
It had been two weeks since Mysha's first kiss with Egon. Mysha who was still shocked by what happened, still confined herself to interacting more with Egon, until her feelings were completely well organized.
There is a lot to consider when you want to be in a relationship with someone. Egon who is handsome and looks shrewd in all matters, indeed can not be compared with anyone. Even if he had to choose one man out of the hundreds of thousands of men in the world, he would choose Egon.
However, neither when he read his novel, nor when Egon appeared in front of him, had it ever crossed his mind that he wanted to have a relationship with him. It was true, Mysha was very considerate of him, but that attention was because Mysha really understood Egon's condition and feelings. His feelings of hatred towards his father who from the beginning only used him, or the feeling of Egon who secretly often felt lonely.
Because of that feeling as well, Mysha became afraid. Afraid that Egon's true feelings were not because he loved her, but because he felt indebted to Mysha.
Since her appearance in the world, Mysha has helped her a lot and accompanied her. Although Mysha had said several times not to think too much about it, but for Egon who had problems with trust, it was a difficult thing to do.
Mysha bit her fingertips, feeling anxious about their current state.
On the other hand he was afraid to confirm Egon's true feelings. But on the other hand, he was happy, because that perfect-looking Egon, put his feelings on him.
A few days after the incident, Egon moved into his own place. All this time, Mysha thought that the reason why she was unable to think clearly was, because the charming figure of Egon was always nearby. Even when night had come, he could see his innocent figure sleeping not far from him.
Since then, Mysha hopes that in the absence of Egon, she can be more rational in making decisions, what kind of relationship she wants with Egon.
But in reality, when Egon was absent, he felt even more anxious and lonely. The usual laughter he heard until late at night seemed to disappear carried by the rain that almost every night came to accompany.
Since then, when night falls and the affair with Egon's work is over, he escapes from loneliness by visiting a nearby cafe to refresh his heart and mind.
***
Today is Mysha's day working in the office. The morning after he had breakfast with a loaf of bread and a glass of milk coffee, he set off in a white scoop neck t-shirt made of cotton and jeans that were pale blue. The company he worked for did not pay much attention to clothes. In fact, there are times when he does not need to come to the office because his work can be done on mobile.
"Sha, are you empty?" ask a friend of Mysha's office, Floria.
Floria is a sweet girl with mature brown skin with short wavy hair. Ever since Mysha started working at the company, Floria had already been there first. Floria looks quite supple, even with the staff of senior employees in the company also looks familiar.
It's just that, because Mysha herself is bothered with the thesis, she rarely interacts with office people outside of work hours. Plus, now he had to help Egon's work, so that every work was done, he always immediately took steps to go home.
But this time was different, Mysha was avoiding Egon for a while. He decided to take the time to interact with the girl.
"empty anyway. What's up?" He answered with sparkling eyes, as if he was waiting for someone to take him away.
"I'd like to take you to an Italian food cafe at the end of this street. I heard the cafe was hitting. I thought you'd love it!”
'Ah, it's the cafe that Egon promoted a few days ago.' Mysha thought with a feeling of pride.
"You understand my favorite! Well, then, I'll let you know when this is over"
“Ok! I wait ya!”
Floria went back to her desk. Mysha then raised both hands to stretch her body, before returning to her work.
‘Egon seems to have been able to work without me. Supposedly, today I do not check it will not be a problem right?’ thought.
‘Hmm.. Egons.. Have I asked for an opinion on my relationship with him?’ Further.
***
"So, what kind of man managed to make Mysha Kencana look moody for days like this?"
Uhuk! Mysha who had just gulped water into her throat was immediately choked to hear the sentence that Floria was saying. Mysha then put down her drinking glass and took out a piece of tissue to wipe her mouth.
"Haha. It seems like it's about men, right? Your boyfriend?" Floria continued with a mischievous smile.
"Is that how you can treat me?” Mysha held both of her cheeks while looking at Floria questioningly.
