Wound of "Rania"
SLRS. Rumput

If the pain is ingrained, then the door of good will be closed by evil. Conscience will be eroded often if there is still a sense of vengeance that shackles in the heart..

Days changed months passed, today Dawiyah is scheduled to go to Malaysia to work as a domestic helper there.

With the capital determination, Dawiyah has ventured to change her life to be better and not trampled by anyone including Deni her ex-husband who had dumped her so vile..

But where is his conscience when he could give his baby to someone else, even Dadiyah did not feel shaky when she had to leave her three young children and needed the affection of a mother to her grandmother and grandfather.

In the mind of Dawiyah no longer think of his four children, how his life will be after he left with others. Because the most important thing at this time he must have a lot of money to silence the neighbors who used to mock him, especially Deni who is still alive happy on the pain and suffering..

If Dawiyah left with his determination, then what about Deni after dumping Dawiyah and returning to his first wife?

Deni and his wife live in harmony and peace, even like there is no problem in their household and more sad if Deni actually already knows if Dadiyah has given birth to her child safely. But Deni is the same as Dawiyah who does not feel an inner bond between a child and a father even he does not care if the baby is alive or dead..

It is unfortunate that the fate of babies who are still holy do not even have the sin of having to feel injustice from childhood...

''Father of Dadiyah mother go first, pray that Dawiyah can be successful there. Titip kids ya ma'am.'' Said Dawiyah while greeting the mother's hand.

''Iyaaa, but inget Wiyah your children need to eat, snacks and what else is the firstborn soon enter school t.''

''Iyaa buk, Dawiyah will send every month ya.''

''Hemm.'' Nining's mother just cleared her throat..

''Be careful, son.'' Mr. Duloh stroked his daughter's head..

Dawiyah got into the car and left the village that had raised him..

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A FEW YEARS LATER, IT•

Sunday, March 7, 2003. Ainun Residence..

Ten years have passed, a small baby that was dumped by his mother (Dawiyah) is now growing into a beautiful girl aged 10 years.

Rania's name, he is known by the neighbors of children who are diligent and diligent looking for money. Even though Rania is beautiful, she does not make her life happy even at the age of ten, she has to find money to help her mother..

Even occasionally Rania likes to help in the field people pick chili or vegetables, so that she can make money and can snack like her friends.

Rania is not ashamed at all even Rania often brings other people's goods to be sold in her school, Rania does not complain with her life even not infrequently there are school friends who always teased poor Rania..

Rania does not reply to the ridicule from her schoolmates, she just smiles and strokes her chest and remains patient so as not to make trouble for her mom (Ainun).

''Asalamualaikum.'' Rania said a greeting when she reached the front of the house, then Rania sat down to open her shoes..

''walaikum'salam.'' Ainun answered from inside the house. ''Where is Ran from?'' Ainun asked to see her new daughter coming in.

''After helping Mr. Muri sell tomatoes to stalls Mah.''

''Get donk wages.'' Ainun smiled as Rania nodded..

''This is Mah, in love five thousand.'' Rania gave her hard-earned money to her mother.

''Mom save ya, this is money for your snacks.'' Ainun gave me 50 silver.

''Please Mah, then Rania will take a shower first.''

''Iyaa, but before taking a bath take water in the well first fill the bucket yaaa trus wash clothes that Mama had soaked in the bathroom.''

''Yeah.'' Rania replied without refuting or complaining of orders from Ainun. Even though in the heart actually feel bad, however, Rania never said no and always obeyed Ainun's words because Rania did not want to be hit by a death blow from Ainun which made Rania not want to do anything wrong again..

Ainun also has a son named Indra who always helps Rania in terms of homework though not often..

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TOMORROW MORNING TO TOMORROW•

In the morning it was still dark octopus, but his name in the village was accustomed to hearing the sound of roosters crowing from five in the morning..

As the little girl wakes up from her sleep, little Rania gets off the bed and rushes to the bathroom to clean her body..

After a few minutes passed, Rania had already finished the bath and dawn prayer that she had never left.. Then Rania completed homework such as sweeping, mopping, washing dishes, cooking rice and side dishes every morning..

After finishing all Rania do by herself, Rania went to Edah bi's house to pick up the fried food that Rania would sell before leaving for school.

''Asalamualaikum.''

''Walaikum'salam, enter Ran herei.''

After hearing the answer, Rania opened the door and helped bi Edah to count the fried foods into the container that Rania was going to bring.

''All of them are eighty Bii seeds.'' Rania said after she finished counting.

''Have you had breakfast yet?''

''Not yet bi.''

''Yes have breakfast first and you will be sick later.''

''Later bi, if you have returned to sales.'' subtly reject Rania.

Bi Edah nodded then told Rania to go around. ''Yes already if you do not want to be hungry first, be careful selling.''

''Doain ya Bii, so that the fried foods sell well.''

''Amine..''

Rania stepped away from Bi Edah's house and went around shouting her wares. There was no word of tiredness or complaining that Rania spoke from her mouth.

She cheerfully faces the rigors of living in the real world, even though from the bottom of her heart, Rania really wants a life like her friends..

Play..

Sponsored by both parents..

Saw out..

IN darling..

Really, Rania's little heart wants it all, but Rania is self-conscious that she has to swallow the bitter pill when she finds out that she is not the biological child of the woman who has raised her..

Moreover, Rania always felt a pain that was very deep in her mind, when her school friends always mocked her as A CHILD PUNGUT.

Mocking him as AN ILLEGITIMATE CHILD.

He tells her that his parents do not want him..

Mocking him that Rania is a disgrace that must be avoided, therefore. Until now Rania had no friends and was always ostracized when she was at school. Even Rania had always been the subject of ridicule of other disciples..

But___ again and again Rania did not complain about it all, little Rania who had just stepped on fourth grade Sd was forced to swallow all the ridicule and rigors of the life she lived..

Rania is forced to mature due to circumstances that require her not to be a whiny and spoiled girl.

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