Shackles Desire Sister-in-law
Finding the future together

Emilia slowly began to open her eyeballs, she felt her head was on top of someone's arm and a hand felt tightly hugging her body.

For a moment Emilia tried to turn her head back, looking Gerry figure hugged her body tightly while sleeping soundly behind her.

As Emilia tried to move, Gerry slowly woke up from her sleep, trying to open her eyeballs with spontaneous movements.

"Is there anything that hurts?"

Ask Gerry suddenly.

"Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Ask her again.

Emilia shook her head slowly.

Gerry quickly grabbed Emilia's body, letting Emilia turn the position to face her.

"Still feeling dizzy?"

Gerry asked as his right hand grabbed Emilia's face.

For a moment Emilia flinched, feeling surprised by Gerry's movements that would touch her face, not knowing why as if the shadow of the past came back to haunt her.

"Darling.see me"

As if knowing the response Emilia gave, Gerry gently stroked Emilia's face.

"It's me hmmm not the one who wants to harm you"

Emilia momentarily tried to stare at Gerry's eyeballs.

"It's gonna be okay trust me"

Gerry said while trying to neutralize his own feelings, trying to convince Emilia of him, convincing Emilia to get used to his figure as well from now on.

"You know, honey? Being at peace or being stuck with the past is a condition that we must be aware of in ourselves. When you hear the word of the past, there are a variety of feelings that arise: bitter, pain, resentment, anger or joy such as haru feelings, happiness, beautiful memories, and life learning. When joy is felt, give appreciation to ourselves. Meanwhile, if negative feelings are felt, it may be a sign that we are still not at peace with the past"

Emilia began to cry softly, her eyeballs still staring at Gerry.

"Didn't every human being have a story of the past, whether good or bad. We as humans cannot measure and compare bitter experiences that have been experienced with the experiences of others. For someone, an experience can be a painful experience. But for others, it was just an ordinary experience. In the end, only ourselves are able to determine whether or not a story has passed, right?"

Gerry continued to talk while gently stroking Emilia's face, trying to wipe Emilia's tears and trying to make Emilia as comfortable as she could be.

"The past exists for two things: to be a lesson and to be enjoyed for what it is. How sad or happy our story is, there will always be lessons to be learned. When we have succeeded in picking and interpreting the lesson, we will be easier to enjoy what has happened. That way, we feel more comfortable remembering the past"

"Humans can't change what's already happened, but we can change the perceived influence of past stories. The past will continue to affect the next life so we need to look at how it will affect us."

"If we continue to allow ourselves to be filled with hatred, then we will hurt ourselves even more. Hurting by allowing negative feelings to fill our minds, resentment and anger envelop our hearts, and making us forget to see there are still positives out there"

"If we focus too much on the bitter memories of the past, then we will forget to take the next step in life. It would be better if we could change that view. Instead of allowing yourself to enjoy hatred, but see it as a lesson means to get stronger"

Emilia seemed to bite her lips softly.

"Let's live the rest of my life, forget about the past, open up a new page and learn to love each other"

Gerry softly said.

"But I'm not .."

Gerry lightning-fast covered Emilia's lips with her index finger, she fused their eyebrows for some time.

"Please promise not to talk about the things that have passed, that I know you are now my wife, the one who will fill my whole life, the one who will give birth to my children hmm"

Gerry said again.

Emilia nodded slowly.

Gerry develops his smile, then a split second later slowly Gerry tries to link their lips, with a movement so soft as not to make Emilia feel uncomfortable with his actions.

Emilia seemed silent, for a moment did not give any response until finally slowly emilia began to be lulled with the softness that Gerry created.

"I love you"

Gerry whispered slowly, then Gerry slowly put Emilia's body into his arms and hugged the body tightly.