
"Until any time, you'll still be Mama's son. It's not Mama who said, that Brother is Mama's son. So Mama doesn't have to worry, Brother will always be Mama's son. Unless Mama throws you away, you'll go far." He said and I shook my head.
"Nga! That's not gonna happen! Brother and Baby El Mama's son! No 1 person can separate us! Don't you ever stay in your mom, right? My mom loves you, brother!" Say me sad.
"Long Ma! You will never stay Mama! My mom is calm!" Arjun tried to calm me down.
"Ta-pi gi-gim What if your biological family is looking for you and taking you away from Mama? Hicks. . . Hicks. . . I'm not willing to lose you, Mama loves you, son!" Say it while crying.
Deg.
Instantly Arjun fell silent, it made me sad. I knew Arjun would want to go back to his biological family, but I couldn't lose my son either.
"Honestly, I really want to see them Ma! And my brother was disappointed with them! You want to know, why did you break up with them? And where are they going? Did they never intend to look for Brother all this time?" Said Arjun in tears.
"From childhood you don't know who your parents are! You know, you have to work hard if you want to eat. Sometimes you cram, beg, sell newspapers to eat. Even Brother has been kidnapped several times, then sold. Thank goodness you could always escape and survive.
. . .Brother can go to school because someone helped Brother, but the person is dead. So Brother tried hard so that Brother can continue to school and Brother was grateful when Brother was desperate to find money, Mama came to help Brother. And when Abang was hit, no one was willing to help.
. . . But Mama came to help Brother, Mama was the angel of help Brother. Until whenever Abang will never leave Mama, Brother love Mama. Thank you for coming to your life, thank you for loving you, thank you for giving you so much.
. . . Sorry you haven't been able to bales all of Mama's kindness, but I promise you I'll look after and protect Mama and the baby sister! He said firmly and I hugged him immediately.
"Abang does not need to reply to anything, enough Brother to be a child Mama! That's enough for Mama." Say me, then wipe away the tears on Arjun's cheek and smile sweetly.
"Now we go inside again! Fear Baby El cry." I said with a smile and we entered the house hand in hand.
Ever since that incident, I've always been worried. But every day I always try to strengthen myself, that Arjun is not my biological child. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or whenever his biological family will definitely come to pick him up.
And I have to take it off!
But before that happens I want to always give my best to her, just like my dear to Baby El.
My days are now more colorful since the birth of Baby El, making the House more crowded with his cries and there is a brother who is always standby to keep it when it comes to school and tutoring.
Something I never expected, Arjun wants to help me finish the office work that has been mounted in the workspace. At first I asked him to look after Baby El, because of my many office jobs and when baby El fell asleep in her bed in my study.
She was very interested in my work and asked me to teach her, I happily taught her. Since then, if he has free time. Must have always helped me with my office work, even if there wasn't much he helped.
But I'm very happy, he wants to learn early on. Because later this company will also belong to my two children, and I want them to be able to work together in advancing this Company in the future.
"Here you go, let's break. Let Mama continue, it's night." My words persuaded Arjun who was reading a financial management book, because the time had shown at 9 pm when Arjun was sleeping.
"So Ma, just a little bit more." He said without taking my eyes off the book and I shook my head confused by it.
"Abat c'mon, son! Already once! Time to rest! You read it again tomorrow." Speak to me and finally he will obey my words.
"Good Ma! But tomorrow can you read Mama's books again?" Petanya.
"Can!" I said and he was very happy.
"All the books here you can read, but do you understand the same books you read?" I asked in wonder, because the books he read were not children's books.
"Ngerti ko Ma, if Mama wants to ask her to answer, you can also Ma. But it's just a book you've read, yes, hehe. . ." His words are cengegesan.
"Yes later! Mama will ask you sometime about the contents of the book you read, just now you sleep first Yes son! It's already night." My speech.
"Okay Ma, good night. Don't get too tired Ma, you go in the room first." His words then kissed my cheek and immediately went into the room.
Oek. . . Oek. . . Oek. . .
"Addicted. . . Mama's handsome son wakes up, thirsty, baby? Let's have milk in the room." I said, then carried Baby El to my room.
After a while of breastfeeding, Baby El who will usually sleep again. Now his eyes looked fresh, there was no sign of going back to sleep. It was a long night for both of us.
"The handsome boy has been drinking milk, the diapers have been changed. Why haven't you slept, baby? How does the night look fresh gini anyway? It's already night, son! You want to stay up, don't you, son?" I asked, Baby El also smiled occasionally at my babbling.
Although the eyes are sleepy, Baby El still does not show signs of wanting to sleep again. And this moment is a moment like no other for me, being able to stay with my baby. Tired indeed, but I am grateful to be able to feel a whole woman.