My World is Becoming Different
That smile was just a fake?
The next day Tazkia prepared to go to the therapy room, Arini pushed her wheelchair slowly down the aisle of the hospital that morning.
" Good morning." greeted Faris doctor with a friendly smile towards Arini and Tazkia as soon as they saw the two entering the therapy room.
" Morning doc." said Arini with a friendly smile. " Mama stay first yes son." continued Arini who was then replied to a nod by Tazkia.
Moments later after Arini's departure, Faris' doctor began to walk closer to Tazkia.
" Are you ready?" faris asked as she continued to step towards the direction Tazkia was in.
Tazkia simply fell silent not responding to Faris's remark, she simply stared at the focus towards the back because she faintly seemed to see a female figure yet not so clearly.
" What's up?" faris asked because she saw Tazkia just speechless while looking behind her.
" Nothing, the doctor's own tumben, isn't there usually a care nurse who helps me when I'm in therapy?" tazkia said to divert the conversation.
" Oh, I happened to be empty this morning, so especially today I will immediately handle your therapy" Faris said with a bright smile towards Tazkia.
" Why do I feel that Doctor Faris' smile is just a fake huh? it felt like he was deliberately smiling so that people no one would know of his feelings." Tazkia said inwardly as she stared at Faris.
" Well can we start now?" asked Faris who Tazkia replied with a nod.
After getting approval from Tazkia, Faris then began to step closer to Tazkia to start the therapy session this time.
" Well now hold my hand, I help you get up slowly okay." said Faris as he bent down slightly so that Tazkia could easily reach him.
Tazkia then began to hold Faris' hand, when their hands touched accidentally Tazkia suddenly got a vision of Faris' life.
In his vision Tazkia was taken to a time where he saw Faris smiling cheerfully and joking and relaxing with his family, it was really a harmonious family, he said, after getting the vision Tazkia then back in the pull but this time it looks Faris is in his room with a dark atmosphere, but this time it is seen, without any illumination accompanied by a flash of lightning striking through the balcony of his room, bottles of alcohol could be seen strewn about where, where, Faris really looks chaotic and messy at that time while holding a piece of a photo of a middle-aged woman who is still beautiful despite being consumed by age.
A few seconds later Tazkia realized from her vision just now, cold sweat began to drench her forehead with a roar of breath that hunted like running a marathon.
" What was that just now? I don't even intend to see Faris's life, but why is this hand getting out of control when it touches someone" Tazkia said in a bewildered heart.
Faris who realized that Tazkia was not okay, then immediately caught his body that almost fell because it was like surprised at something that Faris did not know what it was.
" Are you okay? which part is sick? we can rest first if you are not ready" said Faris while supporting Tazkia's body so as not to fall.
Hearing Faris' words, Tazkia only looked up blankly staring at Faris which made Faris even more confused about Tazkia's behavior.
Not getting any answer from his question, Faris then returned to sit Tazkia in his wheelchair, then checked his pulse and pointed the stethoscope he kept in his suit pocket towards Tazkia's chest.
Tazkia, who saw Faris so worried, replied with a smile.
" You take it easy it won't last long, it's common" Tazkia said with a smile.
" Never underestimate a disease, I will schedule a medical checkup for you so that we can find out a disease as early as possible" said Faris without wanting to be denied.
" There is no need to worry too much doc, this has often happened when I ..." said Tazkia hanging because she realized that it was useless to tell doctor Faris because she would definitely not understand.
" Where might I tell it, must be doctor Faris thinks I'm crazy later, will even berabe if I was even told to a psychiatrist, really big no." said Tazkia in his heart.
" When what?" faris asked curiously because Tazkia did not continue her words.
" That's anu anu .." said Tazkia confused looking for an excuse.
" Anu what?" faris said again in confusion.
When Tazkia was left confused in finding an appropriate reason to connect her words, from the direction of the door came a slow knock that broke the tension in Tazkia's heart, at least this time Tazkia was able to get away with the question.
" Excuse me doc, someone is looking for a doctor and is currently waiting in your room" said a nurse.
" Well I'll be there soon, please take Tazkia back to her room" Faris said.
" Good doc." said the nurse understood then took over Tazkia's wheelchair.
" I'll stay a while later I'll reschedule therapy today, I'm sorry." said Faris with a smile and then stepped away after a nod by Tazkia.
" It must have been something heavy that Faris' doctor spent so much alcohol in the dark of the night and a flash of lightning that struck, but why did it feel like I was so interested in it, have I gone crazy out of curiosity about other people's problems?" tazkia said in her heart while looking at Faris's departure and disappeared from her sight.
" Well, I'll take you back to your room." said the nurse as she began pushing her wheelchair.
The nurse then began pushing a Tazkia wheelchair through the aisle of the hospital hallway which saw many people passing by at that time.
He looked at Tazkia's hands carefully while occasionally flipping his hands repeatedly.
" It seems like my strength is getting out of control, if every time I touch someone and keep getting visions, I can't imagine what I'm going to be? it seems like I should start trying to control it at least to reduce contact with other people, yes maybe that's the right solution to my problem." tazkia said in her heart while continuing to look at her two hands earlier.
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