Last Letter to Mom
Sani is sick

"Yes already. If Sani had set a goal, it would have found its way. But I feel sorry that Sani works. Because Sani doesn't have a diploma, right? It's best that later after getting your job, you'll go to hell. Let's work in the right place." Pak Haji Zenal also regretted that Sani would work odd jobs if there was no diploma.

"Yes well bah. If you allow it to start tomorrow, Farhan will take care of the papers for Sani. Although Sani must be a temporary member of the family. Because without data, KTP and family card how Farhan can make a passport and Visa for Sani." Farhan tells his father about the adminstration problem that Sani must have.

"Yes, let me. Hope Sani can be safe! Hopefully later in Singapore can be launched his business and young hopefully many love you." The prayer of Haji Zenal sir is sincere. He and Haji Zenal are known to be loving to anyone. No wonder if Sani is easily helped and recognized as a member of his family easily.

"Aamiin pak Haji. I would like to thank you for the kindness and help of Hajj sir, Haji maam also mas Farhan. May Allah Subahna vata'ala repay the kindness of this family by multiplying." Saying Sani tearfully moved to get their kindness.

"Yes Aamiin." Answer Haji and Farhan at the same time.

"Far... If Nisa's coming too?" Ask Pak Haji Zenal curious.

"God willing bah. Nisa will be taken. Farhan will take care of his passport with Sani." Answer Farhan.

"Thank God then. Abah can only pray, may your household get along well and always sadinah mawaddah warahmah. If possible do not delay the descent. So that you and Umi can see your grandchildren." Apparently, Haji Zenal sir has missed fondling grandchildren. Because Reza and Sarah have not been blessed with children, even though they have been married for five years.

"Yes Aamiin bah." Farhan. While Sani sighed hearing the words from Pak Haji Zenal. There is a pain in Sani's heart when he hears Farhan in fact already has someone else. Yes Sani can only resign, what is the power he is a child who is unable and has nothing to be proud of. Especially when his heart put a taste to Farhan from the first time he saw her.

After Haji Zenal finished his meal, Farhan, Sani and Bi Inah both ended the meal as well.

Mr. Haji re-entered his room as Farhan entered his room on the second floor to do his duties and was also collecting files for the preparation of the Ktp tomorrow, also the family card and then will take it to the immigration office to get a passport and visa.

Sani and Bi Inah went to his room after finishing cleaning up the leftovers and washing the dirty containers used for eating.

Bi Inah instantly fell asleep soundly. While Sani has not been able to close his eyes because he is not sleepy.

Mama... What else now?

Suddenly Sani remembered her mother. Was he okay during his abandonment or vice versa.

What if he is far from his mother? Will her mother miss her?

Ah mama.hopefully later when I succeed mama will accept me with open arms. I want the best to make my mom proud of me

Sani only spoke inwardly. He can't sleep thinking about his mother, his future and how he will be when he goes to Singapore. Dreaming not, to go there. There was a sense of anxiety felt by Sani when Farhan's invitation was serious. The muddle and unease were felt in Sani's heart now.

Time had passed the threshold of midnight, Sani finally fell asleep. Even though his mind had a lot of problems. But he had to rest his body in order to continue his activities tomorrow.

Early in the morning Bi Inah and Sani were awake. Previously Sani had performed tahajud prayer even though this dawn was only two rakaat and one vitr. Due to lack of sleep, Sani's body is rather limp and his head is dizzy.

"Neng Sani is okay?" Bi Inah looked at Sani's deathly pale face. And his eyelids look a little sleepy.

"But your face is pale. Aunty make me some sweet tea, huh?" Bi Inah felt sorry for Sani. Even because of the closeness that was not long ago, bi Inah already considered it a family because Sani and bi Inah are both good people.

"Drink!" Bi Inah offered warm tea. Bi Inah felt Sani's forehead out of curiosity.

"Sani's a hot bell." Said Bi Inah in shock.

"Ssttt. aunty do not be hard later the same horrors mas Farhan same Pak Haji!" The two who happened to be in the family room watching the dawn lecture.

"Neng Sani if you're dizzy sleep! Auntie make porridge later." Bi Sani was a bit worried in case anything happened. Moreover, Hajj ma'am does not exist and bi Inah knows that Sani is a stranger in the house.

"Ga pa-pa my bi doesn't help auntie?" Sani who is not strong enough to withstand headaches wants to feel like lying his body on a mattress.

"Yes, pa-pa.. Aunt is ordinary herself. Not much work, either. Neng Sani rest up!" Bi Inah led Sani to her room.

Sani is seen shivering due to his fever. His body was like being pierced with pain, his head was so heavy and aching. Bi Inah enveloped Sani up to the neck for pity to see Sani like cold.

Bi Inah immediately went to the kitchen and made a warm sweet tea and fried bananas for Farhan mas snacks as well as Haji Zenal who was listening to the dawn lecture from the television station.

"Where is bi?" Ever since Sani lived in his house, Farhan had always been curious if he hadn't seen her.

"Mmm. why. mas." Bi Inah was confused to answer. Because he did not want to burden his employer. But he was afraid of being blamed if anything happened to Sani.

Pak Haji and Farhan stared at bi Inah. They frowned like they were curious about bi Inah hanging her sentence.

"What's bi?" Said Mr. Haji waiting for the answer bi Inah.

"Anu Pak Haji. neng Sani has a fever. Just helped my aunt in the kitchen. But just as aunt fingered her forehead she's hot sir Haji." Bi Inah was downcast afraid that her master was angry.

"Far.. try to see later with bi Inah! If possible, take it to the doctor!" Mr. Haji asked Farhan to check on Sani first.

"Yes bah." Farhan immediately stood up followed by bi Inah.

"Assalamualaik." Farhan excuses Sani to wear her veil. Sani only glanced for a moment then replied with lips shaking from feeling cold.

"Please mas!" Saying bi Inah

Farhan extended his hand on Sani's forehead.

"Hot."