My World is Becoming Different
Like a soldier in war
Arini knocked slowly on the door of the room Tazkia was about to persuade him this time, it had been a week more Tazkia confine himself like this, Arini was really afraid if Tazkia too down it would affect his mental condition.
"Can you talk?" arini said while knocking on Tazkia's room door.
Cclek
The door to the room slowly opened making Arini smile at least her daughter could still be spoken to. Arini stepped her foot in and then took a seat next to Tazkia.
"Did mom bother you?" tanya Arini started the conversation.
"No"
"Mama, I'd like to apologize if we didn't have much time for you long ago" Arini said in a sad tone while Tazkia was still listening.
"There are some things you can't explain right now, but slowly you will explain everything, you understand you want to be like a normal girl your age, right? remember Ki God gives advantages to humans that he feels able to bear it, do not make your advantages as a curse take the positive side" said Arini.
"Then what should I do? this advantage has taken away Tazkia's friends as well as Ratmi's mbok, does this still mean excess?" tazkia.
"Life and death someone is destiny Ki, you should be a little grateful for being shown something different before death to pick them up. The presence and absence of your advantages those who are destined to die will definitely die Ki." said Arini.
"..."
"Go to grandma's villa, grandma will be happy if you visit her" Arini said later.
"But ma, mama knows not that grandma.." said Tazkia but cut off.
"Here you go, tomorrow Faris will take you there, take a vacation and get rid of your fatigue" Arini said with a smile and then got up and sauntered from there.
"How could you tell me to go there?" tazkia said in an annoyed tone then lay down and immediately covered herself with a blanket.
****
Meanwhile in Prasetia's mansion.
Prasetia walked towards the side garden with some snacks for her two friends, when she got there no cheerful laughter was heard when they were gathering together, even Aditya who is usually the most frenzied now seems silent not excited.
"Gue really felt guilty about what happened to Tazkia" said Sinta in a sad tone after Prasetia put her snack on the table.
"Lo what the hell Sin, do not continue to blame yourself lo, after all this is wrong demon campret masquerade as the singer is not lo" said Aditya in an upset tone.
"Singer-knock?" sinta said confusedly.
"Yes, it runs out every time it appears always nembang lingsir wengi" said Aditya in a flat tone.
"Campret lo, I guess what the fuck" he said with annoyance.
"Tomorrow we go to Kia's house, who knows Kia wants to see us tomorrow" said Prasetia gave an idea.
"Gue agrees"
"Okay deal"
The next morning Tazkia was already preparing to go to her grandmother's villa. As Arini said yesterday, Faris had been waiting since before in front of the mansion to drive Tazkia.
"Take good care of yourself Ki." said Arini who was nodded by Tazkia. "Why is this a bonus from your mother for you, when else is not a vacation together like this? but don't forget the limits Ki mama believes in you." said Arini again but this time with a soft tone so as not to be heard by Faris.
"What's mom?" tazkia said with annoyance.
From the front, Faris walked closer to the two of them to help Tazkia and say goodbye to Arini.
"Om where's tan?" ask Faris who hasn't seen Irawan since.
"Biasalah aunty's husband activities if not busy working surely yes is meeting clients on the golf course, be aunty languish like this, be aunty like this, but especially for you if you are married, do not leave his wife too often like papa Tazkia is afraid he will be kidnapped by someone" said Arini while blinking ignorant.
"Mama's not funny."
"Tante can do it." said Faris with a smile.
"Then we say yes tan." said Faris later.
"Yes heart on the road, aunty tipped Kia ya.." said Arini who responded both with a nod.
**
In the car that Faris drove, silence was again between the two, for some reason, Tazkia seems to be hesitant with everything especially since the incident of Ratmi's death makes Tazkia slightly keep her distance from the closest people including her three best friends. Not out of selfishness or anything, just enough Ratmi and Doni to go and sacrifice life for her, Tazkia really could not if he saw people who were close and he loved to go one by one even though it was a destiny.
"Why do you agree with Mom's words? wasn't my word clear yesterday." said Tazkia in the end.
"Don't spill every problem with the word break, it should be that we are getting closer so that our relationship is stronger and does not weaken when hit by a storm as hard as anything." said Faris still with a smile that Kia could catch a glimpse of from the corner of her eyes.
I don't know why Faris is really a patient and warm figure in the face of her who is full of stability. That sometimes makes Tazkia think, what if Faris is tired of dealing with it? will Faris go and look for another? questions like that often crossed his mind, making him sometimes uncomfortable with Faris's treatment that was too warm and sweet, even though Tazkia always craved it.
"Ris you know for yourself, don't you? everyone who is near me will definitely." said Tazkia but stopped.
"Dead!" said Faris briefly. "How many times have I told you that death is destiny, and if I am destined to die with you I am ready to accept it" Faris said.
"How can you say such a death?" tazkia said curiously but Faris just smiled and stroked Tazkia's hair slowly, then refocused on looking at the streets around.
"My profession is a doctor, and the word death is closely related to the medical world, we doctors are required to be ready to die at any time like a soldier who is at war, we don't know when we're gonna catch a dangerous, deadly virus that a patient has, so there's and there's no me on your side, isn't that the same thing?" said Faris with a warm and friendly tone that increasingly makes Tazkia fall deeper into the charm of this handsome doctor.
Tazkia was really touched until he spontaneously immediately embraced Faris from the side making Faris anxious about Tazkia's behavior. Faris then activated autopilot mode and removed the steering wheel.
"Come here" Faris said as she patted her shoulder for Tazkia to lean on.
Tazkia, who saw this, began to approach and lean on Faris' shoulder.
"Next time don't be like that Ki, your attitude yesterday really scared me" said Faris then kissed Tazkia's forehead gently.
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