Who is my Son's Father?
24. Retains

When Venna woke up, Brian was very happy. He waited for Venna to gather full awareness, so that he could tell the happy news to his wife as well as sad news for both of them.

"Brian."

"Yes baby!"

"What happened to me?"

"It's okay, baby. It's just that I want to talk to you seriously because it's about your life" Brian said.

"What do you mean, Brian?" asked Venna who looked uncomfortable at the moment.

"Lookin Baby. I am your husband who must make the right decision to save your life. But you are my wife and the mother of my children, and you certainly have the right to decide the fate of that part of your life" Brian said.

"Honey. Can't you just go into more detail at the heart of the matter without making me ambiguous like this?" venna.

"Honey. God is testing us now. God entrusts again to us to have the baby and our future twins again" said Brian fiery.

Venna smiled happily at her husband's words but Brian's eyes did not represent his words. Those blue eyes look so sad not sad because of haru.

"Lantas what the problem is. Why does the good news sound complicated by your attitude, Brian?"

"Because the presence of our baby will threaten your soul dear," said Brian.

"What do you mean Brian?"

"The state of your heart that does not support the fetus is growing in your womb because it will be at risk as they develop in your womb" Brian said.

"You mean, you want to say they want this fetus aborted to save my soul?" ask Venna straight to the point.

"Your decision is right Brian not to follow their request. They are only asking us to choose the best we think, not what they want. Best I think is to keep our twins. Whatever happens to me, we give it back to God because this fetus is the one that's left to us," venna assured herself that she could get through a difficult time conceiving twins with a weak heart.

Venna did that because from the beginning she was pregnant with the first twins, her heart was also troubled and the abortion was done because of her heart condition. If the first pregnancy can be passed easily, why should the second pregnancy be aborted? that's what Venna had in mind right now.

"Honey. I'm proud of you. I've guessed that you'd rather keep your baby. If I agreed, you'd hate me for the rest of your life for agreeing to have the doctor kill our baby-to-be who wants to live in this world" Brian said, amazed by his wife's bravery.

"A mother cannot afford to throw away her own baby. Anyway, I made the first fool that would destroy my twins and maybe me and you wouldn't have seen their faces if I had been desperate to throw them away back then," venna said with tears.

"Honey, don't regret what happened because it wasn't your fault. And now we forget what happened and we focus on your second pregnancy. Hopefully you do not experience obstacles during pregnancy to the lahiran," said Brian comforted his wife's heart.

"Brian. What if I can't give birth to them with my troubled heart. Would you be disappointed if I were the survivor and not your son?" ask Venna carefully.

"If they can't come to this earth because they want to save their mother, why should I be mad at you, hmm. Don't we already have Seina and Sean, the jewels of our hearts," Brian said.

"What if I lose, Brian. Are you getting married again to take care of our children?" ask Venna.

"Why do you always give me the hard choice? aren't you sure about the love I have for you, hmm?" brian asked while kissing his wife's lips softly.

"Because I love you too much Brian. I've never felt this happiness until I'm afraid that I'm just getting your compassion and guilt for molesting myself" Venna said.

"Don't misunderstand the sincerity of my love for you, Venna. Sometimes love comes when we do not expect it to be present in our heart. He came because he wanted to bring us together as a couple even though it started the wrong way," said Brian.

"I'm scared. Our love continues to be tested with various trials ranging from those closest to us so that one day we will move away from each other and decide to separate because of the role of the family that determines the future of our household," Venna.

At the mental hospital, Claire looks serious about checking the condition of her patients. This beautiful girl, immersed in her work so that she does not think of her heartache on her husband. Claire is very smart to keep her expression in front of her colleagues.

She looks beautiful even though her heart wants to scream. A smile does not come off her lips. As if what he experienced in his household was just a dream that he passed by after waking up. But her best friend Lune knows exactly how Claire is. If this girl experiences things that make her stressed, this girl's mouth is locked longer and talk as necessary.