Last Letter to Mom
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Farhan who was originally going to the immigration office also abandoned his intentions. After meeting with the Nisa family, Farhan instead sat in the living room while watching TV. Some chanels kept changing without knowing what Farhan was looking for on the screen of the box.

"Bi.. What happened to Bang Farhan? He said he wanted to go, but instead of watching tv." Said Sani who from earlier stole a glance towards the middle room.

"Obunt obviously doesn't know. I think the stress after the arrival of Nisa's neng family guests." Answer bi Inah as long as guess.

"What happened to Nisa bi's family? How much stress is Farhan? Are they still newlyweds?" Sani who is still innocent, does not know about the problems that Farhan is experiencing at this time.

"Do not know ah neng. Auntie had not clearly listened to their conversation. When aunty offers drinking water, the word divorce is that. Is it time for Farhan to divorce? Did they just get married?" Bi Inah was just as confused as what she heard while presenting water and snacks to the front room.

"Hopefully they're okay ya bi." Said Sani hope that the family of Haji Zenal sir is all in good condition. Moreover, they are all good people. The Sani who had lived there not long ago had also felt their kindness.

"Aamiin neng's. Auntie hoped that too. Poor bang Farhan and Pak Haji, they are still grieving when they must be tested by divorce. But what you see anyway, when they left this house earlier, rich that is not harmonious. Moreover, besan Pak Haji who looks like judges, he had a problem anyway neng. We just pray, even if they are tested for problems, they can solve it well." Said Bi Inah praying kindness for her employer.

"Yes aamiin's bi." Sani still looked at Farhan with pity. And soon he went to the kitchen to help Inah's bi work clean up and clean the house of Haji Zenal sir.

"Fars.. " Call Pak Haji surprised Farhan who was watching TV without knowing what he was seeing. His sight had been empty since.

"Yes bah." Farhan looked up. It just so happened that Mr. Haji was standing not far from Farhan who was sitting.

"Mmm... can you go to the Umi navel not? Abah wants to visit her." Pinta Pak Haji Zenal to Farhan to accompany him to visit his wife's navel.

"Mmm. good sump." Farhan turned off the television and stood up and stepped in to take the car keys to deliver Haji to his mother's pusara.

"Bie.. " Call Haji Zenal sir to bi Inah.

"Yes, Haji sir.. " Bi Inah was moved to his master after he was called.

"Later if anyone asks me, tell me again to the tomb of Haji with Farhan." Said Pak Haji Zenal entrust his trust in bi Inah.

"Good sir Haji. Be careful on the road!" Answer bi Inah obediently.

Bi Inah continued her work with Sani. But Sani's mind was out of focus. He thought about Farhan's marriage.

"Is Farhan really getting divorced? Butwhy? Do any of them have a problem? If they get divorced then how about bang Farhan?" Sani's gaze was blank, it only thought of Farhan and his fate. Even his fate is unclear. Whether the next day will be how, Sani also does not know knowing.

"Eh. neng Sani is rich who daydreams so!" Bi Inah watched Sani reprimand so that Sani did not overtime daydream.

"Eh. bi." Sani immediately returned to his job after bi Inah rebuked Sani.

"Why does Sani daydream? Any problem? Let's go tell auntie! What's the problem in the village? Or miss the same old man neng Sani?" Bi Inah stroked Sani's shoulder gently. The old man was so attentive. His sense of regret grew with his closeness all this time. The good Sani also his worrying fate makes bi Inah love Sani like her own son.

"Eh. don't bi. The story in the village is not clear. Yesterday when I came home, only Bang Farhan met my teacher. I haven't been able to meet my mom." Sani who has not told about his return yesterday told little to bi Inah.

"Mmm. patience with Sani. Certainly longing for mother very neng Sani miss. Hopefully there's some news before Neng Sani leaves for Singapore." Bi Inah encouraged Sani to be patient. Sani just nodded and smiled.

In every prayer Sani always prayed for his mother. He hoped that wherever his mother came from was always protected by Allah Subahana walaala. Because he knows what life in his village is like. Moreover, Sani who left the customer and certainly his mother will be in trouble.

Elsewhere Farhan and Haji Zenal sir have reached the center. They both sat down and prayed. The longing for women who are now calm in the lower realms is clearly visible on the face of Haji Zenal also Farhan.

"Mi. abah pamit ya! May Umi be happy there. Abah did not forget to pray every Umi after prayer. But miss abah now seems not enough with prayer, you want to visit umi with Farhan. Sorry, I'm sorry.. " Haji Zenal said goodbye after he finished praying.

Farhan turned his head towards Haji Zenal. He knew that the old man was not only longing, but the problems that afflicted Farhan certainly had a little affect on the psyche of Haji Zenal. Moreover, her marriage was a matchmaking of her own mother.

Farhan looked back to the front of the navel to see the mound of land that has now been overgrown with grass. Dijusapnya nausara his beloved mother with a million feelings that are shackling him. There is a heavy sense to release his mother's trust. But that's impossible for Farhan to keep, because his heart is no longer on his side. He did not want to be betrayed a second time. Living with them is impossible. With the actions of those who seemed determined to lie alone, Farhan was already frightened. It could be that in the future he will suffer even more because they have a dishonest character.

"Mi. forgive Farhan yes.. Looks like Farhan can't continue the mandate. Farhan is not dear to Umi. But Farhan did not want the obedience to come constantly in front of Farhan. Farhan wants a family that is as sad as umi and abah. Let Farhan later look for a wife who is sholehah who is able to accompany Farhan to old like abah and umi. For now Farhan can not continue the trust umi. Forgive Farhan yes mi. may umi there be happy always." Farhan shed tears revealing all his grunts on the navel that was in front of him. She was no longer able to continue her marriage.

Pak Haji Zenal stroked softly on Farhan's back. Strengthening his boy who is in trouble. Whatever Farhan Pak Haji Zenal will take cannot prevent it.