Dum Spiro, Spero
Fall For You's
Their breaths clashed with the sound of whispering that echoed throughout the room. Their bodies give off a lot of wet and sticky sweat—. The meeting between their lips had lasted for a dozen minutes with a pause of no more than a few seconds. They still continue to taste, suck, sweep each side of each lip, sip the sweetness they have long craved because of the tangles in the head that never subsided.
Blue lowered both of her arms from Baskara's neck, turning her smooth palms to the chest of her lover's field. Oh, where did that shirt that guy was wearing go before? It was, there, helplessly lying on the floor of the room, along with Blue's outer which had also been dated since a few minutes ago— left an inner garment with a thin rope draped over his shoulder.
The basin growled stifled as Blue's palm moved down, touching the flat stomach with six checkered seeds.
The more skillfully Blue's hand stroked each box there, the more powerless Baskara held back to touch more of the surface of his lover's skin. The full, swollen red lips he left behind, then he moved down, peeping at the open neck of Sabiru's column.
The kiss after kiss that was anchored there carried Baskara moving further and further away. One after another the possession marks he left there, then after quite a lot, he stopped and slightly distanced his face. Just to stare at the reddish marks that filled Sabiru's neck with a full highlight of puja.
As if Baskara had not willingly stopped touching him, Blue cupped the man's face. Then he brought their faces closer, and then their links intertwined again. The rhythm has never changed faster. Always organized and full of hope.
“My head is very heavy.” Complaints Baskara kala they—for the second time—pause link. “Kayak to explode.”
“Do it.” Blue gives permission. “You can touch me, tease me, feel me up. Do whatever you want to do with my body. I am all yours.”
Baskara stared fixedly at Blue. Amidst the heavy head condition and the strong urge from within him to touch Blue further, he tried hard to stay sane. Because he knew, little did he let go, they would not be able to stop so easily.
**** was previously not a matter that was too complicated for him to think about. If he wanted to, he could do it with anyone. As long as he believes his partner is healthy and safe, he will not hesitate to move forward. The safety set is also always ready in the bag, never once did he think to do it without protection because he knows very well what will happen if he miscalculated.
However, everything becomes different when the one who is with him is Sabiru. He did not want, just once he touched the woman, his need for an **** relationship became as passionate as it used to be, and he ended up using Sabiru just for that. Baskara wants to keep her feelings intact, without being laced with other passions that can mess things up.
“I can handle myself.” In the end, Baskara decided not to. “Nnot today. Not when I haven't been able to promise anything for our lives in the future.”
“Bas,”
“It’s okay, I can invite him discussion.” Then, Baskara withdrew. He removed his cage from Sabiru's body, moved quickly to pick up his shirt and Sabiru's outer was scattered on the floor.
“Gue want to shower first, all taking care of him. I'll shower later, yes.” He said while thrusting a peach-colored outer to Sabiru.
Blue received her outer while grunting softly. She doesn't want to look like an itchy woman, but really, she still wants to feel the sweetness of Baskara's lips more.
Blue can only resigned to release Baskara's departure from the room, carrying with him a purple towel with a screen printing of the flowers owned by Sabiru.
...🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻...
“Don’t you dare to fall in love with someone else.” In the midst of the silence created because they were enjoying the cuddle time together, Blue knew to send a warning.
Baskara, who had initially closed her eyes suddenly woke up again, then with a slow movement, she pushed her lover's body just so they could talk while looking at each other.
“Lo say what, deh?” tanyakanya.
“Don't fall in love with anyone else, Baskara. Whether it's Latitude, or any woman you meet as long as we play the roles of Anindia and Abhimanyu.”
“And why did you suddenly think about it?” ask Baskara again. Has he ever shown any signs of being attracted to another woman? Isn't it very clear that what appears in his eyes is only one Sabiru, while other women will only look blurry?
“Big don't.” Blue gave the final decision, instead of giving a reason why the ultimatum could suddenly come out of his lips. And as if to avoid further questions, he again drowned himself in Baskara's arms. “Cuz I’m totally fall for you. There will be nothing left of me if you go again like first.” He nodded with a squeaking voice.
Reminded of his cowardly actions that chose to leave to hurt the only girl he loved, Baskara could only exhale heavily. “The fact is, I feel harder for you, day by day. There's no reason I'm gonna stop falling in love with you, Bi. Because from the past until now, the only one who can understand myself who hitchhiker is yes just lo. Sinting if I dare ninggalin lo, especially after you love me a second chance.”
And it should be, Blue knows best about it. It should be Blue who best understands that in this world, the only thing Baskara cannot lose is Sabiru.
“If anyone has to beg not to be left behind, it's me, Bi. Humans with mental health are collapsing and the contents of this increasingly complicated head that should be begging to be accompanied to the end.”
“I will.” Blue cut. He then looked up, staring at the netra of his lover. “Gue isn't going anywhere.”
Then, the promise became the beginning of meeting their lips again. The rest of their longing spilled slowly, calmly, patiently.
The night moved more slowly than at any previous time as if to be a witness, that they had fallen in love once again. To the same people, who want them to be with until the end.
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