
Afraid of getting pregnant or afraid of being my wife?
Ever since Mikhail had actually left, that question still haunted Zia's mind. Both of them he was afraid of, Zia had no dreams of conceiving Mikhail's child let alone being his wife.
"When did he eat? What are you thinking, Zia?"
"Huh? Bentar, Ka .. is still hot."
"Basic crazy! What are you pesen ice young coconut, what's the heat?"
Erika throbbed and shook her head slowly, these afternoons had been confused by this Zia after this afternoon Zidan did the same. It was equally confusing, and Erika as the mediator had yet to find her bright spot.
"Hee forgot, I had a meatball before."
It seems like Zia's problem is heavy, but to Erika's knowledge her life has been better since the last two weeks. A decent residence that is almost the equivalent of an apartment, the health of his parents improved and all the debts here and there Zia has been completed.
"What is the real problem? If you can't keep it up, Zia .. that's called hurting yourself."
"It's not a problem, Ka, I'm just tired of it a little." He complained before then sipping that refreshing coconut water.
"Capek why? Caught selling your grandfather's land, don't you?" erika asked a little whisper, the thing that made her unsuspecting where Zia's money came from was this, Zia admitted to secretly selling her family's inheritance land.
"Hm, how dong!! You have no land?" Zia asked for the sake of making Erika really suspect her current problem was indeed a matter of land.
"Yes no, the question is macem-macem .. You just pinjem the same Mr. Mikhail, you guys are pretty tight."
After the tragedy is locked in the bathroom, Erika considers Zia to have a good relationship with Mikhail. But the brain of the host is not up to examine if his friend is rich suddenly because of the man's helping hand.
It was easy to make Erika believe, only by pretending to sell the land she believed and did not find out first what happened to her best friend now.
"He's not a loan shark, Ka."
"Hm yes too .. oh yes, but your relationship is fine, right?" asked Erika a little hesitant, Zidan who expressed his turmoil yesterday as if showing if they are actually not okay.
"Well, yesterday I was the same Zidan walk the two all day .. and it's fine." He felt that Erika's question was a little strange, because there was nothing that Zidan showed yesterday. His attitude is still the same even several times revealing he is very, very in love.
"Don't hurt him, Zia .. You know he's not lazy the week he's waiting for you in the city park for three hours with no word of where it's all wet."
Zia bowed lethargic, she understood that. Zidan said that yesterday, and his guilt is up until now. Strangely, however, that feeling slowly felt ordinary when he returned to meet Mikhail this morning.
"I overslept, and I actually forgot that it was the date we both got together."
"Whoah? A Zia can forget the birthday ... I suspect you cheated wrong anyway?" The most terrible question ever, Zia shook her head quickly with a panicked face and did not forget to hit the table before.
"Dam!! Take care of her mouth, it's good, the most loyal woman accused of cheating!" His mouth was refuted but his heart seemed to accept Erika's accusation. Whether with love or not, Zia has betrayed Zidan's love for him.
"Hopefully it is not yes .. I am sure good men will get good women too, and vice versa."
If he would have smiled with those words, not anymore. Zia was not a good woman anymore, and it seemed like a good man would lose too much to get himself. Zia fell silent, the woman chose not to talk much now.
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The night was almost late and he was only able to go home because his job was just finished. If asked tired or not, obviously he was tired even it felt to take a shower he was reluctant.
The bed seemed more attractive than the bathroom, the woman chose to throw herself on the soft bed. He closed his eyes for a moment, but he did not fall asleep.
"One ... two .. ti ...."
He had not finished counting, his conjecture was exactly right. His phone rang and sure enough it was Mikhail, the man who had been disrupting his work time and whining for company but Zia was really busy and couldn't possibly make a video call (VC) while at work.
"Hm, why?" zia asked after a while deliberately holding back from receiving the call immediately.
"Just home?"
His voice sounded heavy and yet still forced to stay awake. He waited and finally the woman came home. Having previously made a raunchy face that Mikhail could see complacently.
"Yes ... Why haven't you slept?" zia asked pretended not to understand, but before that she herself asked Mikhail to wait if she wanted to contact him.
"Wait for you, what else?" mikhail's chirping a little. She clucked because Zia was ordinary even though her longing was passionate when she just split a matter of hours.
Zia no longer answered, her sleepiness was running rampant and Mikhail did not want her to go to bed fast. It would be unfair if he only saw Zia sleeping now.
"Zia .. are you sleeping?"
"ZIA!!!"
"Jeez, don't yell, sir .. My ear hurts!" zia's jolt was upset not playing, the man made his consciousness seem to gather instantly, Mikhail's shout across there made the man look very selfish as a man.
"Don't sleep yet."
Anyone who could fall asleep again if this was the case, Zia moved on and now sat on the edge of the bed. It was very upset with Mikhail's behavior like this. Not wanting her head to hurt, Zia decided to take a bath before actually taking a rest.
"Where are you going?" mikhail asked quickly as his phone faced the ceiling of the room, that was not what Mikhail wanted at the moment.
"Mandy." Zia answered briefly, still a little upset because of Mikhail who made her surprised.
"Follow."
"How's that?" asked Zia later, she had not seen her face and it was certain that Zia was a little away from her phone.
"Take the phone, I want to see you."
"What?!!" His voice raised with a dislike expression from Zia there, Mikhail was serious and it was no joke. Indeed, he had never done and was not thought of before, but when he heard the phrase bath from Zia his instincts said another.
"I'm serious, Zia .. Please don't torment me tonight," Mikhail's plea was, he even got out of bed and ruffled his coarse hair while heading for the bathroom.
"Zia please!!"
Tbc