The Azahra Heart Investigator
Want to Be Himself

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That morning, Fika went shopping for vegetables, she deliberately did not invite Mita because her little daughter was still asleep, after all Saka still did not go to the office, so she took the time to go to the supermarket for a while.

After buying some fruits and vegetables, Fika pushed her trolley towards the cashier, she saw a woman who dropped her wallet after paying, the woman did not realize it and immediately walked out with her groceries.

Fika picked up the wallet and chased after the woman, "Mbak." called her at a quick pace.

The woman stopped hearing Fika's call, she turned to face Fika.

"His wallet fell," Fika gave the wallet to him.

Tiara who was surprised to see Fika immediately dropped all the items in her hand that felt weak, she looked with teary eyes at the woman who was still holding her wallet.

Fika who saw Tiara's expression felt that something was wrong with her, she also felt a bit clumsy.

"Mr..." Call Fika slowly.

Tiara immediately hugged Fika so tightly accompanied by a broken cry, "Zahra...Zahra.I'm sure.I'm sure that you're still alive" Tiara said hysterically, leaving Fika confused.

Tiara looks so happy, finally she can see her best friend again, she really misses Zahra, despite having a family and having a son, but not even once Tiara has forgotten her best friend.

Fika was silent, though confused yet she did not reject the hug that made her heart feel so warm, even though Tiara was a stranger to her.

Tiara let go of her embrace after a while ago rubbing her wet cheeks, "You've met Rama, she must be so happy to see you're alive" Tiara said so euphorically.

Hearing the name of Rama makes Fika immediately frown, what is the relationship of this woman with Rama.

They sit in a coffee shop to talk more familiar, Tiara returns Fika's identity card with a disappointed face, she has misunderstood, it is not Zahra.

"I'm sorry,"

Fika smiled, "It doesn't matter, after all, there are many similar people in the world, no" replied Fika who felt that Tiara's actions were not wrong.

Tiara fell silent, she looked at Fika's face and still felt confident that the woman in front of her was Zahra, "But is there anything like this?"

Fika fell silent and thought if she really looked like the woman named Zahra, "Let me see her picture,"

Tiara nodded, she took a picture of Zahra neatly stored in her wallet, then gave it to Fika.

Fika was silent looking at the photo, she stroked her own face, it was so similar, she began to feel curious who Zahra really was,fika returns the photo to Tiara and tries to behave normally despite her strange heart.

"She's prettier than me" said Fika.

Tiara smiled and then returned to the photo.

"I heard you say the name of Rama?is Rama a cop?" Asked Fika who was feeling very curious since then.

Tiara nodded in surprise, Did Fika meet with Rama.

"What does Rama have to do with the woman named Zahra?may I know?" Actually Fika was very embarrassed to have to ask this, but she could not help her curiosity either.

Tiara lowered her head, "Rama is Zahra's husband,"

Degs....

Hearing that answer Fika immediately silent, she began to remember the first time she met Rama when she was in the red light, then at the restaurant, Rama's expression was so surprised, and his attitude yesterday was so strange.

"Could he think I was Zahra?" Thought confused.

"Do you know him?" Ask Tiara.

Fika nodded, "I've met him a few times" replied Fika.

Tiara frowned, if they ever met why Rama never told her everything, then what Rama ajuga thought the same as her and thought this woman was Zahra, Tiara should discuss this with Rama.

While Fika is also still haunted by curiosity about the woman named Zahra.

**

"So you've met him and didn't tell me?" Tiara snapped while listening to Rian and Rama's explanation of Fika.

Rama just silently lowered his head while massaging his temple as Tiara stared intently at him.

"Darling.we just don't want you to feel worried," Rian tried to calm his wife, but to no avail, Tiara still looked annoyed.

"You lied, I won't let you in tonight's room" Tiara threatened to make Rian run amok.

"Why are you so cruel, your husband is trying so hard to find proof that she is indeed Zahra,"

Tiara looked at her husband questioningly, "What do you mean, she's Zahra?"

Rian looked at Rama, not wanting to answer without his consent, but also looked at Rama, "Is he really Zahra?"

Rama sighed, "I'll find the proof, just do it," replied Rama who carved happiness on Tiara's face, it turns out that his felling is right, he could not have mistaken his best friend.

Rian was pleased, finally Tiara's anger ended, "You're happy now, so don't punish me like that," teased Rian.

Tiara simply responded to her husband.

**

Fika is making food in the kitchen, but he is not focused, his mind is still floating, he keeps remembering the name Zahra in his brain and Rama also does not want to go from his mind.

"Ma...Mita is hungry," complained Mita because the food was not yet ripe.

Fika shook her head, waking herself up from disturbing thoughts, "Yes, dear.

After feeding Mita, Fika lets Mita play alone in the middle room, while she secretly enters Saka's room, why suddenly she wants to find out about something, and then she goes to Saka's room, incidentally Saka was going to the office he did not want to waste this opportunity.

He opened the closet drawer and searched among the clothes that were hanging neatly, then switched the catty next to the bed, he opened and checked everything, but there was nothing suspicious.

Saka has to go back because there is still a file left, he sees Mita playing alone and approaches her, "Where is mama?" He asked while gently rubbing his daughter's head.

Mita shook her head because she was still busy playing, So she thought, she turned around and found her room with the door open, she stared intently at the door.

