My Upside Down World's
I Can't Loving You

"Aw..aw." I held my forehead because I fell down. Not to mention my legs are in pain for movement.

"Your feet should not be used to run or climb stairs first. Rest like this so that the bruises and swelling deflate." The doctor explained.

I just nodded and lamented my fate. I dare not look up to see how far my heart has diminished.

When I fell down, it was fortunate that Zen caught me after I toppled over, flipped over, and rolled down the stairs. Otherwise, maybe I'll die and be buried here without anyone knowing that I'm in a world that's not mine. So sad.

Zen escorted her to my apartment and she refused to go home, our apartment room was only three rooms away.

"If I go home, how will you take a shower? How can you cook? How will you move to your bed? Nah! I'm keeping you here. I will go home to pick up my clothes and equipment after that I will accompany you again! Don't move until I come!" Seru Zen's.

As soon as he came out, I really couldn't move. My right foot is on the bandage and I'm in a wheelchair. It was so bad to taste. If I remember, why did I help Iria? I should have let him fall.

I am kind and my humanity is quite high. I'm proud of myself.

Geck.

I heard the door of my room knock. Zen returned quickly, but he usually opened the door himself.

Tok.

"Attent." My heart from within. I tried to push my own wheelchair but it was too heavy. I surrendered.

"Come in. The door's not locked." My heart again welcomes my guests whoever it is.

Krieet.

I looked at the door, and why did I have to beat?

"Hi." Sweepings.

"Iria?" I didn't expect Iria to come to my apartment.

"I just want to thank you and ask at once." Said.

"What mean?"

"Why are you so stupid? If you let me fall back then, then it will benefit you. And your heart won't diminish this much!" Tukas Iria was upset.

"Hmmm, that's not a question but a statement. What's wrong with helping you? Everyone in my position will help you, right? Whoever it is." My solute.

"Have you checked your heart?" Iria asked again while pointing up.

I shook my head, "That's too horrible." I answered.

"All right, I'll tell you. The rest of your heart is only four while your challenges are not complete yet and your level is still the starting level. Think of it!" Tukas Iria's.

I think he's at a crossroads between supporting me or defeating me.

"I know. I'm sure I can get through all those challenges. I'm not a weak woman." Answer me while hoping.

"Hopefully. And recover quickly!" He said then Iria gawked away by slamming the door.

After Iria left, I ventured to see a heart hovering above my head,

The deg!

Sure enough, only four hearts remained. How'this?

***

A week after the incident, my leg bandage was removed and I walked in crutches. Zen was always there for me.

If this were my real world I would be happy with it. Too bad this is a strange dimensional world.

"Yes, aaaa." Zen said bribing me a mouthful of rolled rice during our lunch on the roof.

"I can do it myself." My solute.

"Take my word." His order. To endure the shame I had to open my mouth,

The cup!

Zen kissed me, after which he put rice rolls into my mouth.

"Hehehe, sorry." Said.

I honestly like Zen more than Ryu. Zen really devoted his time to me and I appreciate that. If in the real world Zen is me who is busy looking for attention to Ryu.

I looked at the busy Zen blabbering in front of me and suddenly our eyes met.

"What's wrong with you, Kei?" Ask Zen.

"I don't know what I would be without you, Zen." Honestly answered.

Zen laughed, "I was created indeed to accompany you, Kei. Until whenever." Said smiling.

"Who created you?" L'm fishing.

The blush!

My face is hot, and red.

So romantic, my God, can I take Zen home when I win this game?

"Are you always sweet like this, Zen?" My toot.

Zen smiled, "Only to you." Legally.

Oh my God, I'm weak in the look in his eyes.

"Don't look at me like that!" Tukasku.

But Zen did not touch me, "Why not? Is there a ban?" Asked Zen who still had not let go of his eyes.

"Mom.not prohibition. I'll like you later and it can't!" My answer.

Zen laughed, "Why can't it? Who forbid you to fall in love with me?" Tanua Zen again.

I didn't answer because I didn't know how to answer. Instead of answering it, my tears fell rolling down my cheeks.

Zen hugged me, "Key, what's wrong with you?" Ask.

I shook my head. It's very difficult. I only have four hearts, but I can't get close to Ryu at all and at the moment I'm in love with Zen. I'm upset with myself.

That afternoon after the office, I walked by Iria's side. Jane and Bern looked at me in confusion. They were giving each other codes.

Iria slowed down her path, "What's up?" Ask Iria.

"This game is unfair!" Tukasku.

Iria laughed, "Where is the injustice?" Ask Iria.

"Can't I repeat at this level?" My toot.

Iria stop. Nah! Iria did not stop, but Iria stopped time.

"You want to reset this level? Have you ever played a game?" Ask Iria.

I'm nodding.

"Then, what happens when you reset your game?" Ask Iria again.

I just realized, "I'm gonna lose my life." I said limply, "I mean can't I repeat all these games from the beginning?"

Iria laughed, "I guess if you've been playing games a lot, what happens if you want to repeat all your games from the beginning?" Iria asked as if talking to a child.

I regained my senses, so it was impossible to repeat this game.

"Try on Kei." Sahut Iria's.

"Why should you be close to Ryu?" Just pissed.

"Because that's the arrangement, right?" Iria replied, "do you feel unfair in that part?" Ask.

"Of course." My voice was short, "and again he was crazy about you. When I last saw her, you were, ahem. I'm sure you know what I mean." Tukasku.

"I can't get close to him at all!" Added again.

"Oh, so you're jealous?" Iria asked teasingly.

"It's not like that! I have no gap to get close to him because in Ryu's head there are only you, you, and you!" I said annoyed.

This conversation really brought my emotions to a head. And it looks like it's going to end up in vain.

"Hahaha, I wasn't always next to him. Look for that gap, Kei. I'm not gonna help you because you're the only one who can finish this game." Iria said, "already, they've been waiting for me too long." He glanced at Jane and Bern.

"Wait first. What happens if I decide to be with Zen?" I ask just to be sure.

Iria smiled teasingly at me, "So, are you interested in him? Wow, finally all the resistance that your heart has put down?" Ask.

I'm nodding.

Iria clapped her hands, "Then, welcome to my world, Kei." Answer Iria.

"But... But I love her! I want to take her home!" Tukasku.

Iria moved her finger, "Choose one. That's what I said from the beginning. Zen was created just for you, and you have to fight for Ryu's love after that you can get out of this world." Said.

"I.i.m..." I can't answer it. Because what I love right now Zen is not Ryu.

"Think Keira. And hurry so that your heart does not run out soon because it is consumed with time." Answer Iria.

Iria re-activated the time and I looked towards my heart, remaining three and a half. How'this?

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