The World of the Hereafter
BREAK UP

El continued to look at Heny with a sad look and was increasingly unbearable

" Where? what difference does it make ? how did you get the gini?" ask El again

" What else? it's so different I feel myself living away from you, plus you " said Heny stopped

Tears have begun to spill from her eyes,

" Yes... How about, why?" ask El main not because

" Why don't you ever call me this late? it's been almost 2 months you never contact me, where are you? I'm worried about you, you're healthy right?? why aren't you okay??" tanya Heny began to stir with her increasingly crying

" Hey... Uda... How is it getting this way? I'm fine, I'm healthy too, I'm sorry I rarely contact you, okay I was wrong, I'm sorry, but I'm really busy with college at the moment , I'll take more college hours" El explained to Heny

" Why should I spend my school hours?" ask Heny

" Let the spit pass as well, " replied El with a grin

" You know, almost 5 months we are LDR, and have 2 months more you won really tell me, I don't know where the direction of my life will be? aq should say it does not know, your mind you continue, " said Heny again lethargic

El did not immediately answer and chose to quietly listen to Heny's complaints as long as he was cueki because he knew Zula

" As long as I am away from you, it feels like I have lost my spirit, lost my learning, and lost my spirit of health, my mind has gone nowhere, when you have never told me, I was was was and lost trust" added Heny again complaining sad

El kept watching Heny, everything Heny felt was the same as his thinking,

El knew Heny's weakness when away from him, the early distant beginning they often communicate, and if a little longer Heny immediately drop his spirit

Impressed more anyway, but it will be fatal if continued

" That's what I'm afraid of you" El answered briefly

And Heny immediately raised his head to look at El, rubbing his eyes gently

" I know what your weaknesses are when away from me, at the beginning of our LDR it has been as exciting as it happened, what else is the old fame, " added El again

" On the other hand we are heavy, you are in the pesantren and I am outside, trust is the main key, but it is difficult to do, I myself can not be every day continue to telephone with you through peantren's cell phone and also school, because in addition to maintaining social jealousy is also not good to disturb others, too, plus I myself who was busy for college " replied El gave a reason that was far from the real reason

El certainly lied in addition to covering up his mistakes as well so that Heny did not hurt later

" It's true, too, but I can't" replied Heny who couldn't calm down without it all

" What does he want?" ask El again

Heny was speechless unable to answer for the peace of mind that had begun to grow

Not calm because the boyfriend came even over to a feeling that began to feel negative air

" I don't know, I don't know what to do" Heny replied confusedly

El was silent for a moment before making his point to end his relationship with Heny

" The solution is only one" said El lirih without energy

Heny puffed his head and looked at El

" We've got this relationship, " said El briefly and

Deg....... Heny's heart was instantly broken into two pieces, shattered greatly

This is not what Heny expected from El, this is not what Heny wanted when El came to his house

Heny wanted to get more attention to express his feelings, Heny wanted to escape kangen with El who rarely met him , who rarely told him

" sthat mean??" tanya Heny has begun to SHED TEARS

" You have a relationship with me as long as you have distance and icon that fortifies us, you are like this, you are not powerful anymore, I do not want your condition to get worse, I do not want your condition to get worse, your spirit is lost because you think of me" replied El gave an explanation that does not fit in his heart

" We BROKE UP,? " ask Heny

" yes.. I don't want to, you're dissolved in an elongated distress, I don't want you to be too sad to think about the situation, I don't want you to keep losing your spirit just because of me" answer El fast and long

" Well you think by breaking up I'm not dropping more?" heny's argument has become more and more a cry

" That's okay... Believe me, you'll drop right now, but when we don't have a relationship, and we're just brothers not dating, your mind will be calmer, you feel that I'm not who you are anymore, the burden of the mind will not arise anxiety when I do not have time to give news" replied El shiny tongue

Heny as a woman does not want to lower her own pride, Heny does not want to whine also to ask to hold on to El, El,

In the decided El alone had lowered his self-esteem, what else whining mibta survive, even though in his heart he was very sick

" Okay, if that's what you want, no product, love doesn't have to have, but I'm asking for 1 with you" said Heny agreeing with a very arrogant heart

" Explain all this to my father and mother, I don't want to explain again later, I feel sick" added Heny while rubbing his face rough

The hope and desire he did not get made his own disappointment, and of course Heny is not a weak woman who believes so alone in El

Heny something stuck in his mind, something hurtful in his heart

" You don't get irritated by his face" said El Sensitized with Heny's face

" Yes how not to be annoyed, as good as you are you end this relationship" replied Heny increasingly upset

" All for your good, you are not too like me, you said you want to be a doctor to learn it must be diligent to be able to enter the medical faculty" replied El seduce Heny

" okay.... May you who are busy also pass cepet yes, the eyes of the lecture are added until dawn" replied Heny already irritated as irritated exasperated

" Hey..... So anyway" woo El again

" Yes how? that's the obstacle of our relationship, yes, because we have also ended this relationship, I myself where when we were together, when we were both, because we were both, what if I have a wrong word behavior I'm sorry, may everything we've been through together become the most beautiful memories in our lives, " heny answered again, unable to stem his tears

Likewise with El who immediately brought Heny his hug with the same tears dripping from his eye peluk