Fika finds a ring and also a necklace with a ZR pendant hooked to each other in the drawer, it looks like this object is not foreign to her, she looks at the necklace carefully, "Z and R??" His mind began to adventure.

"What are you doing?"

Fika was shocked and instantly dropped the necklace and ring from her hands shirt.

Saka approached Fika with a sharp look, not expecting Fika to dare to open her personal belongings.

"What are you looking for?" Saka's snapping made Fika speechless in fear.

Saka took the ring and the necklace and put it back where Fika took it.

"Whose is it?" Ask Fika who is still curious.

"That's none of your business, get out of my room now and never dare to come in here again" Saka said so firmly.

Fika started to get upset and looked at Saka, "Why? am I not your wife, what is wrong if a wife enters her husband's room?or am I not your wife?"

Suddenly Fika's question made Saka widen her eyes, how could Fika start thinking like that.

"We don't touch each other as I remember, what is it called husband and wife, can you prove that I am really your wife?" Fika had to get an answer from her question this time.

Saka seemed to be very angry to hear Fika's words, it seemed like Fika had really suspected him.

"Do you want proof now?" Ask Saka who made Fika look at him, proof of what Saka meant.

Saka closed the door and locked it, then walked back towards Fika while opening the suit and throwing it around the place, he also took off his shirt buttons one by one, seeing that, Fika began to tremble, what Saka really wanted to do.

Fika quickly wanted to leave the room, but Saka held her arm and looked at her, "Why?aren't you the one who wants it?" Saka pulled Fika and threw her basket, then began to take off her clothes, making Fika turn her face because she did not want to see it.

Saka was really possessed by shethan like him, he approached Fika who looked very frightened even to the point of crying,

"Why? aren't we husband and wife?" Saka pulls Fika's chin so that Fika's face is lifted, but Fika keeps her eyes closed, so why does she not want to do this with Saka, she even feels very uncomfortable when Saka touches her.

"Don't do this" Fika said stammeringly without opening her eyes.

Saka did not heed the rejection from Fika, he was already passionate and did not care what would happen later, which for sure he would not let go of Fika this time, this time,but when Saka's lips almost devoured Fika, the voice blew everything away.

"Mah.mama..." Call Mita while knocking on the door.

Fika opened her eyes, the Goddess of rescue, she pushed Saka's body and ran straight to the door and opened and hugged her little daughter.

"Mita's thirsty,"

Fika shed tears, "Yes dear," she gently rubbed Mita's face and led her to the kitchen without caring about Saka.

Saka laid his body in a basket and rubbed his regret-filled face, what he had done just now, he was really possessed by a demon that made his mind malfunction,and almost became a man so depraved that he forced Fika, who was not actually his legal wife, to serve him.

**

Rama was still busy in his office, suddenly his phone rang, he turned his lips when he saw the name of someone on the screen.

He picked up the phone from Fika.

"I want to meet you, right now," Fika said in a trembling voice then quickly turned off her phone, and sent out a message containing the location where they would meet.

Rama frowned, thinking what was really going on, why did his voice sound so frightened, without a second thought he immediately headed for the location.

**

Rama arrived at a cafe with a private room that was deliberately rented by Fika, did not expect Fika would invite him to meet in a place like this, even though it was legitimate,but he feels the place is too personal for two strangers who have nothing to do.

He saw the woman who was sitting waiting for him with a face that looked so anxious and agitated.

"What's wrong?" Rama asked without further ado.

Fika stood looking at the face of the man in front of her, really she was very scared when she came to this place, she was really scared after what she did to him,until he subconsciously contacted Rama who did not even have anything to do with him, but just by looking at the face of Rama the fear slowly faded from his heart.

Fika's tears trickled, making Rama surprised, what really happened to him, he rubbed Fika's cheek and strangely Fika did not rebel at all.

"Zahra's?do you think I'm Zahra?" Fika's question made Rama a little choked, how did Fika know about Zahra.

Rama just silently looked at the woman in front of him, Fika looked down he should not do something like this, but really he really could not stand the treatment of Saka to him, he said, thinking about her attitude all this time made her even sure if they had nothing to do before the accident, even that belief appeared before Fika remembered who she really was.

"What do you think?what do you feel?" Rama asked this time with the distance of the face so close to Fika.

Fika could feel the breath of Rama on her face, like there was a longing held for so long, she clenched her hands, trying to hold back the feeling that began to seduce with a dirty mind.

With all her might, Fika tried to look at Rama's face, "Can you prove all that, prove if I am Zahra," he said with teary eyes.

Rama widened his eyes, not expecting Fika to say that, what happened until he became like this, or his memory had begun to recover.

"Truly, I don't want to be his wife," this time Fika cried in front of Rama because it was too sick and could not help it anymore.

Rama clenched his hand tightly, what Saka had done to make Fika cry like this.

"That man, I will truly avenge every tear that Zahra shed," the inner Rama was filled with vengeance.

Rama hugged Fika's body, and let Fika cry in her chest, spilling all the burdens she had felt all along, so why was that comfort that Fika could really feel right now,the comfort that Saka had never given her, the feeling that so made her drift away and easily she could let go of the burden in her heart.

"I will bring the evidence as soon as possible, be patient for a moment" Rama said as he rubbed Fika's back.

*** Sorry if there is a typo between the names of Fika and Zahra, but the author himself is sometimes confused....🙏🤗