
Deg
Deg
Game over? I have to repeat the game at this level or what?
My heart kept beating fast and as usual Iria was already in front of me with the background on the roof of the office.
"This stupid one! Why are you playing game over? Do you know your heart is going to diminish?" Tukas Iria's.
"So? Do I have to repeat?" My toot.
Iria thought, "No need because you won the challenge at this level. It's just that your heart will go back to being blue as well as Ryu's heart." Answer Iria.
"Why don't you make Ryu love me?" I am protesting against this unfair situation.
Iria smiled, "When Ryu's heart is already green he will come to you and make you fall in love with him." Answer Iria.
I sighed, "What if I meant, that's it. Forget." My solute.
Iria smiled happily, "I know what you're thinking. Do you know that in this unreal world there will be love? All are in the Kei program. Zen suppose, he's been programmed to make you happy. Why can't you see that?" Said Iria.
The deg!
Iria's statement made me realize. I digest Iria's words.
In this game world only I am the only real human being there, now in the little Ryu added. The rest of them were just systems of a program created by Ryu.
How can I love something as unreal as Zen?
Right now I can't even tell which ones are real and which aren't real. My feelings for Zen are real, but not necessarily the real Zen feelings for me whereas he himself is just a program not human.
How stupid of me!
I ran over to little Ryu, "Ryu! Ryu!"
Ryu who was busy eating my sweet potato ball did not ignore me.
"Ryu! Ryu! Ryu! Ryu! Ryu!" My husband called his name many times.
"Whisper!" Tukas Ryu ketus, "why call me up repeatedly like that?" Ask Ryu.
I won't cry, "Ryu do you know that everything in this game world isn't real?" My toot.
Ryu nodded, "I know. Are you doing something stupid?" Ryu asked this time he left his sweet yam ball.
I sat down and regretted my stupidity, "Ryu, I'm sorry that I was so mean to you." My leg is trying hard.
Little Ryu jumped into my hand then climbed up my arm and looked at me, "You held back your tears, Kei. Tell me what's up?" Ask Ryu.
I shook my head, "Nothing. Zen and I won the basketball game. Ryu and Iria are there too." My answer.
Little Ryu hit my nose, "Liar! Tell me what's going on?" His insistence.
My tears are dripping, my,
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"Hiks, Ryu. I'm stupid." My voice sobbed, "maybe I fall in love with Zen. Neither he nor his feelings for me are real. I'm stupid!" My tears.
Ryu looked at me sympathetically, "If you're a fool I've known for a long time. But for your feelings I didn't expect you to have such deep feelings for Zen." Said Ryu.
"I don't know Ryu either, and I just realized that Zen doesn't really hurt Ryu." My answer is, my crying is getting louder.
Ryu calmed me down, if Ryu were big maybe he would hug me but since Ryu is now shrinking he can only lean his head against my cheek.
"I'm sorry Ryu." My friend apologized to him again.
"There's no need to apologize to Kei because I created it because I thought it would be perfect if they were in pairs. I didn't think I'd get in here either." Answer Ryu.
Hearing Ryu's words, my crying became even more intense and as a result my eyes became swollen the next day.
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I don't know what to do, it's not real but it's too beautiful to say unreal. I received a grass flower tied with a white ribbon, "Thank you. It's so beautiful Zen." My friend says thanks.
"It looks like you're sad, Kei. What was? Is that little thing bothering you again?" Ask Zen.
"You're the one who's bothering!" Little Tukas Ryu from above my shoulders.
Thankfully Zen did not hear Ryu's words.
"Ryusan doesn't bother me about Zen." My answer. Before long we were on our way and as usual I began to be trained in collecting coins scattered in the streets.
"Hey, good morning!"
I turned towards the source of the voice, "Good morning Ryu." My reply.
The color of Ryu's heart in the middle between blue and green, as well as the color of my heart.
I bowed listlessly. Zen watched me and took my hand, "Today we go to the playground." Sahut Zen's.
I nodded in agreement, "May." My solute.
Little Ryu warned me, "Kei! Kei! What are you doing! Hey Kei! Back!" His order.
I'm not hinting at it I just want to make sure my feelings are I really into this unreal Zen? Or just pretend to be happy?
Arriving at the playground, Zen bought me a very high ice cream cone.
"Eat it, it might make you smile a little." Said.
I take it, "Thank you." My solute.
"Huh, imaging!" Little Tukas Ryu.
Zen took my hand and I walked over while enjoying the ice cream he gave me. Little Ryu tugged at my hair, "Kei!" Legally.
"Let's! Kei! Kei!" Call him repeatedly.
I turned towards Ryu in annoyance, "What the hell?" Reply annoyed.
"Es your cream looks good, I'd like to ask." He said, and there was a puff of smoke above his head.
"It's ice cream imaging!" My heart and ignore it.
All that day, Zen comforted me and made me laugh. If all this were real I wouldn't be as claustrophobic and as sad as this right?
My tears started to trickle back, though,
The test!
The test!
"Why are you?" Ask Zen.
I cupped both hands in my face, "I'm just confused Zen." My solute.
Zen took my hand and grasped it, "Hey, you can tell me Kei. You're confused why?" Asked Zen again then he pulled me in his arms.
Warm. Zen's embrace is always warm and makes me comfortable. I don't care about little Ryu who keeps calling me like a broken record.
"Zen, if you were real I wouldn't be sad like this. Relieve you in my world I will greatly enjoy these times of Zen. I think I really fell in love with you. How is this Zen?" Tanyaku.
Zen looked at me, "You don't think I'm real?" Ask Zen.
I shrugged my shoulders, "Don't I? We are different from Zen. You're not real." My heart is getting sad.
"I'm gonna make this real, Kei." Zen replied then he gave the sweetest kiss on my lips.
"How is it?" My toot.
Zen whispered, "Take me into your world. I know how to get out of here."
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