Hakai
[last 20-chapter]

why is the head so painful and hard to move?

ah am I not fighting with that ilya?

did I win against him or lose?

but where and when is this now?

"is nee-chan you're awake?"

"aoda-chann you're awakenn~"

when he wanted to see them, one of them even directly ambushed me.

'nyittt'

my head immediately hurt and there was a squeaking sound in my head.

ah it was gone thankfully the pain that I had felt did not last long.

well they were my two best friends from grade 1 primary school and until now I am still friends with them.

mari and rika.

they're also the executives of the female gangsters I created, the unity of kinki.

but well even though I said the gangsters I made were female-only gangsters but that has changed after starting to conquer the yakuza and other gangsters.

so now it's not using a gender-based electoral system like that.

there are also former yakuza executives who are now the elite unit of kinki.

"nee-chan are you okay?"

"ah, it's probably better, just that my head still hurts a little"

"that's how it is, so it's better to just rest nee-chan we'll be away for a while so use this time ya~"

"osu was right, so we first ya aoda-chann~"

after saying a few words, they left and disappeared from my sight.

despite their attitude, I still love them, they are simple and will do anything for their loved ones, and I would love to be like them.

yes you know why, I want kiyo-kun to realize this feeling of mine, I want to state this after getting to know more about kiyo-kun.

I've also been enlightened, and I won't deny this feeling anymore, and I'm just wondering if I deserve to feel this and get what I want.

I will also try as much as I can and only this time I hope to God.

at three o'clock I woke up to hear the door open.

and I saw that....

my eyes are still blurry.

"is anu aoda-san?"

kiyo-kun?

"you're kiyo-kun?"

"yeah, I heard you went to the hospital because of me, and eee etto I wanted to see you all"

"hhhwhy are you visiting? don't you yourself still sick later you're sicker loh"

I wanted to sit down but my body was not strong enough to wake up.

but I was immediately detained by kiyo-kun.

"don't be like that, I know you're trying hard so you better take a break"

he smiled gently at me.

"ahhh thanks"

damn why I blushed!!!!

"may I sit down?"

"ah i-iya"

kiyo-kun sits at one of the tables.

"can I.. can I ask you something?"

asked what?

i wonder.

"why did you do it all the way? I'm just a useless guy why did you do this, why........"

kiyo-kun cries, she spills all the emotions she has been craving until now.

I approached and hugged the tiny body, a body smaller than my body which was a woman.

that's my reason for always protecting her.

i talked.

"you... I don't know, it's just that I.. There's a kind of feeling... like that, I.. I'd love to....."

ah I can't talk right away and instead speak stammeringly.

"the feeling? what is it, it's not a thing... well that's it?"

he spoke calmly and because of the distance our faces were not far enough I heard him clearly.

"ah uhmm I... actually... like.... to you... it's just.... I don't know...... I deserve to feel this feeling...."

kiyo-kun laughed calmly and continued his conversation.

"aoda-san, I like you too, but I don't even expect you to accept me as a friend, and I'm also confused......"

kiyo-kun lowered his head again and said slowly but very clearly.

"i.. don't give you hope.well I'm just saying that I like you, it's a sincere feeling, I love you, I want to protect you and all other things.... want..... dating me.....?"

hearing that kiyo-kun immediately cried and kept his head down as I hugged.

"that I'm still trash, the woman I like, is the first to express her feelings first, but I don't want to be trash back, I really want to be your girlfriend"

ahhhh I can't help this feeling of sadness, a feeling that is not sadness but happiness.

"yes, thank you"

I smiled in this dark room.

even though I can't see it, I know that kiyo-kun--- isn't aaaaa----sada huh that is.

he smiled happily at this moment, a smile that I wanted to see continuously and protect this smile.

i. glad.

note

the intention, I the author who wrote this novel intends to make only up to vol one, is,because I want to rest for a while and fix all the typos and words that do not fit or are not standard in Indonesian or the applicable provisions language.

but since there was a necessity, I decided I would continue this novel all the way to vol 3 even, if I got another writer or even an editor, he said,I was able to make this novel finish immediately around vol 15 because this novel will be quite brutal and full of drama, he said,and what I mean by brutal is not full of it but only the story that will be more intense and heavier than now.

thank you for reading this novel until now.