When He Was Sick
#41

"Thank God, then. I was relieved to hear it, I became more and more convinced. If I love you."

"I love you first, baby. From the first time we met, my heart was pounding as usual. Although your face is pale and you lie weak, but it does not diminish your beauty. You are like an angel who came down from Khayangan, so I always pay attention. But you don't realize my concern is that I love you, baby."

"I'm sorry, mas. I didn't realize it."

"It doesn't matter what matters is that you are now my wife and the mother of my children."

"But if I'm pregnant for a long time or I have trouble having children how?are you going to be like Mas Saka who will throw me away like trash." Azzura lowered his head, fearing that Azzam was like Saka.

"No, baby. Even a person like Saka is stupid to throw diamonds after pebbles." Azzam convinced Azzura that he was not like Saka.

"What's right, Mom?I'm afraid this will happen again."

"No, baby. Try to feel... This heart is beating? So I'll never betray you, I'm afraid of losing you. Dear." Azzam placed Azzura's hand on Azzam's chest.

"I-iya, Mom. It's like your heartbeat, mas. Doesn't this hurt?."

"No, hon. It hurts to see you sick and you don't believe me."

"I'm sorry, but I don't trust you. I'm traumatized by that."

"Yes, honey. I know, but you have to believe me, because I will never betray you. As long as you know I have never been close to women, except with Umi and Umma aka grandma. They are very precious women, they are women who have been close to me. You're the only woman in my life, which makes this heart always pounding. Makes me unable to sleep, because your shadow is always dancing in my mind. I love you so much, Azzura." Azzam held Azzura's hand.

Azzura looked at Azzam in search of lies, but he found no lies in Azzam's eyes.

"God willing, Mas. I'll believe you, sorry I may have kind of long forgotten this trauma. Because it hurt so much to me, I married Saka mas was fairly long and I was surprised that her nature with Mami changed so much. To make the child I bear die, this heart still hurts." Azzura hugged Azzam, crying in Azzam's arms.

"Don't be forced if you can't, Mas will wait for you and help you. In order to forget your trauma, mas will heal your trauma and will not let you shed tears of sadness, which there will be mas will give a cry of happiness." Azzam stroked Azzura's trembling back, Azzam became very resentful of Saka and her Mammya which made Azzura so much to give so much wound. Azzura traumatized the marriage, although Azzura accepted Azzam as her husband. But his heart was still very afraid about marriage, he accepted marrying Azzam. Because of so much support and reassurance, not all men and their families are like Saka and his family.

Azzura fell asleep, because the journey was very long.

On The Other Side

Saka invites Sonya to speak with four eyes, because she is afraid that her lie will be exposed. Better he lead a story about the ugliness of Qilla.

"Darling, you better fire Qilla. Because he has seduced me, you know for yourself that my love is only for you. Instead of him soaring, so quickly fire him. I don't like him." Saka tried to convince Sonya.

"Did I hear wrong, Mom?He teases you, that's impossible. Mas." Sonya looked at Saka in disbelief, because she knew Saka's crafty nature and many reasons.

"Just right, baby. I swear to God, yesterday you were at the salon. She seduced me, thankfully I wasn't tempted. Because my Joni can only stand with you."

"Gee! just be ashamed, honey. But I can't just fire Qilla, because she has the highest stake in our company. This was the company I took, I really liked this company. So I whined to Daddy that Qilla give me this company, Qilla finally accepted it and she became my secretary and assistant. Because only he knows the ins and outs of the company, honestly I'm very dizzy taking care of the Qilla company which I think is easy. But it was very difficult, then I handed everything over to Qilla and you. I want to relax while enjoying my second pregnancy."

"Si@l, how should I fire Qilla. It turns out that he has an important role in this company, if this is how long my actions will be discovered and Sonya will dump me. I have to make a plan with a loud, so that Sonya is not affected by Qilla's talk. I gotta make Sonya trust me more, yeah I'm gonna make Sonya trust me more." Saka said in his heart.

"Hm, okay. But that's not possible, baby. If he keeps like that, better move him to another branch."

"If you move it the same way, Qilla and Sonya will be together. I'm confused myself." Saka said in his heart.

"Yes already, darling. I think the same to you, because here I just hitchhiked. What I can do, I'm just a husband who hitchhikes life with his rich wife. All decisions are in your hands." Saka pretended to have a sad face.

"What the hell are you talking about, baby. My money is your money too, baby. I'm not counting on you, you're my Daddy's replacement. Because with you I feel so comfortable." Sonya hugged Saka.

"But, Honey. A lot of people say I'm like that, I'm just in my wife's life."

"Gee! why should people talk, those who love you to eat?did they give you money, Hm?."

"Yes, too. Thank you, dear you have accepted this poor me as your husband."

"Ih! You don't talk like that, you're the best husband for me. You don't demean like that, who the hell is talking like that?. To make you feel this way."

"Maybe you wouldn't believe it if you knew someone who spoke like that."

"Whose name, which?."

"He's Qilla, he says I'm a poor man and live with a rich wife. I'm a prick in your life, baby." Saka makes up the story to have Sonya angry with Qilla.

"The hell, honey. Qilla talks like that?." Sonya half believed and didn't.

"Yes, baby."

"All right, I'll reprimand him later. If that's true, I'll punish him."

"Yes, honey punish him."

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