
Hands holding a head that suddenly pulsates, the photo is viewed continuously and does not change the fact that it is indeed Rani, missed the reason why only when with Rani, the photo is not, Jonathan felt like he felt the same way because of those eyes.
The girl who had long filled her heart and had to leave by leaving behind memories that were formed and can be seen in the figure of Rani. The question is why Rani ? and why the girl was the girl he could meet in everyday life.
"You know him ?."
Jonathan raised his face and put the photo on the table, nodding to Juan's questions. "He's one of my classmates at school in Jakarta, I've been looking for him all this time but it turns out he's very close."
"You're still thinking about Jihan until now ?."
"The seed is never forgotten." At first glance the shadow of Erin's face flashed while in the lake, the light that hit as if opening Jo's mind and heart to doubt whether the love for Jihan was still the same.
His eyes closed remembering the memories with Jihan, running among the stretch of beach sand that flew when stepped on and passed by the wind, then the shadow changed when Jo helped Rani who fell from the bike. He smiles bitterly because their eyes are the same and is afraid that Jo will get dizzy after knowing this.
"Thank you for helping me doctor."
"No problem." Jonathan got up from his chair walking into the hallway and held the file he had requested earlier.
*****
Jonathan daydreamed with his eyes blank, and was shocked when the cold bottle touched his face. Spontan immediately turned his head and found Wulan smiling at him while giving a bottle of drinks and snacks.
"I didn't see you in the cafeteria so I came here." Erin looked around where there were only students walking and some were playing basketball on the court. "What makes you interested in seeing until not blinking from earlier ?."
"There's nothing just looking for a new atmosphere, where Andika same Rani ?."
"They were in the cafeteria." Erin opened one of her favorite Snacks and ate it, not forgetting to offer it to Jo who also wanted to. If others see them, they will think
The one in the talk of longevity because they actually caught up with Erin by carrying a bowl of chicken noodles and soto. Imagine how the canteen mom would look for her missing bowl of two.
"We join, what's going on here ?." Rani positions her bowl so as not to fall and she starts eating as well as Andika who follows Rani carrying heavy food while walking from the canteen to here.
Either they are close as friends or what but feel there is less and incomplete if one just does not exist. And Jo also did not get angry the calmness as well as the comfort was disturbed by them.
"Not sure, we don't know." Sahut Andika who was busy chewing her food.
"I should know for myself what cooking I must say."
"Oh." Rani spilled hot meatballs until there was a little red on her feet.
"Don't you do anything ?." Jo took his handkerchief that is always carried anywhere and swiftly wiped the meatball spill.
"Jo I'm Rani not Jihan."
And that's when Jo realizes that he began to assume Rani is Jihan accidentally just because Rani's eyes are in her body. Jo's hand came to a halt along with the shock of her as well as the others. Jihan's name became a question of everything.
"Who is Jihan ? I look like him ?." Curious about the name of a girl mentioned but instead of getting an answer, Rani can only be disappointed when Jo says nobody.
"Then call me Jihan ?." Rani's curiosity still drives her to demand answers and Erin listens even in silence.
"It's okay just that I don't talk about Jihan anymore." Jonathan looks away and tries not to look Rani in the eye, seeing Jihan's eyes which make him feel intimidated and only makes Jo remember the girl who left many memories for him.
Of course no one would believe if everyone saw Jonathan's face and reaction, they went back to talking and eating until finally the doorbell rang. Andika and Rani must return the bowl first and Jonathan enters the classroom first. When Rani was in the cafeteria, Erin pulled Andika's hand and demanded an answer.
"Who Jihan really is, don't tell anyone like Jo said."
"Emang is nobody." Andika tries to look ordinary, she is dragged into the lies that Jo does when she should not have to take part in this problem.
"I'm not stupid Dik, do you or Jo why always look away when the name Jihan is called, or is there something you are hiding ?."
Lying is not Andika's expertise even though he is also not a pious man but if honest might make Erin hurt. I don't know which path to choose right now, erin's tight hand grip as if not to let her escape before she answers and Andika resigned if Jo knows she leaked a secret that Erin and Rani should not know.
"Jihan is actually Jonathan's ex-girlfriend who died a few years ago from illness."