
" Hey....!!" akbar said after almost 20 minutes Akbar waited for Picil in front of his office gate.
A wide floating Picil smile
" I'm a PHP deck, right..??? I'll take you out on the road..."
" Thank you." said Picil softly, making Akbar's heart melt.
" Where are we going...???"
" Any suburban park, I want to sit while looking at the twilight there.." invite Picil.
" Let's go up..." Akbar agreed
They immediately went to the place that Picil wanted.
The atmosphere of the night is so bright, stars scattered above the sky, with the moon that looks graceful flapping bright smiles, clouds that look white add a beautiful impression this night
Picil invites Akbar to sit on a stretch of grass on the edge of the park
" Look at the Bar. The sky is so clear with all the sights..." Picil sat facing the sky
Akbar stared at Picil's face, which looked more beautiful in the moonlight
" I used to be a kid I always dreamed of being a star, even though it was small but beautiful up there." said Picil again.
" You have become a star to me." said Akbar softly, making Picil turn towards him with a twinkle of spoiled eyes.
" Thank you you already want me here. This is my favorite place when I am alone... although I am currently just a flake of wind that is not even able to fly dust.." Picil's eyes look so deep as if he wants Akbar to know what he is feeling right now.
Honest in circumstances like this actually Akbar has been shaking cold sweat is not because, this is the first time his experience alone with a girl in this place seahdu, this is,
Even Akbar was confused to have to welcome this sweet atmosphere by acting like what
Picil leaned his head on Akbar's shoulder, as if to convey that he currently needed a backrest and that the most comfortable place was the shoulder of a tough man, Akbar
While Akbar was getting nervous because he only returned to tend his head right above the top of the head Picil
" Look at the sky tonight as if to encourage us to catch it. enjoy the night with peace and joy..." Picil pointed at the bright clouds up there
The breeze of the night wiping Akbar's cheeks gently made him close his eyes enjoying this atmosphere for a moment.
" Bar.." call a gentle picil.
" Well." replied Akbar slowly, really Akbar was only confused with what he should do at a time like this
" Why diem...???"
" Amm what should I say...???" answer plain Akbar
Picil laughed softly
" No need to do anything just let me lean comfortably on your shoulder." replied Picil slowly.
Akbar just nodded
" Who does not belong to this shoulder, right...???"
" Have me...!!!"
Picil stared at Akbar flat, Picil knew the man in front of him was really innocent and adorable.
Then back to leaning on Akbar's shoulder again
" Lu know Bar. For years I expected someone to accompany me sitting here staring at the stars and I leaned my head on his shoulders...The day I walked away empty..." Picil begins to tell stories
" Since childhood I never knew what my mother was like.he left me the same father since I was just born..."
Akbar was silent, listening to Picil's story which seemed to be the heaviest burden of his life
" Mommy left the father because the father was often sick and could not work for the needs of the family, the mother did not accept. once a month I was born he immediately went to leave me with the father and never came home.... I live cared for my father and grandmother.they are so dear and me..."
" My happiness was lost when my grandmother died and a year after that my father also went to follow my grandmother.. any work for the sake of continuing my own life.even finally I sentin to quit school and become a village biduan..."
Picil began to cry
" Lu knew the risk of being a village singer who sang on a small stage.The risk was abused, considered contemptible...a year after that I stopped and sentin to Jakarta...."
" But you know what I received from my meeting with my mother...???"
Akbar shook his head as he started rubbing Picil's hand to calm his heart
" My mother did not consider me his son at all.In fact I wanted to be sold to a wealthy businessman for collateral debt debt..."
Akbar gulped his saliva drag, so bitter his way of life that Picil had to face
" I ran away Bar.. months I bumped from their pursuit. I don't know until when my hiding will be safe.hiks hiks..." Picil cries a suckling cry
" I'm rich is useless.none of the people who care and really sincere love me..."
Akbar understands now, why Picil is spoiled and wants to always be noticed, he also does not like to be loved in hope or dicuekin
because he was traumatized by a love full of falsehood, this petty soul was shaken
Akbar became more and more compassionate with the girl beside him, his life problems were much heavier than Akbar's life
" Calm down.you're done alone ade me now. You pacak cerite nga me whatever.. I promise I will always be there for kaba Picil.." said Akbar calming.
" Thank you Bar.. you're a good person I've met. That's why I'm so scared of you hurting me or leaving me too. I'm afraid of being lied to again..."
Akbar ventured to hug Picil, a sincere hug based on feelings
" I promise I'll always be there for you..."
Picil returned Akbar's embrace, tightening his body together with the warmth of Akbar's chest on a cold night.
" Dem yes deck do cry again.kaba deck alone.ade me..."
Picil just nodded slowly, letting the atmosphere of the night send them at the peak of their feelings
Actually Akbar wants to reveal the contents of his heart and feelings to Picil but Akbar yak know what to start with.
Once she dated a monkey love time, but the girl who revealed her love through a letter to Akbar, Akbar only replied with the inscription I love you to and they have been so.
So Akbar has absolutely no experience in expressing feelings to girls let alone how to ask if he wants to be Akbar's lover.
" I'm comfortable with you Bar. It's very convenient. Don't go yes.. don't ignore me.. Don't stay with me with painful expectations.." Pinta Picil.
" I can also be with you.." That's all that comes out of Akbar's lips when in fact the word he wants to say is.
I love you I will never leave you alone..You want to be my lover...???
But the word hamyalah left behind in the throat and press the chest, Akbar was unable to say it out loud, his tongue as if he could not be moved properly, Akbar, his heart was racing uncontrollably making him more nervous to be unable to say what he wanted to say
" Dem night back yuk.. kaba must rest a lot.deck night wind for health.." invite Akbar.
" Same Bar. later nyampe kosan I can sleep. You have to nemenin I video call. if here it can be together directly..."
" The good deck will be considered ugly people we are alone at night at the park.You also need to learn to fight your insomnia. let the deck become a bad habit..." Akbar gave an understanding
" ....!!!" Picil still rejects it
" Come..believe me.. Slowly we fix the same..."
Picil finally nodded following Akbar's invitation to go home
Even though he really enjoyed his time with Akbar
Akbar is a polite, kind, gentle and very considerate man
He is a man with a sincere heart and always thinks positively of anyone
" I love you Akbar." said Picil shrieked among the roar of Akbar's powerful motor, making Akbar faint even barely hear it.
Only the night breeze passed by and whispered the word in Akbar's ear
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