LOVE IS WHAT
Today It's Happy to see him

The days have passed very happily, although in this heart still feel there is something strange because still I survive to demystify my own feelings. And all this time I could only see the guy from afar, see how he was doing, see if he was okay, see if he was happy. I swear that was enough for me. I always help to see him in class when I go to the toilet, I help to see him when I meet him at the canteen. Even though a little disappointed anyway because during this class, I'm the same he became awkward for just a negur, aja, at most we are just smiling at each other if we accidentally look at each other and do not talk rich first. Drought anyway I actually often chat with Ryan, because Ryan often mocked and there is a stale even though pub just ask is not important anyway? But it's okay that it's important I can help looking at him because I know that Ryan certainly can't be far from Rizky and vice versa.

"Ry, how bengong aja lo from earlier? What the hell else do you think?" said Via who probably noticed me earlier.

"Hah, there's nothing Vi," said I who was aware of the daydream.

"Kangen time with his favorite bear," Dinda also mocked me. I was shocked by Dinda's talk just glanced at Dinda.

"Ki, this is the story of empty Indonesian lessons no teacher?" said Via who immediately asked Rizky Jablay the most diligent student to call the teacher to the teacher room if the teacher did not come.

"Sir, Susi's sick license didn't come in" Rizky said.

"There's still nothing to do, right?" Ibey.

"Nothing. Free us today," said Rizky.

"Aseeekkk," one class seemed to be screaming with excitement except for Dinda who was still seriously open-book when the teacher was clearly not there.

"Ry, sit in front of the class, yuk" Via also pulled my hand towards the front of the class. We often sit in front of the class if the teacher is not there or not in.

I and Via finally sat in front of the class, for how many minutes there was no chat at all, and until all my friends came out. They sit in front of the class.

"What the hell are you both doing? Want to confide in Colongan lo ya? Curious not to jump on us, cheat, deh," said Rere who immediately nyerocos.

"His intention is to make this person come out to grimy his heart he, just a time anyone would vent but from earlier I sat down even he has not vent anything," said Via who immediately glanced towards me.

"Who? I mean?" I said that all eyes were on me.

"Who else does it matter? Of all of us whose hearts seem to be depressed is just that of Ry doang" Via said.

"Again kangen lo yes the same Polar Bear beloved lo it?" Rere could immediately guess.

"Son, who else misses him? Instead I'm happy because now no one bothers me anymore," I said trying to lie.

"Happy is it feeling lost?" Ria also mocked me.

"What the hell?" I said I was looking the other way.

"Ry, if you want to tell a story please do not be afraid I will be angry. Really really said Rere lo has the right to like any guy, but yes you also have to be able to understand the consequences if you like the same guy that many people also like. But at least your heart can be relieved because it does not feel your own feelings," said Via.

"Yes, it's not good to know that Ry is feeling alone" said Fifi.

"Do you know, have you ever done it yourself?" said Yani.

"What other hell?" fifi.

"Yes it's a blemish to your own feelings" said Yani.

"Never," Fifi replied innocently.

"Continue saying you know you're not good at demoing your own feelings? Emang suneh nih people," said Andi who sewot.

"Sunny what's Ndi?" Yani also with a confused face.

"Oh, Haha. Now call Fifi Suneh aja yuk," said Yani.

"Emang we from the 10th grade call Fifi already Suneh, you're the one who missed," said Ria.

"Emang yes? Means I dong who missed," said Yani who immediately cry.

I just smile when I see them arguing about unimportant things. Again they were chatting suddenly there was a bunch of guys from the bottom up and passed us who were sitting in front of the class. It turns out that a bunch of boys 11 IPS who are indeed on a hobby of hanging out in an empty classroom next to my class. Next to my class there is an empty class, the class is at the corner. The class is usually used only for exkul activities if again pasednag get together, yes if there is no activity like this the class is empty. And if again empty like that, usually used by boys for them to hang out while hanging out. And all this time I also know that Rizky was often hanging out in that class when the class hours in the classroom were empty.

I immediately noticed one by one the guys passing in front of me, hoping the guy I wanted to see really passed. And until the last guy passed by I didn't see any Rizky passing by. A little disappointed, because this is all I can see him secretly.

"Why Ry? Disappointed, bear you're not passing?" said Rere who mocked me after seeing me instantly bowed.

"Not ordinary," said I who wonder why the hell people on can read my mind.

"Ry, you can't at least lie about your feelings. Especially if again disappointed looks very much Ry," said Ria.

"Yes it looks so good. Still want to say you don't want to tell me anything?" said Via who immediately glanced towards me.

Just now I want to talk suddenly there are 2 guys who have just climbed, and I immediately fell silent. Surely who else could make my mouth immediately closed if not the guy nyebelin it. He was joking with Ryan, before passing me and my friends Rizky also glanced at me and I was immediately shocked because my eyes were on him.

"Mission hitchhiking through ya Can," said the guy nyebelin.

I just smiled a little too.

"May I can't, if I can't go back?" said the guy was intentionally teased.

"Yes back there again, who told me to go through here," I answered tightly.

"Buset is just as bad as me. I think the different classes are a bit tame" said the guy.

"In fact, he misses the moment again galakin lo gini Ki, eating him he is not tame-benign lo," said Rere who immediately mocked.

"What the hell? You two pass by, disturb the view I've both stood long before me," I said.

"My toilet is also still being digalakin same as the Tiger," Ryan was surprised.

"Lo was just a Ryan diversion, actually our Tigers are just crazy misses the Polar Bear doang. Not very sensitive really lo," said Rere who is still literate.

"What the hell," I put on a bete face.

"Oh that, yes it's okay me digalakin too," Ryan also mocked and immediately ran towards the empty class.

"Gue can't pass Can?" said the guy again.

"Udah deh through sono, over time deh lo," said I who immediately looked away.

"The blade is not finished - Tigers," said the man who immediately came running after Ryan.

I immediately looked intently at the man leaving, instantly happy and peaceful today I saw the man.

"Today has you been able to fight with the beloved Bear?" rere immediately surprised me. I really feel astonished, how can people directly guess the contents of my heart? Does it really look so if I again have a taste, either a feeling of like or a sense of disappointment.