
Not feeling the time quickly passed already two months after the graduation event, ria who used to only focus on learning and playing, had turned into a teenage girl who only thought of looking for halal money.
Today she takes time off from all her work, as today she is her 17th birthday.
And it's time he opened a gift that contains the truth about the baby, before opening a gift of joy to remember the last time he met the baby.
the flashback
Currently, she is sitting in the middle between the baby and the cris. While listening to the school farewell event, occasionally he glanced at the baby who did not look at him at all.
"Ria, you're so beautiful today, make everyone look at you." Cris spoke while looking at Ria who was wearing white kebaya.
"What time..?"
"Yes right, is not it a baby, today ria looks very much awaited..?" Cris asked the baby while looking at the baby, ria also looked at the baby.
"As usual, nothing is different." Bayu answered with a flat face while looking at ria.
"Ria don't listen to the baby, the eyes of the myopic baby may lack sleep." Cris tried to comfort ria, but ria remained sad while staring at the baby who remained indifferent to him.
After all the core events were over, the baby mama approached the ria who happened to be sitting alone.
"Ria, mama is proud of your achievements, son."
"Thank you ma, I'm sorry for letting you down with my choice." Ria spoke with a face full of regret.
"No son, my mother has never been disappointed in you, but she is proud of you who are mature and independent."
"But your baby was angry and disappointed with my choice, so he stayed away from me.." Ria answered with a sad face.
"Woodu shunned the ria not out of disappointment, but..." Mama Bayu cut her words with a sad looking face.
"But, what is ma..?"
Mama Bayu opened her bag and gave ria a gift box that did not know what it contained.
"Is this ma...?" Ria asked the baby mama.
"There's a reason here why your baby's staying away from the ria.."
"Can I open it now...?"
"Don't open now, ria can only open later on Ria's birthday, just think of it as a birthday gift for ria.."
"Thank you ma.."
"Mama, what are you doing, let's go home." Bayu who suddenly came directly to invite his mother away.
"Ria, mommy's coming home first." Mama Bayu say goodbye.
"Wait a minute, baby can we talk to each other for a minute." Ria spoke as she walked over to the baby and her mother who had been away.
"Woodoo, mom wait in the car." Say mama baby while smiling and walking away.
Instantly the atmosphere became silent, the baby and ria sat in the garden chair with their own thoughts.
"Today I have to ask the baby about his feelings all this time, if he has never loved me and just wants to hurt me." Ria spoke in her heart.
"Just tell me what you want to talk about." Bayu spoke without seeing ria.
"Wood... Have you ever loved me...?"
"I never loved you." Bayu answered without seeing ria.
"Why did you always say love if you never loved me." Ria spoke while holding back her tears.
"You don't deserve my love, stay away from me, I don't want to see you."
"Let's look me in the eye, tell me if you don't love." Ria looked at the baby with tears flowing and the baby saw the ria long enough with a flat face.
"I don't love you." Bayu spoke while looking at ria, then stood his back to ria, while ria was still sitting with tears dripping down.
Flashback off
"When I open this gift, why does my heart hesitate to open it." Ria spoke in her heart.
With a sense of hesitation opened the gift given by the mother of the baby, after opening there are two sheets of envelopes and a flash.
Ria opened an envelope that read "read this first". Ria read the letter in the envelope which contained:
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Happy birthday to ria.
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Today you are even 17 years old, mama hope ria is always healthy, given ease in all matters, and a lot of Rizky.
Ria opened the flash, there was a recording of the sound of the baby and also the reason why the baby stayed away from you.
Ria opened the flash with her laptop, inside the flash there were three sound recordings, two videos and two documents.
Ria opened one by one the first documents containing health reports.
It showed that the patient had end-stage brain cancer and some photographs of the rosen.
But ria still did not know who was sick, and finally ria continued to open the second document containing.
This is my baby, I love you so much, forgive me for making you cry, I am a useless man, a sick man who will at times be called God.
When I first learned the test results stated that I was less than a year old, I decided to move away from your life.
When we broke up my life was meaningless, my heart ached when I said break up, when you left me.
The rocks and the sea water bear witness to the pain of my heart, my greatest regret is to injure the girl I love so much, you are the first and last love of my life.
All this I do for the sake of my love for you, I must make you hate me, so that you can live happily without me by your side.
My heart breaks when I see the cris wiping away your tears, from a distance I stare at the pretty face that I have always longed for, wanting me to hold you, but I realize that I no longer deserve you.
I love you very much, very much love you, but fate does not bless us.
I'd be a bad baby in your eyes, as long as you don't cry because of my illness.
Your happiness is my happiness, your sorrow is my pain, but my sorrow let me feel alone, may you always be happy forever.
Thank you for being present in my life, my life is colorful because of you, loving you is the most beautiful thing in my life, and being loved by you is the greatest gift to me.
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS FOREVER.
Ria, after reading this document, marked the age of the baby is estimated to stay one month, or even less than one month.
During this time the baby can survive because of chemotherapy and drugs, the doctor asked the baby to do surgery, but the baby refused because he did not want to lose half of his memory, let alone his memory of you, but the baby refused because he did not want to lose half of his memory, and not to mention if his surgery fails the baby will die.
Open the contents of the voice recording and video, there is a state of the baby when undergoing chemotherapy for several days.
The thing that the baby wants is to see happy ria by forgetting the baby, mama can only obey the wishes of the baby boy.
And when the last days baby mama please accompany the baby, make him happy even at his last moment.
While reading the document, tears never stopped flowing, sadness pierced into the heart, seeing the fact that the man she loved suffered so painful.
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