Gavin - Survive On The Terrible Island
Chapter 21's

" where is adit sir ? I don't see it. "my questions are with Rara, clara and nico.

but they just froze like they were hiding something..

what is going on..,

the atmosphere I feel here is the grief of death..

is it possible, Adit??

without a second thought I walked towards Marissa who was sitting alone near the mouth of the cave.

he looked very uninspired and looked so tired..

" marisa.. "

" vinn.. ? " he who saw me was shocked and stood before me wiping the tears that fell on his cheek "you have returned vin, are you okay ? "

" i'm fine.., "

" thankfully.., "

" you look so tired.., your face also looks so sad ? "

" that.. "

" what's going on ? I didn't see Adit sir here either ? "

" that's.., adit's dead" marissa cried increasingly becoming by covering her face.

" ?? "

turns out my guess is right...

" how did he die ? "

" we killed him. "welcome nico from behind me along with the approaching rara and clara.

" meaning? how kill !? "

" he, why did it turn into an undead after fainting.His skin started peeling and his eyes were all white.he attacked us like a beast bro"

" we were forced to surround him and start stabbing him with spiky bamboo.he's like a zombie we've ever encountered "

cih.., that was very draining.., what was it like to stab a colleague yourself??

it's worth the mood here being so heartbreaking..

I did see Adit holding his bloodied hand as a result of a monster bite last night..

" does anyone know why he turned into a zombie ?? "

and as if justifying my thinking Marissa answered..

" he was bitten by a creature that chased us last night, slowly the blood dripping from the bite wound turned into a green liquid "

I was stunned to hear Marissa's words.My mind was shaken when I heard that something like that could happen.

imagining if those monsters had bitten me, I would have now turned into an undead..

it's different than anything else in the stories I've seen, I don't know for sure whether it's a curse or a virus... what is certain is that if you get a bite from the monster, you will slowly turn into an undead.

but until now my speculations have been saying that, if it were to be bitten by an undead it would not turn into an undead like I had felt before..

the problem now lies with the monsters that attacked overnight.., very dangerous once.

" you.how dare you still show your face here after what you did ! " doni came along with allan and Cindy beside him. The atmosphere became silent when he said that to me.

I know it was my fault that proposed the decision..

" why are you just quiet now.. ?! the bastard!. "doni started looking at me closely with a clenched hand beside his thigh "try saying something jerk !!! "

I held my breath and started closing my eyes to hold back my emotions.

" what are you doing doni !! " said marissa breaking doni from before me. "do you think you could have survived if it wasn't for the gavin holding the creatures back ?! "

" cih.., but if it were not for him proposing to stay.we would not have ended up like that. and sir Adit would not have died ! " pointing doni to me with a furious face

" that's right, if it wasn't for him, we might have been spared from the series of attacks by the monsters, and Adit sir is still alive.. "

cindy is the best at making things hotter.

the situation is getting tense.I keep thinking how to get out of the current situation..

after taking a few breaths to calm down, I tried to apologize to them..

" i'm sorry.. "

for a moment all became silent when I said that, but of course that was not what they wanted.

" what?? do you think that by apologizing, Adit will live again ? " while saying that doni pulled my shirt towards him "don't think as if your decision was always right.look at what's happening now.we're all almost dead because of your decision ! "

" doni.. stop it !! " shouted Marissa from beside me

" i would like to. From now on I am the chairman" while opening his eyes wide he patted his chest to say that

" sid..

I held down Marissa who wanted to speak with my hand gesture.

" well, if that's what you want then do it "

if this tension can be resolved it does not matter to me about who is the chairman, after all I do not intend from the beginning to want to be the chairman of this group..

I don't understand why he insisted on being the leader of the group of people who were about to die..

" cf, yasudah.now you must listen to my decision to do something.my decision is absolute ! " doni left after saying that with allan and Cindy behind him.

cindy's expression looked so satisfied when she saw me depressed like this..

I don't know, did I ever make trouble with this Cindy ??

no. gabe..

there must always be someone like that..

" haa.. "

I took a deep breath and took it out slowly, sitting under a tree with a little grass underneath..

it's quite comfortable..

" sister.. "

" yes. clara.. "

" may I sit there ? " pointing clara next to where I'm sitting

" of course.. "

" haa." he sat beside me with a sigh after him

" you look so tired clara.. "

" hmmm so my brother, who is not tired of situations like this. almost every time we feel the danger that makes lives threatened.. "

" right too.., but you know ?? "

" humms ?? what is that ?? " clara said as she looked to the side looking at me

" if you keep putting on such a moody face.your sweet face will be slightly reduced .. "

" hihi.., you had time to tease ya sis.. "

" i'm serious.Are you not seeing my face that looks so tight right now ? " my words raised my hands behind my head while closing my eyes..

" h.., where there are people who seriously put up such a relaxed style.. "

" haha. am I wrong ? "

" you are brother haha "

I tried to cheer her up a bit because I was very uncomfortable with the atmosphere I was feeling right now...

but when I turned to look at Clara again, the sweet smile that had previously been thrown from her face now became shriveled back..

" sister you know.. "

" humms ? "

" it's about adit.. "

" oh. yeah, I'm so sorry.

" no brother don't beat yourself up. We also take a vote in your favor, which means it was also our fault.. "

" but still..

" hear, brother, I will be angry again.. "

clara put on her face that looked so tight, she showed seriousness to her words

" yes.oke ".okay "

" i want to say, before Mr. Adit lost his consciousness.he said many thanks to you. "clara said while holding one hand beside him.

instantly I felt a deep feeling enter my chest..

" what did he say next Clara ? " i ask who might currently put on a sad face

" he said, "say my thanks to Gavin if he makes it back safely, thank you for taking care of my non and helping me to the end.. "

I was as if I was frozen to hear those words.trying to bite my trembling lips withstanding this sorrow..

thank you too. and good bye, Mr. Adit..