A Flick of Asa For Love
CHAPTER 19

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“From morning there was no news. That makes me worried to know, no?” widya Lirih. His face now looks down. The crystal granules were already nurturing in the corner of his eyes. I don't know what Widya is feeling right now. It seemed, millions of grief was approaching him when away from Nathan. There was a great longing in his chest, but it was hard for him to speak. Tight, as if the longing is so narrow and wants to be completed immediately, but he still has to be patient waiting for the return of the owner longs.

Kartika, who realizes her best friend is starting to moody, tries to give strength to her best friend. Gently handled Widya's arm, until her attention switched to Kartika. The clear details just get away with it.

“Iya, yes, sorry.” The voice across there was still clearly heard in Widya's ears. “Gue is really busy today. Much should I selesein,” continued the voice again.

“Continue now finished?” The sparkle in Widya's eyes looked hopeful. He wants his Death back soon. Regardless of what he currently has for Nathan. All he knows is that he misses the person who was always there for him.

“Not yet, Darling ... Why, anyway, it's heavy, huh?” goda Nathan's across the street.

“Who knows the same, lo!” Widya bit her lower lip. Realize that what he says is not in harmony with his heart.

Kartika who saw that only snorted annoyedly. His head shook to the right and to the left, a sign of not understanding the thoughts of his best friend. It's clearly emanated on Widya's face if she has love for Nathan, but it's so hard for Widya to understand her own feelings.

“Really, don't miss me?”

“Nno!”

“Serious?”

“Udah I said no, yes, no!” widya's upset that Nathan hasn't stopped teasing her.

“Uluh-uluh .. it's just crashing,” Nathan's tease again. Widya's sense of hearing is clear if Nathan is laughing at her.

“Nathan!” Widya slightly snapped at Nathan. There was anxiety in his heart if Nathan knew what he was feeling.

“But, Wid, I love it you miss it so much, yes, same me. I'm being honest, anyway! I sincerely born in mind dikangenin same lo.” Nathan is still not satisfied with teasing his heart, hearing Widya upset, as if to be entertainment for him. All the fatigue from the problems in the office seemed to disappear just like that.

“Nath, you can diem, no?” Widya has started to get emotional about Nathan's toughness across there. Instead of being angry, Nathan was heard laughing out loud there.

“Sorry, sorry. I really miss the same you. Denger lo angry like gini little ngobatin taste kangen I.”

“Seneng, yes, make people emotional?” Widya pretended to be upset only to cover up the sudden taste in her heart upon hearing Nathan's confession that missed her.

“Udah, don't sulk! It's more beautiful, you know. So, all day, what's going on? Someone's bothering you, aren't you?”

Eventually the two of them stopped arguing and started telling each other their activities. Kartika was also involved in the call at the loudspeaker. The three of them were joking and telling stories. Without feeling almost two hours of time they spend just to discuss the unfortunate thing.

“So, when can you go back?” ask Widya with a soft face.

“Gue can't be sure, honey. But I hope you can wait for me, yes!” Widya just silently digested Nathan's words. “Wid, honest. I was traumatized by being there myself. After I come home, no news that makes me heartbroken, yes!” nathan Pinta.

“Hem ... I cannot guarantee, anyway!” widya Goda.

“Wid,” please Nathan.

“Eat him, don't be there too long!” Hearing Widya's slightly raised voice made Nathan who was just moody became amused.

“Lo that do not try to prestige napa? Tell me if you don't want to stay long. Stay honest, bothered very, anyway.” Across the street, Nathan smiled triumphantly.

“Narsis very so people,” denied Widya.

“Tik, I tipped Widya, yes!”

“Beres! As long as you go home later bring special souvenirs for me.”

“Enak! Thought I was the goods, pack signed everything?” sewot Widya's.

Kartika and Nathan simultaneously laughed at Widya's speech. At eleven o'clock in the evening, the call ended.

“It's difficult, yes, Wid, make admit your own feelings?” kartika asked shortly after they laid her body on the bed.

Widya is hearing Kartika's question. I don't know, deep down she realized she loved Nathan so much. But he did not want to rush to make a decision. Widya wants to make sure in her heart there is no doubt at all for her love for Nathan.

“Gue did not want to be disappointed a second time, Tik,” Widya replied in the end.

“Hopefully, when you have realized your own feelings, Nathan has not lost taken people, yes, Wid.”

“What? That's one possibility that happens if you just keep stuck here. Nathan is handsome, pinter, tajir anyway. Which girl doesn't want to be with him.”

“Lo don't bother me, dong, Tik!” please Widya.

“Gue no nakutin lo. I just don't want to lose money later. Nathan needs reassurance, too, Wid.” The two pairs of eyes were staring at each other, “Gue dear lo. I do not want you hurt because of losing love, lo,” added Kartika.

“Thanks, yes.”

Finally, their eyes closed, wading through the beautiful dreams they had themselves.

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Days passed without feeling a month Nathan was in the neighboring country. Nathan also rarely gives news to Widya because of his busyness. That certainly disturbs Widya's heart and mind. The feeling of his longing is getting bigger, so sometimes it feels difficult for him to bend. His face was no longer as happy as when Nathan was beside him.

Harsa who sees Widya's change tries to cheer her up. And so do the other friends. They are now gathered in the campus cafeteria. There are Harsa, Zakir, Kartika, and Karin. Edo Mines.

“Wid, run out of this, no class, right?” Karin who had noticed Widya was glum trying to divert Widya's attention.

Widya who felt called to distract him. “Why, Rin?”

“Ke Mall, yuk! We watch. We haven't watched for a long time,” asked Karin.

“When, yes, Rin. I'm running everywhere again,” reject it.

“Lo why, anyway? Nathan?” guess Kartika.

Widya did not answer. He just lowered his face. From here Harsa realized, Nathan's presence was so influential in Widya's life. It was as if there was no more chance for her to take Widya's heart back.

“Udah, don't think too much! Nathan must be fine there. He must be busy until not sebet ngabarin lo. Don't be sad, yes!” entertain Karin.

“Iya, Wid. Sontoloyo Nathan's in there must be all right. If you think he continues, the one there ntar him there will not be calm. Could be a ghost haunting later,” oceh Zakir.

“Zakirrrrr!” widya, Karin, and Kartika together. Their eyes glared perfectly towards the suspect.

“Once again you say no clearly, I have a kick, lo!” threaten Kartika while throwing fries at Zakir and hit his forehead.

“Haish, don't throw food, Tika! Honey, right, so Mubadzir,” protest Zakir.

“Iya. Kayak. Mubadzir is here,” annoyed Kartika.

“Lah, how am I the one who mubadzir? I, tuh, the person who benefits the most knows, don't?”

“Now!” karin replied annoyed.

“Udah, lo diem aja. No need to talk!” kartika Sentak.

Widya was silent in response to the debates of Karin, Zakir, and Kartika. While Harsa's attention never separated from Widya.

“Or us to book fair aja?” harsa Proposal.

For a moment Widya turned her eyes to Harsa, glanced at her and shook her head. “You guys, I came home first, yes,” said Widya. He immediately moved from his seat.

Harsa was quick to stay silent, he grabbed Widya's hand, “Gue anter go home.”

Zakir, Karin, and Kartika can only be silent to see Harsa's behavior.

“Still, Sa. But I can go home by myself. After this, you have class, right? I'm home, yes.” Widya releases her hand from Harsa's grasp and passes away leaving them all behind.

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