Bujang Hamlet
My Sadness

*Hide was the day I passed

Without you accompanying

I feel the silence in my life

I can't afford to step

I still remember your beautiful smile

Which s'then makes me remember you

Take me in my sadness

Didn't realize you weren't here now

You are still the most beautiful

Beautiful in my heart

Why did our story end like this*...

~Song by Sammi Simonangkut

One Year Passed....

Akbar walked slowly on the wet grass which was still dewy in the morning

Falling frangipani flowers fly a fragrant smell around it

The red earth has now dried up

A name she misses so much

JERRALIN VERNIDIA ANGGRAINI

Akbar sat on the navel, gently rubbing the tombstone that was perched carving the name of his lover

" Hi Je... How are you...??? are you happy there...???" greet Akbar with a heart of pain and sorrow

" I'm sorry since you left I never visited you... I'm going a long way because I can't stay here.Our memories are too much, baby..."

" I miss you. I miss hugging you. I want to see your smile again..." Akbar could no longer hold back his tears when as strongly as possible he tried to hold back his tears, but lost also when remembering his lover and sincere sacrifice for him

" I've fulfilled your wish, dear.I've married Grace.but I'm sorry I haven't been able to love her as much as you want... but I promise you, I won't hurt her. I'll treat her very well.you heard that, baby..."

Akbar is like a madman talking alone,

He didn't realize Grace was standing behind him crying as she pleased

He was not crying because of the pain of hearing Akbar's words, but he felt sad to lose Je. and now only met with a mute navel.

Grace grabs Akbar's shoulder, sitting next to the man who has now officially become her husband

Akbar just stared at her flatly

" Hi Je... How are you...???? I'm sure you'll be happy there. You're a good person..." said Grace to Je's pusara.

" I came here to see you. I want to thank you because you sacrificed yourself for Akbar... I don't want it, but I promise you, Je. I will take good care of your love... like you who have taken very good care of him, be calm I will not let your love hurt..."

Akbar glanced at Grace, though,

Although Akbar until now has not been able to love Grace like a husband and wife but Akbar is not a man who is good at hurting women, as much as Akbar can respect Grace like a wife, be kind and gentle, as possible, although she hasn't been able to give Grace the right to give her an inner living

Akbar is still unable to open his heart to another girl, his love is still deeply engraved for his late lover Je

Grace understood, too,

He did not demand Akbar in the least, let time unite them

Let Akbar with his awareness give the opportunity to open his heart, learn to accept Grace, not as a substitute for Je, not just limited to Je's last request

Although Grace had to be patient for some time...

" Rone yuk..bentar again want to try. dem cloudy skynye.." take Akbar gently to Grace.

" If you still want to be here it's okay." said Grace who was afraid her presence disturbed Akbar.

" Dide.. yuk back.." take Akbar again.

Grace nodded obediently while smiling

Akbar clasped Grace's hand while looking at Je

" Look my dear. I treat him well. I hope you are happy to see this.." Akbar said in his heart.

A drop of her tears fell, but she quickly wiped them away

" Kaba bring dewe's car here...???" tanya Akbar who saw Grace's favorite maroon parked next to his car

" I deliberately followed you. I'm sorry. but honestly I also wanted to come see Je.." said Grace while looking down, afraid Akbar was angry.

" No papa.. I was a little tired earlier.Our journey was quite tiring.." Grace replied with a smile.

They just arrived from Sumatra

Yah...

Since the departure of Je last year Akbar chose to return to his hometown, opening his own business to become a coffee businessman who is quite successful until now

This morning they had deliberately come to Jakarta, somehow Akbar missed Je so much, since Je went Akbar never came on pilgrimage, he said, he was too close to accept the fact that Je is now just a gravestone embedded in his name

They deliberately came to bring their respective cars, because Grace also had a little business with her family, after marriage she was immediately brought by Akbar to return home, this time he came to Jakarta in addition to accompanying Akbar he also wanted to visit his parents' house

With Akbar...

Yahh

Coming back to Jakarta at this time just want to come to see his lover, although the reality he met is a pusara that has dried up

He comes...want to let go of the longing and convey if he has fulfilled Je's last request to marry Grace, although initially very heavy

Even Akbar refused many times until he got angry and returned to the Hamlet

Curse himself, regretting his stupidity that easily lured Iwan and Wildan until Je became a victim

With a heavy heart, Akbar finally agreed to marry Grace

Although it does not have the support of Readers and authors so the ingredients of the curse

But indeed the way of life must be like this, this bitter reality must be accepted with a spacious chest

Finally, Akbar was able to marry Grace, a simple marriage is just a bunch, without a reception party, without preweeding and without any impression, the point is quite legitimate in the eyes of religion and country

And what about his heart...

Akbar remained cold, kept her tight shut, even she had not touched Grace at all for a year married, they slept only Akbar's room in the bottom mattress while Je was in bed

Is it painful for Grace...???

Of course he is

If he could choose better he retreat, he better be in pain to learn to forget Akbar than to live with him but never considered to exist

Grace would cry all night, only hoping that Akbar would accept her presence and open up to love her

" I went straight to my mom's house with my dad." said Grace as she reached out to Akbar, however this man is now her Sah husband.

" Hmmmm.. don't come home late at night. I'm waiting for you to have dinner." Akbar replied to Grace.

" okay..." Grace replied with a sweet smile, then immediately got into her car

Akbar stared at Je's car until it disappeared from the direction of his eyes, only after that he moved into his car and soon passed

I don't know where the goal is at the moment

He has no purpose...

The goal is just to come here...

Tomb Je...

The only thing I feel now...

I can't cry, either

Just the rest of the most beautiful memories

And sadness....

Connect~

Waaahhh kance kance Bujang hamlet bar bar also yeee

Even flat sulked the author Gegara Je can no longer be with Akbar

Forgive author kance...

Indeed, the initial password of the author dem give a little sign of the old Je deck again with Akbar

Be patient....

Let Akbar decide his happy path

Don't judge

Author love you guys gale....

Hihiiii

Happy Reading's....