LOVE IS WHAT
ASSURED

TiT...TUT...TIT...TUT... (Listen to the sound of my cell phone notification)

(Ry, I'm not leaving with you. Si Dindin started to sulk he said I always leave the same lo he said)

(Yes have gone away just sono same big bloke lo ambek)

(Sorry yes Ry)

(Yes)

I immediately threw the phone on the bed, and continued to get ready to leave. After everything was neat I set off in the hot sun.

"Ry" came Andre's voice in the cab. I actually feel awkward because of the incident Andre saw I was shaking with Rizky. I don't know why I'm always the same person who tries to fight to be close to me. My mistake now, I still can't make anyone accept my heart. Although after yesterday's incident I immediately established myself to try to forget Rizky but still if to nerima other guys as soon as this time I'm not ready. The reason I suddenly determined to forget yes is because first I realized that I am not half even a quarter of the girls out there who are prettier and more deserving of Rizky, the second I can't be myself when I'm near Rizky. Because, I always try to be the perfect woman in front of Rizky even if it's not me, but it turns out that being yourself is better than us having to try to use the perfect mask to look perfect in the eyes of the person. And that's what makes me uncomfortable, maybe it's true I idolize Rizky enough it's better, don't expect more to be part of his life. Because I swear it can make me crazy if I don't get it.

"Ryanti, let's ride, won't you? Why even bengong?" Andre called me back who never answered when he called.

"Eh, yes," after I woke up from the daydream I immediately took the angkotnya.

"Don't get picked up by your guy again?" said Andre who tried to ask slowly.

"Turkey? I don't have a guy" said I who actually knew the core of Andre's question.

"What was the same chirping yesterday? Your guy, right? Handsome, it fits you the same way" said Andre in a slightly shrill voice.

"Oh that was yesterday? That's my schoolmate," I said a little.

"That's a guy who makes you can't accept me yet? Yes it really means the word Dindin should I give up, because I have nothing from the guy," said Andre.

"Don't that dong Ndre, how about it? It's hard to feel" I said.

"Yes, I get it. It's okay, if suppose the guy is sick. You can come to me" said Andre.

I smiled without being able to reply.

During the streets I and Andre did not talk to each other as usual, but the angkotnya today is very quiet, not as whole as yesterday. And whether the atmosphere becomes awkward, I just feel guilty because without me realizing it makes Andre hurt.

After arriving in front of the alley, Andre stopped the angkot.

"Tuh boy candidate you've been waiting in front of the alley," said Andre.

I looked out through the window, it turned out that there was already standing Rizky and 2 kunyuk. Why they stand there instead of directly entering, the days are still relaxed.

I immediately paid and I saw Andre deliberately turning his face, a sign he did not want to see me. Nothing better like this, than I had to be forced to accept him. It actually makes both of them sick, I am sick because I have to accept feelings that I have never felt, and Andre who is sick because of betrayal.

After paying, I walked straight to school.

"Baggy girl, not fooling at all Blay," Rizky quipped.

I also directly looked.

"Don't mind me. Then do anyway lo on the table beside the road, instead of directly entering. Sit there in a sacred hall rather than standing on the side of the rich road. Want to be a peremo in the hollow lo on," I said.

"Buset once again defected to nyakin," Ryan said.

"Bodo is very, very noisy," I also immediately continued the road to school.

"Ryanti," came Rere's voice.

"No, your mom called noh. Wait for pity is decrepit," said Rizky meledek.

"Well, I'm aduin lo sayin' that," I said.

"Eh, don't-don't. Later he did not hack it," said Rizky slightly begging.

"Rublin, Re. He said Polar Bear flea nursing mothers," said I who immediately complained to Rere after he got in front of me.

"So, how dare you yes," Rere immediately glanced at Rizky.

"Joking Re," said Rizky, who seemed to be terrified of his secret, Rere.

"Oh yeah, my macems get my mouth out of my mouth" Rere said with a wicked smile.

"No, no" Rizky replied.

Rere immediately pulled my hand inviting me to go to school.

"Emang lo hold a secret What the hell is Re? Until the Bear is very afraid of the same power lo," said I who from yesterday curious.

I just keep silent about the secret curiosity Rere holds until Rizky is very afraid of him.

"Yes, if I don't want to tell you" I replied.

"Eh, how were you yesterday? What are the Bears talking about on the road?" said Rere who was starting to get curious.

"Talk nothing to me" I replied briefly.

"Huh, seriously you don't talk about anything with Bears? Didn't he know what it was to Lo? And you don't start first so you can talk to him? It's a rare Ry moment" said Rere, who was a bit anxious.

"Moment rare is a rare moment but if there is no chat want to be flanked? You will know me if the same people who have not really gotten used to being close to me are very difficult to talk first. He just diem not invite me to talk when I have to maxain for it first, can not be me," I said.

"Damn... I'm just the same, both of you," said Rere.

"We'll stop here instead of Re. You don't have to help me do anything else for my deketin with Rizky. Because of yesterday's events I realize I really don't fit him, how rich is Re? I'm rich not so myself if near her, I'm forced to be the perfect girl so I can balance her. I can't keep doing that" I said.

"Yes, it's not good if we're not ourselves. But you sure? Though you both like each other actually," said Rere.

"You really like each other but if there is no action and must force to be perfect for what Re? I'm not going to have a rich relationship" I said.

"Certainly sure?" said Rere.

"Yes, you stop doing something for me deket same him again. Please stop here, I don't want to continue" I said.

"Again," Rere answered only briefly.

I and Rere stopped the conversation when we joined the others.

"Eh, there are good cinema movies to know. Watch Saturday or not Sunday" Via said, showing the film.

"Saturday Sunday is expensive, a normal day" Rere said.

"What time is Re? Home school? Where can I play malem-malem," said Fifi who directly menoyor Rere.

"Why do we have to go home from school if we can still watch?" said Rere.

"We mean madol?" said Andi.

"It's not right to teach a child" said Yani.

"Eh, lie if you don't know if the schedule remed rich gini again many who madol after they know if they are not remed," said Rere.

"Yes I know, they immediately ran away from school after knowing they did not get remed. Emang anyway if I say we also do at school if we just already know we do not have to be underestimated, mdingan play just that it mumpung free," said Yani.

"What's wrong with that?" said Andi.

"Yes, anyway if abis knows they are not remed must be directly out of school," said Via.

"The message is that every time we go home the power is just how many doang seeds are in the school. How do you keep getting out?" said Yani.

"Yes, we are the crafts that wait at school when we never get remed. Come out Yan from the gate. Yes, when they fly," said Rere.

"Can you? Is the gate not guarded?" fifi.

"Eh, who is Suneh the gate in the same guard? Our school has a security rich other schools that each gate there is security," said I who long join the gemes.

"Yes in the same care of teachers," said Fifi.

"The teacher here has no other work than waiting for the gate? Instead of waiting for the gate to lighten them to calculate the value of the students," said Ria who was also nervous.

"Oh that way," Fifi also put on a pretentious face thinking.

"Yes tomorrow we bring free clothes, later if we have checked we do not get remed at all we immediately cuss," said Rere.

"Where do we change clothes? You can change your clothes in the mall" said Via.

"Yes too? Yes it's double, so on the side of the road we just open-ended," said Rere.

"Didih, ogah I play undressing on the side of the road," I said.

"Yes not in the rame place also Ry, we meet where it is. The substitution between the same ones who didn't want anyone to pass by" Rere said.

"Oh that, okay," said Fifi.

"Okay," we also simultaneously scream to skip school tomorrow to watch a movie theater that is cheap, because the bag of lessons is still thin if you have to watch a movie at a high price.