Gavin - Survive On The Terrible Island
chapter 23's

" humms?? "

I stood in a daze among some trees towering to the sky, without me noticing I had walked far away

with a tired body and mind I leaned back against a tree without caring about the place I was sitting

" bil .. "

I breathe fresh air around me..

soothing enough..

when will I be able to enjoy my days as before ?

at this time maybe I am playing a game or reading a novel that I like while drinking tea..

but..

is that possible? it was almost impossible to get out of this place of death..

no. This is impossible..

I leaned my head back against the trunk of the tree with my legs outstretched forward..

if it's frustrating like this I really won't be able to get out of this place, there must be hope even if it's just a very small point..

yeah.maybe..

" haa.. then what now?? "

" is it possible that I stay with them, or just leave ?? "

if you are in this situation what to do ??

I really want to walk alone.. From the beginning also I have fought alone, right ??

but.e., uh..,

huh. I hate my high tolerance.when in fact I am antisocial..

I prefer to be alone wherever it is. I do not want to be bound or tied with anything, like my name.gavin which means white eagle I want to fly freely alone without any obstacles.

it's hard.A variety of strange feelings are starting to surround me now.

I began to smile looking at this pitiful me..

" vinn ? " suddenly a voice of a woman I knew called my name

I raised my head back while looking towards the voice that called out to it..

" rara ?? " i quickly stood up to greet him "ra.. Why are you here ?? "

" vinn.., I've been looking for you everywhere.Thank God I can find you here." he said as he walked over to me.

" you mustn't be like that ra.., what if something happens to you. You must worry more about yourself "

" worrying about myself yes.., no vinn. I don't have to worry about this myself.. "

he said that with a smooth face while looking at me

".."

" you know vinn ?? ever since you saved me from that fateful tragedy on that ship, no. Not even from the first time we talked. "

I could only quietly listen to Rara's words that showed her sad face..

interested huh? does that mean the same thing as like.. ?

" now." Rara slowly drew closer to me and brought her face closer to mine. she held my cheek with her right hand

" you should never feel alone facing this abyss of death.there I vinn. Remember there is a me who is always there for you "

as if I was drifting in my calmness, all my anxiety slowly dissipated into comfort..

which is more surprising..

he put his hand on my neck, pulled me towards him and kissed me sincerely..

this is my first time..

her lips felt softly touching my mouth.a comfortable feeling began to seep into my chest..

I don't know if something like this is so soothing.I enjoy it. It's so sweet..

" is this your first time vinn ?? "

" yes.. "

" me too. "he said blushed in shame.His face looked red..

she is an artist and idol who has millions of fans. This beautiful woman kisses me. Even I will not be able to dream of it in the most comfortable bed in my home..

sitting under a tree with a slightly thick grass..

the moist and cold air swept over the skin. Rara sat leaning on my shoulder.

" you think Vinn, are we gonna make it out of this place ? "

hearing the rara question made me think, surely me, Rara and all those who managed to escape from the ship tragedy had the same worries..

" hmm, I don't know ra either.. "

" just relax.., I'll keep you until the end.. "

what I said. My mouth speaks by itself saying that..

cih ..be acting cool.when I myself do not guarantee myself will be safe..

" i believe you can protect me vinn.. "

" what's up, ra ? "

" i'm scared.I'm afraid of dying vinn. I'm afraid I can't see you anymore.. "

hearing those words from Rara made me stop talking.

I can't answer anything. I'm also afraid of death.it's a dangerous place.

" but at least if I die now.it's better, because I have found you again.before meeting you I face all sorts of suffering myself.. "

" suffering.. ? "

" that.., ramon .. hikss "

my premonition suddenly became very uneasy when Rara mentioned that name..

he hugged me tighter with both hands..

" be calm ra.., tell me what happened "

my chest seemed to rumble waiting for an answer from Rara.

" i wanted to tell you the truth vinn. I lied when I told you the first one I met after being stranded on this island was adit. actually it was ramon.."

I had guessed it. But even so my chest felt tight when Rara said it directly to me..

while breathing deeply, I closed my eyes with my hands tightly grasping the grass around me.

I moved my hand rubbing Rara's head to calm her down..

" ra already ra. do not need to explain further details like what.it will only add to your pain. I already know the next story like what. especially when you're alone with you.."

" huuuu.. hu.uu hicks .. "

shit..it's so crowded to see rara like this. Dirty bastard ramon anji**g it. I'll make sure to kill you if you meet again..

the wind blew wiping my face, along with the sound of friction leaves that sounded soft..

I took my feet to walk with Rara to return to the cave..

but my footsteps came to a halt when I saw a man running in a hurry towards me..

" that's doni, right ? " said Rara pointing at the man who was running behind the fog

" it seems to be "

" hey doni.., why are you running the ridge like that ? "

" it.that's a pirate attack..

I who listened to her broken word clasped her collar firmly stared at her up close

" what are you saying !? "

" the pirates came to attack.the others were captured.allan died by the pirates.. ! "

doni took my hand off his shirt and ran away as fast as he could..

I chased after him and kicked him from behind, knocking him on the ground..

" you son of a bitch*at..can-can you leave your comrades and want to save yourself !? even you just told me earlier out loud that Marissa is your fiance..Where was your courage earlier !!? "

doni looked so frightened, sweat kept pouring out of his face..

" fuck the fiancee ... ! I don't want to die, asshole.. "

after saying that, doni again ran away and then disappeared from my sight..

" cih that fucker.. ! "

I was very angry.see the nature of this doni. I hope he died horribly in the forest alone.

" what happened vinn ? "

" it looks like our other comrades are in trouble. they were ambushed by pirates.. "

" what ?? it's dangerous.How do we save them.. Is there a way ? "

while biting her thumb nail, Rara looked very panicked

I'm thinking hard about this..

that son of a bitch didn't even give any information about the pirate that came..

I don't know how many guns he's wearing..

the only information is Allan's death..

there is no time to think long.I am afraid they will be taken as soon as possible.

" let's go. ra. we have to do something "