My Payman
Trying Hardcore For You (Pov Alexa)

Just being patient, that's all I can do right now, I didn't expect that I would be paralyzed. Doctor's diagnosis brought me down, but still it wasn't as painful as when I heard bad news about Agung being slandered as the father of that cheap daughter. At that time my world will collapse, because I just opened my heart for the first time to humans. Imagine for a human being, the Great is the first human being that I give my heart. How could I not be instantly as if dead by the news? Fortunately, my belief in Agung is true, Agung is not a savage man, who likes to play women. So I remained patient and struggled to live even though my breath seemed to drift.

In times of crisis I was unconscious, but I could hear all the words of those who came to this room. I could hear the screams of the Great's heart that felt guilty for causing me pain, and I could see how sincere the Great's love for me was, even the Great's loyalty was tested when I was sick. I heard very well Tika's words teasing my husband and I heard with a sense of haru when Agung kicked Tika out of this room. God made me fall in love in an instant and made me sick to witness the power of love. So, I never regretted what happened. Maybe this is the way Allah told me, about being sincere it really exists.

"Remember." I called Agung and asked him to sit by my bed. "Yes mbak" said Agung full of gentleness. "Have you eaten?" my many. Agung then shook his head slowly. "I'm hungry, we eat yuk" take me. Because I'm sure Agung hasn't eaten at all. "Yes, what do you want to eat? let me order or can I get him out for a second? not for long" said Agung. "Order aja Gung, because I don't want to be left alone here" I said again.

Agung's face immediately reddened, then Agung ordered food according to my taste. Not long after that the doctor came. "This is a prescription that you have to redeem" said the Doctor at Agung while giving a piece of paper.

"Mrs Alexa must be controlled twice a week for a while, later the next development that will determine the treatment process" said the doctor again at Agung. The doctor's name is Doctor Gunawan, I found out because I saw a name tag on his suit. I think I've been treated by Doctor Faris, our family doctor, apparently not.

"Sir, I go get the medicine first huh, why don't I stay a while?" tanya Agung is full of gentleness. "No, I'm fine" I replied briefly. I don't even know how to retaliate for every sweet treat. Other than the age that was younger than me, there was not a single visible lack of him. For a boy of his age, Agung was so perfect as a couple.

Great came out leaving me alone, he was seen leaving in a hurry, probably because he wanted to be able to come back soon. Then I began to be quiet, now. I began to look at my legs that were currently paralyzed, trying to move them back slowly, hoping for a miracle. But still can't. There's a sense of tightness in this chest.

"O Lord, have I committed many sins? have I been acting very badly? until I experience something like this? or did I forget to be grateful all this time? let me be very weak, Lord, help me to remain strong and not to weep before the Great. I have no power to be weak in front of him."

For now to me Great is my hope to live, as long as I know him, so many changes I have experienced, not least he gave color to my life, noah... I just don't know how to express my gratitude because of his presence in my life. Although his status is only my paid man, but his presence has become the purpose of my life.

Not long after the Great Food came. "Delivery.." a voice from outside broke my daydream of Agung. "Delivery, . , on behalf of the Great" said the deliveryboy on my doorstep.

"It's gone, the food has been paid using gopay mbak" replied deliveryboy. " Oh yeah, well thank you" I said embarrassedly. Because I think Agung hasn't paid for his order. Oh Agung wear Gopay too anyway. It turns out that Agung likes food delivery too, because I think he's just a spoiled kid who keeps his mami in check.

Not long after that, the Great returned.

"Well, the food has come, I happen to be very hungry and can not bear the bribe of my beloved wife" said Agung with great promise. "Oh my God, is this the husband I consider unfit for me? she was so sweet and kind, she was also so hardworking, what else was she?" my inner. Suddenly, tears flowed down my cheeks.

Grand approaching. "Mbak why? mbak's sick? or did I make a mistake?" tanya Agung is worried. "No Gung, I'm just happy" I replied as I looked at her innocent face full of worry.

Agung then hugged me, tightly, tightly, it felt like I was in his whole body. "Stop sad, stop shedding your tears! really, I can't see tears wetting your cheeks" Agung spoke while trembling. His embrace was getting tighter and warmer.

What is this taste? I feel alive again, I feel so meaningful to someone. This man made me unable to give up this life. The more I get here, the more I want to be happy with him. "Remain.., my heart is my breath now" my mind.

Agung then let go of his embrace and kissed my forehead.

"Now we eat y! let me take a bribe!" Agung then took his food and began to feed me. I really enjoyed it, I tried to stay strong by not crying because of this amazing love. I repeatedly sighed deeply because gratitude could have it.

"O Allah, may I ask? do not separate me from him, I promise I will try my hardest to stay strong in the face of your trials. But, please keep him for me and don't change my destiny. Because of me, only to be strong for the sake of him who has always been loyal to me." My inner.