
Being a new mom is a very different role, which changes everything. From the start of the hours of sleep and meal times changed, even my mood was completely unstable.
Luckily I had a very understanding family and children, in a time when I was tired and wanted to rest they willingly replaced me to take care of Baby El. Arjun can take care of his sister, when I'm busy working or I'm tired.
Baby El really likes to drink ASI, not infrequently I get overwhelmed. Every time I have free time, I also pump breast milk and store it in a special freezer that I prepare if at any time I have to go without carrying Baby El.
Since my gestational age I did not go to the Company, it does not mean I let go of hands. I kept everything under control from home and had an online meeting, the rest I handed over to Selva and Dian to take care of.
The person I suspected of Arjun's family had never come back, but worry remained in my heart. If at any time Arjun is taken away by his biological family.
"Let's have breakfast first, don't forget the milk spent. Already let his sister, another henchman in the stroller." I said, while Arjun was fun to ask Baby El to joke.
"Hehe. . . After Brother jolly same cheek sister Ma! Really cool, want to have a cubitin brother! Hehe. . ." Said Arjun while giggling.
"Let's eat first Brother! He will be late for school." My speech.
"Good dear Mama." Her words were so sweet and I shook my head.
Every day I always take the time to cook breakfast and dinner for my children, as much as possible I share my time and love for my two children.
"Ma Abang left first yes, Assalamualaikum." Arjun said, then kissed my hands and cheeks. Not to forget he also said goodbye to his little sister who looked very happy if with her brother.
After Arjun left school, I sun Baby El in the small garden of my house. After cleaning Baby El and drinking breast milk, Baby El fell asleep. Then I can do my work that is always delayed, I also bring my work to the room.
To be more comfortable and also able to keep Baby El who every 2 hours must be awakened if he falls asleep, because he has to drink breast MILK. It's exhausting for sure, but I'm really enjoying every moment that I've been waiting for.
Haus. . . Haus. . . Haus. . .
Kolkata. . .
"Again you home?" Ask me when I open my door.
"Already Ma, Brother had also cleaned up before coming here." Then he kissed my hand.
"Mama's son's friend, hasn't you had lunch yet?" I asked, embracing her towards the sofa beside the baby bed.
"Already Ma! Her sleeping sister hasn't Ma in a long time?" Ask Arjun slowly.
"Just slept, so Mama kind of opened the door." Say it while smiling.
"Yes. . ." Arjun's sighs sad.
"Let's go if sister wakes up, Mama tells Brother. How was my brother at school? No PR yet?" Ask me.
"Yes Ma, there's nothing to let my sister sleep. There's Ma, PR math. But Brother had been working on the break earlier Ma, at school the same as usual Ma. It's just. . ." Said Arjun hesitatingly, which made me frown in confusion.
"Getty Ma." Her speech.
"Let's go tell Mama, what's in school? Or need Mama to go to school?" Ask me.
"Long Ma! No need to." Arjun replied quickly, making me even more suspicious of something happening.
"Come, you're being honest with Mama. What the hell is it? Is there something bad about brother?" Ask me and he shakes his head.
"Are you not comfortable in school? Want to change schools?" Ask me again and he shakes his head.
"What's up then, Bang? Why don't you want to tell Mama?" Ask me and make him shut up.
"Didn't you love Mama anymore? Until you don't want to tell a story, what's the problem at school?" I said sad.
"Dear dear to Mama." Say it fast.
"Tp-pi. . ." Arjun hesitated.
"But what Bang? Be honest with Mama! Nothing to cover up, what's going on at school? Mama won't be angry!" I tried to convince Arjun and he looked at me inside.
"Actually it's been a few days, Brother felt that someone was paying attention to Brother at school. But every time you try to find him, his people are hiding Ma. Brother is afraid, so Brother is silent in the Teacher Room if Mr. Maman has not yet picked up Brother." Arjun explained.
Deg.
"Sorry you're not being honest with Mama, you're afraid you're worried." Arjun felt guilty and awakened me from the shock I felt.
"But that guy doesn't mind you, right? Do you know how rich people are? Or have you ever seen his face?" Ask me to panic.
"Mama calm down! This is what you're afraid of when you tell Mama, Mama must be worried." Arjun said regretfully, hurrying I raised his face with both hands I held his cheeks and my eyes glazed over.
"Devents." Call me and Arjun looks into my eyes.
"Listen to Mama, from now on don't cover anything from Mama. Whatever it is you have to be honest! Moreover, this matter, what if the person is a bad person? Mama doesn't want you to why! Naturally Mama is worried, because Mama's brother is a child! Remember yes!
. . . Do not cover anything from Mama again, Mama is afraid of losing Brother, Mama loves Brother." I said and hugged her tightly.
"Yes Ma! Sorry Brother is! I promise, if there's anything, I'll tell Mama. Sorry, Brother is Ma." Arjun felt guilty.
"It's okay, son! Just do not repeat yes, and from tomorrow Mama will take Brother to school. All Mama wants to ask the school, so that security at the school is tightened. Brother don't worry, Mama will take care of Brother as strong and as strong as Mama can." My speech.
Oek. . . Oek. . . Oek. . .
"Bad Brother's beloved brother woke up, he knew! Brother's sad again, let's take sister to play." Said the man who was holding Baby El.