Sinamotku
my honor
Jesika contacted Rini again, as she was already in the hotel lobby. He asked Rini to come down to approach.
"Hello, Rin, I'm in the hotel lobby. Please come here!" jesika said, after Rini answered the call.
"Yes, Jes! Wait a minute, I'm downstairs." Rini was getting ready to come out of the room. Not long ago, he was near Jesika, staring at the face of Jesika who looks sad from a distance.
"What's up, Jes? It's still dawn. Not that you just got married, why isn't it here to sleep with your husband?" rini asked after being next to Jesika.
Jesika and Rini immediately headed for the room without saying anything. Jesika just fell silent not daring to say anything. In fact, he did not answer any questions from Rini.
"Jes, why are you so quiet. Talk about what happened today," Rini continued, walking along with Jesika, staring with curiosity.
"Wait for us to get to the room huh, Rin," replied Jesika, needing some peace of mind to uncover all that was experienced tonight.
Rini nodded, then pointed at the direction where her room was. The two entered a room with a Queen-size bed. Both of them sat on the edge of the bed.
Then Rini gave Jesika a bottle of mineral water, meaning to calm her best friend.
Huf ...
Jesika pulled up, then let out a rough breath after she gulped down a bottle of mineral water. At least, he can think more clearly and tell about what happened during what happened today.
Why did he have to meet Rini at night like this?
He stared fixedly at Rini's face, seen the look of a face that felt drowsiness. Rini had fallen asleep and had to wake up when Jesika contacted her.
"I just dare to tell you. This incident is completely beyond my reasoning. I didn't expect my husband to accuse me of something I'd never done before" Jesika said.
"Accusers what?" ask Rini.
"When we did the first night, not a single drop of blood came out of my core. Seeing that, he was angry and even expressed his frustration directly at me. He accused me if I couldn't keep my honor."
"What's? He dared to say that?" ask Rini.
"Yes, Rin." Jesika bowed in lethargy.
"God, doesn't he know that blood isn't the only thing that shows we're not holy anymore? Not getting blood out of yours doesn't mean you're not a virgin but maybe some 100% of the women in the world, not all of them can get blood on the first night," rini said at length.
"You mean what, Rin? I myself kept wondering why not a single drop of blood came out while we were doing it. As far as I know, for the first night that happens to women it does have to come out of blood but why doesn't it happen to me?" Jessica kept wondering, looking at her best friend's face wryly.
Rini clasped Jesika's hand, looking at her fixedly. "So gini, Jes is not all women are awarded a blood membrane, there is indeed a congenital birth or damaged when we are small because of a fall or whatever. So the blood does not determine one's virginity," said Rini, the more sewot on Jesika's husband who does not know such a small thing.
Jesika was just speechless, dissolving in her thoughts. Perhaps she is one of the few percent of women who do not have the blood membrane that her best friend says she does.
"No need to worry but how it feels on the first night. Is anything you're sick of?" rini asked, confirming the condition of her best friend, and Jesika nodded.
"It hurts so much, Rin. I'm even hard to walk. It can only go slow, you saw for yourself" said Jesika.
"I think I'm really still holy, right, Rin?" asked Jesika again, trying to convince her.
Rini nodded steadily, which she knew even though Jesika liked to tease men because of her beauty but Jesika was a good woman who always kept her honor.
"You can go to the gynecologist, to question the medical condition you are currently experiencing. So you don't have to worry, just calm down!" Rini.
"My husband is a doctor, why does he not know this condition? Even to the point of accusing me of being unholy again" Jesika murmured, feeling annoyed at the man.
"Maybe he doesn't know. The question is also still taboo, not all men can accept the explanation of the female blood membrane. They think all women are the same, "soon Rini.
Rini did know about the woman's problem because her boyfriend is an obstetrician. Not a few women who ask their girlfriends about conditions like Jesika. And that question is often told by the boyfriend to her.
"Why is there such a stupid doctor?Does she not know of a medical condition that states that not all women should feel blood when having sex for the first time?" jesika grumbled, condemning the stupidity of her husband.
*****
That morning, Alex was in an uproar because Jesika was not home. All the families were looking for traces of the woman. But not found at all, only Alex was silent, did not participate in looking for the whereabouts of his wife.
It was he who drove his wife out of the house.
"Lex, why don't you go find your wife? What should you tell both parents, if your wife disappears like this" Maruli said.
Alex did not reveal about the very taboo incident between himself and Jesika. He wanted to forget this incident and assume the marriage never happened.
In fact, he said Jesika left alone for no apparent reason. Today, Alex is back in Jakarta. He predicts his family will forget this incident slowly.
"Lex, try to call Jesika and his family. Or you just go to his house," said Ima, increasingly restless when the parmaen disappeared.
Alex who was just sitting leisurely in the living room, then shook his head. He had no intention of trying to find any trace of Jesika.
"Just let her go, she's the one who wants to end this marriage. Let's just say this marriage never happened" Alex said.
"You don't talk that easily, son," said Ima.
"You're married officially, where maybe the marriage can just disappear. All are bound," hardik Maruli.
"Ah .. Anyway, I'll be back to Jakarta soon. I've booked my plane ticket and now I'm getting ready to go to the airport." Alex hurried out of the living room.
The flight will leave at night. It took several hours to get to the airport from his village.
"Huh .. have you gone crazy? How could you leave your wife and take everything that happened lightly!" july exclaimed, not liking to see the attitude of her youngest sister.
Alex's move stopped when his first brother commented and interfered in his household matters. "Have I been lazy to talk about Jesika, never to meet their families or look for Jesika!" order Alex, then pass away.
"Cih ... absolutely crazy," decited Second Brother Alex—Beta, although he likes to be jealous of Jesika but he would rather not like his younger brother who does not care for women.