"Haha. You know, usually if there's a problem you're always looking for me to discuss. But this time you're just being quiet, it's natural, isn't it? If I suspect.”
"Hmm.. yes anyway.” Mysha then sipped her white water back. “But unfortunately, the one who made me upset was, not my girlfriend.”
“Then?”
“He's just a perfect guy who seems to have special feelings for me.”
“But, I don't seem to feel right with him.”
“Reason?”
“Because..” instantly Mysha thinks what reason should I use when like this. There was no way he would tell Floria that the man was prince Egon.
"Because she's a famous celeb?"
"Huh?" Mysha was shocked, not believing what she heard.
“Hah? Bener turned out?” Floria was even more surprised because the answer turned out to be correct. “Who is he?” Floria's eyes sparkled, telling Mysha the identity of the man.
“I won't tell you,” Mysha stuck out her tongue, ashamed of being trapped by Floria's guess.
"Hahaha okay. What then? Any other problems?”
"Hm.. It seems, she misinterpreted her feelings,"
"You mean?"
"He is actually a newcomer both here and in the celebrity world. I helped him a lot during this time, it seems like he just feels indebted to me. Not because I like.”
"Hmmm....."
"And again,” Mysha for a moment thought back, what kind of sentence is suitable to explain the circumstances that make him unable to date with Egon. “because, maybe one day he will return to his place of origin. I don't want to risk being in a long distance relationship." Mysha continued while sighing furiously.
Seeing Mysha who is always cheerful looks very worried, Floria also realized that Mysha needs support. To her, Mysha was not a stupid and innocent girl who always needed others when she got into trouble. Although her face looks innocent, she is the type of girl who can think mature.
And for this time, in addition to support, Floria is convinced that the girl needs someone who can make her realize that she is in love. But because of his fear, he also fortified his own feelings.
“You said, you had no intention of making her a lover. Then why are you upset by those reasons?” While sipping the mocktail that was in front of him, Floria also tried to compile the words she had in her mind to convey to Mysha.
“...” as if lightning struck him, with a serious face, he looked at Floria, to ask for a deeper explanation.
"Look... I'm sure you understand. The problem is that he is a celeb or not, most importantly, he accepts you who are not a celeb, and you accept him who is a celeb right?” As if Mysha already understood what Floria was saying, she immediately nodded when she heard the advice made by Floria.
"And the matter is indebted or not, how did it treat you all this time? You can definitely tell the difference right, where is the good treatment of being indebted, with a really sincere attention for liking you?”
Mysha was silent. He immediately remembered when Egon offered him a job as his manager. Indeed Egon offered any salary that Mysha wanted, as if it was a bribe so that he could pay his debt. But, after Mysha rejected the offer, Egon never forced her back. He respects his choice. Even after that, Egon supported Mysha with her work.
"For long distance relationships. Just chill. I'm sure if you love each other, no matter how far you're apart, there'll be a way for you to meet again, right?”
Mysha smiled wryly at the sentence Floria said. He could not tell Floria the reason that the long distance relationship between Egon and himself could not be as easy as Floria explained.
"And more importantly, you and he really love each other. Even if you are not a match, at least you do not regret not trying to be in a relationship" said Floria while teasing him a little.
"Thank you, I calmed down a little,” hearing her last advice, Mysha smiled a little. He is grateful to have a partner who is not only good at work.
“Thank you back. Hopefully now you can be more sure of your decision later.”
“Iya.. it looks like I—“ just Mysha wants to confess her feelings, her phone vibrates, switching their conversation.
I'll be there soon.
That is how the incoming message is written. He smiled when he saw the name of the sender.
"Floria, it seems, I need to see her now. He'll stop by my place.”
"Haha.all right, all right, tell me the good news huh"
“Haha. I'm not sure”
After Mysha paid her share of Floria, she left the place at a quick pace. I hope Egon doesn't wait too long.
Seriate.