Daughter of the Widower: The Single Daddy'S Daughter
#23 Fucked Rizki
What am I seeing in front of me?
BRACKET!
It is clearly reflected anger from the hand of Rizki. His breath is heavy. The pink trash basket became the last place the photo ripped off was anchored.
An unexpected face. A scary expression I've never seen before. Reawakening the fear. It could be that my breath was held back because I saw the outpouring of anger Rizki.
He's right Rizki right? Why can I see that rotten ‘kakek’ on Rizki's angry face now?
“No papa Rasyi. They are nobody.”
My breath choked back, carrying shakes in hand. Playing my hate on him became fear. Concentrated, concentrated and increasingly concentrated.
“All is well. Rasyi need not fear,” closer hoarse that voice.
Stop that stupid attitude! Stop crazy!
“Come on Rasyi, we sleep,” that horrible awkward smile flashed again in my head.
Don't come near here with that smile!!
I can only close my eyes and face. It was glued to the spot despite my fear of being pumped in every single one of my blood cells. He sent me a message that I didn't know this man.
The whimper was obviously not able to be held even though only a little I could get out, “He uuuuh..”.
I kept my gaze from the direction of the approaching figure. The situation is still trying to hold back my entire body.
It was a long few minutes and I couldn't feel the man.
The eyes I gave opened. The man I was looking for was busy holding his head. His fingers seemed to try to cover the shock on the series of faces. Until finally the whole expression faded from there. Did he finally regain his sanity?
He started to step towards the door, “Papa called aunty so that Rasyi could sleep.”
My breath agreed and brought in a new air.
The tension makes me wonder. How will Rashikah survive if there is no part of Sekar involved in him? It doesn't help at all. What can he do at this age that is still not even six years?
Poor little rasyi. Born into a bad family whose grandfather hunts down his own children and grandchildren. He was led to a terrible enemy's nest. Now my father is starting to go crazy.
Surely me and little Rasyi really want to leave this place. However, how? Where do I go until I'm safe? It's all too late. Trapped I'm here.
I should how?
“Haaaa!” Ruptured. Wreak all sense of helplessness.
Hearing and feeling change. What did Rizki do this time? He came back and hugged me. Afraid I'm starting to disappear and re-provide the space for me to hate. The more I cry in the face of the fate this man brought.
“Papa apologize.”
He incriminated himself on my body. Forced to sit under his arms. Warmly tell her regrets. Either because it's been harming me all this time or because it's making a nasty face like that. Both make me sick.
“Rasyi hate papa!!” my crying broke out more and more.
I don't care about the ears that are close to my face. My movements were stifled with her embrace even though I thrashed. My head really can't turn as it should.
“Nona?” the two aunts walked into my room with their worried faces, “Why? Sir why?”
“No papa miss. Don't be afraid.”
Don't blame my fears. This is a natural reaction to a dangerous situation. Being here is a mistake! You're all wrong!!
“You why, sir?”
The man's body suddenly disappeared from my shoulders. His embrace was loose and detached. The sound of a falling blow was heard from my right. It made me stop for a moment from crying.
Shaking in the body until it reaches the throat.
Heh? Why did he fall? Why did he close his eyes like that? What feeling of fear emerged from his unmoving body? Be ill…. Ill
I covered my mouth, “Hmmm⏤haa aaa!!” for the umpteenth time I was toyed with with melted eyes.
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The stethoscope begins to be linked back to the neck of this figure. Marking he's done checking on the guy I call papa. A familiar bag with the face of the doctor uncle that always appears on my health schedule.
The sun was shining as hot as he could all day. The late hours of the night make this room feel cold. Then why is he still not getting up?
“Rizki just smitten. Let him rest,” uncle the doctor talked to aunts disperse my whimper.
Tired? He spends most of his time at home. What's he doing?
“Any. Rizki is not a workaholic. He should have had a break, right?” the doctor's uncle seemed curious.
Why were the aunts hesitant to answer? Wasn't it sure papa much rest. His schedule was only on the job and occasionally accompanied me on walks. He even preferred to have an aunt on other matters.
“Actually doc, we're not sure either. You see if not with the lady, the master always locked himself in the workspace.”
“Almost every day the master stays up. Since the first time we worked until now, always so.”
An uphill? Wh-wh-what for?
“He does what?” the doctor's uncle started cleaning his equipment.
“Sorry doc, we ourselves are afraid to ask. Sir is always angry if we enter carelessly.”
Ah, of course you are. He was just a selfish man who thought he could solve everything by himself. Of course he will concern himself and do not want to know with the concerns of others.
Helaan escorted the young doctor, “Yes already, just make sure he gets enough sleep. If you need to force it,” uncle doctor brought his things.
The doctor looked at me. He seemed surprised to realize something from me. Kneel him in front of me. His face looked very worried. Did those eyes catch my bruised cheek?
“Rasyi why are all so hurt?!”
Wh why? I don't know. How can I answer that question? I was not told anything.
You don't know, there's a lot that the sick doctor hides from his son! Do you know what it's like to be in the middle of this house?! You know what it feels like not knowing danger is coming?! Now you are the one outsider asking for the right to know?!
Irritating! “Not an uncle's business!”
The shock was clearly drawn on his face. Ah.. My words involuntarily spouted anger. Rasyi, what are you doing?! They will be suspicious. Aunts must be worried too. There's no way I'm being honest.
“Sorry. It...” stupid ah! “This is because Rasyi fell, so...”.
Do they not believe?
The doctor patted my head, “Iya, next time Rasyi be careful huh?”
This calm resting room was finally abandoned by the doctor. That aunt took him away. Silence devoured me who was silent at the end of Rizki's bed. Look at him who is still lying.
“Come sleep miss. It's night.”
“Sleep with papa.”
The loud thump inside me woke up. Did I just say that? I should have been angry and hated it. It's the twist today, it must be what's messing my mind up. Makes me not understand my own mind.
“Don't worry, miss. Yes, miss can accompany papa,” she started to step away, “Aunt bring pillow and milk for miss first yes.”
Ah, wait⏤but he's already disappeared from sight.
Again my eyes looked at Rizki. Why am I so worried about him?
