DEALLOVES
35 | Sudden Ingkar

"What, Nan? Tu-fiance?"

"Yes. What was? There's no harm, right? You said you wanted a chance for our relationship."

"Nanda, I think it's still too muddy. I know we've been together long enough, but make a fiancee ... Sorry, Nan, I still need time."

"How much longer?"

"I ... I can't be sure about that."

"Do you still wish you could go back to Al?"

"Why are you taking her again? If I'm still hoping for him, I can't give our relationship a chance, Nan."

Dera was a bit upset that there had to be a debate again because Nanda carried the name Al. Seeing Dera's changing countenance, Nanda immediately took action. Nanda doesn't want their romantic night to suddenly turn dramatic - it ends tragically.

Nanda cupped Dera's face with both hands. He looked into Dera's eyes deeply.

"Darling, okay, I'm sorry. I don't want you to be a bete now. Hm, no problem. Make my request earlier, I can still wait. I'm more willing when you say yes later, you're absolutely sure. There is no doubt in your heart."

"Still, Nan. And ... Sorry."

"Father. Don't apologize, yeah! Now you rest yes, let the spit be better. Hopefully, when you wake up tomorrow, you can be better. Bobok gih, I keep you here."

"Are you sure you want to sleep on the couch?"

"Yeah. Why worry about that anyway? I told you I could be anywhere, right. Stopit! Good night, Madam! Good night!"

Nanda laid Dera on her bed, put the blanket neatly until Dera's body was well covered.

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"Nat, what should we do? Our wedding preparations have even gone so far, but whatever we try to do cannot change our family's decision."

"Al, I don't understand either. Sometimes I feel that whatever we do for this matchmaking will only be in vain. Maybe we'd better back off, I'm resigned, Al."

"Retreat? Quitting? Nat, come on! What do you mean? Does that mean we should accept this? Don't you want to fight for your love?"

"Maybe I should believe it, Al."

"Why are you hot, Nat? You still want our commitment from the beginning, right? I won't be able to pull it off so. I still want to fight for my love. Derah ... I can't let him go that way."

"You're still stubborn, Al? You yourself have shown me, photos of Dera's affection with the man, they have started a more serious relationship. Dera has chosen for your lupain. So what do you want again?"

"I'm sure Dera isn't serious about Nanda. I know who Dera is. He is not someone who easily moves to another heart. His heart still makes me."

"Maybe he's not your destiny, Al."

Al could not figure out why Natasya could give up so easily. It seems that now the struggle will be more difficult, especially Natasya no longer side with him.

"I don't worry too much about that. Because ... Honestly Al, maybe because I'm used to you, I'm getting comfortable with you."

"Gosh, Nat-"

"I don't mind this matchmaking anymore."

Finally, a new problem began. Natasha is getting comfortable with Al and she wants this matchup more because she does not want to lose Al.

"Natasha, whatever it is ... I can't give it up. I'm sorry Nat, but my love for him isn't messing around. My love for Dera is not an easy thing to come and go and I forget that. He's everything to me."

"The fact is he can be happy without you, he has chosen a new way of life. Why do you still have to get caught up in your feelings that you might never be able to reciprocate again, Al?"

"OKAY. Whatever Nat! If you want to forget our commitment, please. Never disturb my struggle. I will fight alone. I'll re-establish my relationship, my happiness is with Dera."

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Today Al and Natasya go to a family subscription boutique to do wedding dress fittings. Al certainly not very excited about this, another case with Natasya who began to be enthusiastic about her wedding dress.

"What do you think, Al? The dress is pretty, right?" ask Natasya.

"Yes, pretty."

"I'm using this you like, right?"

"Why should you ask my opinion? You're wearing it, right? Yeah, like you, whatever you want, whatever you want."

Hearing the thorny answer from Al, Natasha felt a little disappointed.

"I know why you're like this, Al. But this has to happen. You can't do anything for your parents, can you?"

"..."

"Al?"

"..."

"Al, why are you being treated?"

"Keep I have to say what? You wouldn't care about my thoughts, would you? I've obviously been to you many times if I'm not interested in this marriage, but you don't understand."

"I ... Al-"

"You know, I'd rather see Dera wearing that dress for me. I'm done. I'll wait outside. Cepet finish your dress problem, I'm not interested in here long."

Al came out of the boutique with a sense of emotion. While Natasya can only stare at the departure of her future husband. If for couples who are getting married in general, the activity of fitting a wedding dress is a fun thing, for this one couple it seems impossible to happen. Only the body of Al was beside Natasha, but his heart was still far away with his Dera.

"Al, if you can spare him," murmured Natasha somewhat disappointed.