

that's better than any other justice nonsense, which says that 'one for all, and all for one'.

..........

after the math lesson, students are asked to go to the gym or maybe the field hall that is usually used during the acceptance and graduation ceremony of new students, and certainly to do sports lessons.

after changing clothes, I with shiki-san walked together towards the field hall.

and for those of you who think unhealthy, I will make it clear that we change clothes in separate places and we walk together when we have changed clothes.

after a few minutes of me and shiki-san walking down the school corridor, we finally arrived at the hall.

"haven't you come here yet?"

I looked around, it was true that no one had come, I mean that someone had come but it was only 1-4 people, not including me and shiki-san.

"would we just wait for shiki-san, I'll tell you something interesting you want to hear?"

shiki-san nodded and said..

"ehm I want to, so what's that story asada?"

"we sit there before you want to?"

"ah yes~"

we walked to one corner of the room and sat there.

"anu shiki-san, I'll tell you a little bit about me"

"ehm about you? what's wrong with you?"

"there are some things, but I will tell you a little about my past and myself, well I'm not good to shiki-san if I don't tell you about this"

"hm so? all right, I'll listen to it"

where do I start, huh?

"ah first thing about my past, maybe you never saw my dad and mom in my house, right?"

"what is it?I guess it's because your mom and dad work out of town, but it seems that my guess was wrong huh?"

"yes it may be like that, I'll tell you briefly, my father was a good father, and he died when I was eleven, and my mother, who is now the backbone of the family, was,she works abroad in China to earn money as a model and public figure"

shiki-san was stunned by the story I said earlier.

"that's right, I can't hear from your mom and dad, but is it true that your mom works as a model?"

"yes, actually when my father and mother were not married, my mother was a beautiful girl and was a famous model, maybe you will know if I call her 'aya' "

"huh aya? you mean ayana adela? which was the prettiest model of 2000?"

"yes, it was my mother, but because she married my father, she left the modeling world and changed her name to ayada kiyoki"

"ah so,ehe~ deserves you and awa very handsome and beautiful"

"eh why?~"

"ah and one more shiki-san"

"ehm what is that?"

"i'll tell you about one thing about myself"

"what is it I wonder"

shiki-san approached and put on a curious face.

"it's about why I didn't fight back during the bullying, and the reason why I rejected ilya-san"

I lowered my voice and continued my words.

"i told you shiki-san, because I trust you and will not betray me"

"ah, um, there I promise and swear I'll always be with you forever, I don't want to let you down you know"

ah so.

"thank you"

I continued my words earlier.

"in short, I have some kind of special power or I can call it an advantage"

"excess? what'sthat?"

"i have some kind of advantage, what is in me, from the physical, to the knowledge of everything above the average normal human being"

"heh really? so meaning?"

"the point is like this, if a normal human can run at the fastest 64 km/h, I can break through it as much as twice as much as a normal human, which is 128 or less"

"hmm ahhh while asada"

shiki-san thinks hard with her thinking ability which is a bit below average.

"ah, so you have the ability that is twice as much as a normal human?"

"ah right, so I can run, think, and have twice the strength of a normal human being"

"that's it, but for a moment why are you hiding your powers? and if you show or use that power in public, you can have more power than I have now"

"ah right shiki-san, I can indeed get everything, but there is something I can't fight at all even using this power"

"ehm what is that?"

"destiny"

"it's destiny..."

"yeah.you know shiki-san, if I show it in public, I will get a fate or a burden that I must hold"

I continued my words.

"i just don't want you and you to have misfortune and misfortune just because I'm selfish like this, I want to live a normal, happy life with you and me, that's all"

I lowered my head and thought about everything, I don't want shiki-san to experience anything bad because I know my past, but if I keep hiding it I will feel uncomfortable.

"so... so yeah.... well even though I'm stupid, I understand what you're saying..."

shiki-san lowered his head and continued his words.

"i understand and if it's a decision you make, I will accept it and will not forbid the opinion you make..."

ah shiki-san, you've always been nice to me huh.

"i've already decided on shiki-san.."

"decide what asada?"

"i have decided to bear this responsibility and burden, in return I will stand at the top and protect you"

it was a decision I made and rounded my resolve to stand at the top, and I would bow my head to others.

it never will!

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